Rejection

I’ve been living in this box for all my life. Being quiet and shy. Never talking to my mom. People taking so much pity on me. I just want them out of my life. Even my mom… Especially my mom.
Kassie has been going through hardships ans she realizes she no longer wants to be the geek, the person everyone takes pity on, the creepy girl who cuts herself, ugly. And from that decision, everything changes...

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1. Kassie

Kassie

I don’t get it. I can’t get it. Why would she do that? You know… Make him leave. Was she thinking about me? My feelings? Or was she just being her usual inconsiderate self? I’m starting to think I should just give up. I’m hating her so much right now. You must be wondering who ‘she’ and ‘her’ is. Well, it’s my mom. I got this English assignment due tomorrow. We have to do a cinquain poem about a topic of our choice. My English teacher, Mrs. Ruslandos, says the best writing, like stories and poems, are the ones that come from the heart. Since the only thing in my heart is hatred, I guess I’ll write about that. All that I’m feeling.

Hatred

Envy, bitterness

Loathing, asphyxiating, suffocating

Wrong but satisfying to the soul

Vengeance

There, done. I have so much more homework, but I don’t feel like doing it. I’ve been living in this box for all my life. Being quiet and shy. Never talking to my mom. People taking so much pity on me. I just want them out of my life. Even my mom… Especially my mom. I want to see her die like my dad did. You’re wondering why I’m so hyped up and violent aren’t you? That’s because my mother killed my father.

Well, now it’s morning and I’m heading to the jail cell they call school. By the way my name is Kassie Freedman. Pronounced kay-see. This is not just another day of school, it’s my second day of grade 11, which makes me finally officially a senior. I’ve decided to change my attitude toward my situation. Instead of being stiff and shy, I’m going to be laid-back, sassy, careless and a little rebellious. I’ve figured I can’t change my situation, but I can change who I am to fit my situation. Stressing myself out won’t help me.

I’m at school and people are staring at the new me. For the first time in my life I’m wearing a little make-up and trendy clothes. I see David. We’ve been friends for like forever and I’ve always had a huge crush on him. He’s popular and a lot of girls like him. I feel so stupid thinking I have a chance with him. We’ve always been just friends.

 Right in the midst of my thoughts I hear a loud “Boo!”. I scream and turn to see David laughing hysterically. I blush and smile, then playfully push him as him eyes sparkle in the sunlight.

“You’re looking beautiful as usual” he says smiling with his perfect lips and his perfect teeth. I know what you’re thinking, Really Kassie teeth? And yes really, if you saw him you’d say the same.

He has this sort of dark brownish green eyes and dark brown skin. He has the strength of a olympic athlete and has the most beautiful lips that I've always wished were pressed against mine. Sometimes I feel that no one cares about me except him. In movies it always works out for people like us. I hate movies. They give you hope and make you believe in things that are not true. But what is true?

 

 

 

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