Here I Am

The Sequel to What Are The Odds, Here I Am is all about Estrella's journey to finding her self and trying to forget the past that is haunting her. Estrella will soon find out that running from the past is easier said than done. Will she ever find her birth parents? Will she ever let Harry back in her heart or is it to late?


14. Tonsil Hockey


Estrella’s P.O.V

                “I actually took you out not just for shopping but I wanted to just say sorry.”

                I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. Natasha NEVER apologized for anything.

                “I’m not sure I heard you correctly can you repeat that Natasha?”

                “Oh shut it I know damn well you heard me loud and clear, I’m not going to repeat myself.” She said as she went through the racks of clothes.

                “Okay well are you going to elaborate or am I going to have to guess what you’re apologizing for?”

                “Well last night I went a little crazy about the whole Jesus thing and I just realized that you deserve to be happy, what right do I have to stand in your way.” Natasha said as she held a dress up to her body.

                ”I don’t even know how to respond to that. I actually woke up this morning questioning everything about last night if I’m being completely honest right now. That’s cute by the way you should definitely buy that.” I admitted.

                “Oh really? So what exactly are you questioning about Jesus?”

                “I’m honestly just thinking about the future you know. What kind of future can I have with him?”

Natasha’s P.O.V

                Now Natasha this is your chance plant the bug. She already has doubts just make sure they stick. Just as I was about to tell her all the bad things that are going to happen if she pursues a relationship with Jesus my phone began to ring. I took it out of my bag to see none other than Harry’s name on my screen. I went outside to answer my phone, not sure wither or not the mention of his name will set Estrella off.  

                “To what do I owe the pleasure of the Harry Styles calling my cellular device?”

                “Hey Natasha, is Estrella with you? I tried her hotel room this morning so I can apologize but nothing.”

                Is he drunk? He can’t be it’s only 4pm.

“Yeah Styles she’s with me, we’re shopping at the store down the street but we’re about to head back to the hotel now so just wait there by her hotel room.”

                As I got off the phone and went back inside the store to get Estrella I found her with some new company.

                “Do you have a tracking device on her or something?”

                “NATASHA!” Estrella shouted at me.

                “I’m just kidding, hi Jesus.”

Harry’s P.O.V

                I knew Natasha and Estrella were together already but I couldn’t let her know that. As we finished our convo Natasha thought she hung up the phone but it was still on. I should’ve hung up the phone but something told me not to, maybe it was the alcohol talking since I did take a couple of shots to calm me down, okay more than a couple. The anger was back and full force as I heard Natasha say hi to none other than Jesus. I just prayed that Natasha would get her out and to the hotel fast so we can talk. I paced back and forth in front of her hotel room door trying to figure out a way to bring up what could’ve happened last night with her and Jesus. As I was in deep drunk thought I felt someone’s arms go around my waist.

                “Babe what are you doing in front of Estrella’s door?”

                “Hey Katherine, I just needed to talk to her about something.” I said trying to hide how tipsy I was.

                “Okay well I have a surprise for you in our room when you’re done here.” She said as she smiled from ear to ear.

                “I’ll be there as soon as I’m done talking to her I promise.”

                Before she walked away she gave me a deep kiss. As we kissed I couldn’t help but feel empty. Don’t get me wrong, she’s not a bad kisser at all but something was just missing and I couldn’t but my finger on what it was, maybe it was just the liquor messing with me.

                “I would appreciate it if you guys would suck face somewhere else. I mean I’m sure you can find somewhere since this is a five star hotel.” Estrella said as she pushed us both out of the way to get to her room door and slammed it shut.

Estrella’s P.O.V

                I have to admit that I was a little curious when Natasha left to take a phone call, who can be so important to talk to that she can’t do it in front of me. As she was out taking the call and I scanned through the racks of clothes I felt someone’s hands cover my eyes.

                “Okay this is not funny at all Natasha!”

                “Who said it was Natasha?” the deep voice said.

`               “Unless you want your nuts to be a thing of the past I highly advice whoever you are to take your hands off of my eyes.”

                They took my advice and gave me back my eye sight and when I saw who it was I couldn’t help but get butterflies and die of embarrassment.

                “No need to be hostile.” Jesus said with hands up to surrender.

                Before we could say anything else to each other Natasha came back in and for some reason was in a rush to get back to the hotel. We said our goodbyes to Jesus, bought some outfits for dinner tonight with management and got back to the hotel.  After I dropped Natasha off at her room I made my way back to mine to find a lovely surprise. Are you fucking kidding me, there’s thousands of places in this big ass hotel and they just have to pick the front of my room to play tonsil hockey. After I told them off I went and locked myself in my room and as hard as I tried I couldn’t stop myself from crying my eyes out. They say that time heals all wounds but that’s complete bullshit because I still feel like I did when me and Harry first broke up. As I tried to fight off more tears I heard a knock on my door and opened it to find the last person that I wanted to see.

                “What the hell do you want Harry.”

                “I just wanted to talk about last night. Are you crying?” he asked as he entered my room.

                “There’s nothing to talk about and why the hell do you care if I was crying or not? Just go away.” I said as I walked away from the door.

                “Well we did have a little fight last night and I care because I just do. Is it Jesus? Is he why you’re crying cause I’ll kick his ass!” He said as he spun me around to face him eye to eye.

                I couldn’t help but notice that his eyes were looking a little hazy

“Harry I don’t care about the stupid fight we had last night and no he’s not the reason that I’m crying just drop it. Are you drunk?”

                “Well I just wanted to make sure because apparently something happened last night.” Harry mumbled.

                “What did you say? How do you know about what happened last night?” I asked.

                “I don’t I just know that something happened. Did you guys kiss? Oh God did you sleep with him?”


                "I CARE BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!"


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