Because The Only Time You See Me Is When I'm Blinded By Your Light

One-shot Larry Stylinson. Harry cuts because the man he loves can never love him back. Louis dates Eleanor because he knows that Harry could never feel the same way.


5. The End








Dear Louis, Lou, Lou-Lou, Boo, Boobear,


I love you.  I don’t know how many times I can say it before you realize that I’ve been in love with you for years.  I love you, I love you, I love you, iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou.


I think I first realized I loved you when I heard you sing.  Or maybe it was when you smiled at me.  Or when I looked into your eyes for the first time.  I don’t know.  All I do know is that I love you, and I’m in love with you.  That’s why I had to go.


Seeing you date women was too hard on me, but knowing that I couldn’t have you felt worse.  Though that wasn’t the reason I killed myself.


The reason?  Because I couldn’t sit by you and watch you fall in love with someone else.  Louis, I’m sorry I had to go, but believe me when I say I’m happier now than I have been in a long time.


Please Louis, don’t blame yourself.  Be happy, sing, and love.  Grow up and old and happy, just promise me one thing.


Don’t forget about me.


I love you, I love you, I love you, Haz, Hazza, Curly, Harry.



Louis was broken.  Harry had loved him, and he had loved Harry, and if he hadn’t been so fucking stupid  they could have been together, happy.  It was then that he decided the boys should all write their own letters to Harry.








Crying silently, each boy set fire to the letter they had written to their deceased bandmate.  Ashes floating all around them, they couldn’t help but sing Moments.  By the time they had finished the song, the ashes had swirled down to the pavement below them.  


Hours later, they all fell asleep around each other, finding solace in the fact that they didn’t have to suffer alone.








It didn’t surprise any of them, though, when they woke up to see Louis curled up in Harry’s clothes, a smile on his face as he clutched Harry’s letter in one hand and his own letter in the other, not breathing.  








I love him.  I love him and I want to be with him, because without him, I might as well not exist anyway.









The double ceremony was beautiful and quiet.  The fans had been respectful and not invaded the privacy of the mourners.  Jay and Anne held tight to each other, crying at the fact that they had to bury their children, when it should be the other way around.  


The only people not crying were the remaining members of One Direction.  Zayn, Niall, and Liam had decided to split as One Direction, wanting to keep the happy memories of all five of them as the final memories of the monumental band.  They had also decided to take a year to themselves, then come back to visit Harry and Louis and decide where to go from there.


Harry and Louis were buried next to each other, tombstones nearly touching.


Beyond the basic inscription on the headstones, there was a simple sentence on both:


For a love that moved mountains, split seas, and burned brighter than the sun; a love too big for our world to contain.











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