Here I Am

The Sequel to What Are The Odds, Here I Am is all about Estrella's journey to finding her self and trying to forget the past that is haunting her. Estrella will soon find out that running from the past is easier said than done. Will she ever find her birth parents? Will she ever let Harry back in her heart or is it to late?


9. The Green Eyed Monster


Estrella’s P.O.V

                “Wake up Estrella, we’re here.” Harry whispered in my ear.

                I didn’t even realize that I feel asleep on the plane until now. I must admit even though I love Brandi and how she let me stay at her house it’s a shame that the seats on this plane are more comfortable than the bed back at her place. I opened my eyes and I couldn’t help but smile at the sight, Harry’s emerald eyes bright and shinning looking right into mine, thank god I was sitting because if not I think I wouldn’t melted right to the ground, it’s crazy how he still has the effect on me. I looked around and noticed that everyone else was already getting out of the jet.  

                “How long was I out for?” I asked

                “Well you dozed off right before Allie goes to visit Noah at the house.” Harry answered

                “Man my favorite part too.” I said while pouting

                “Don’t worry I have the DVD so you can watch it in your hotel room.” He said while he handed me the DVD case.

                I forgot all about the separate hotel room situation. This just reminded me that he’s no longer mine. As I got my carry on I reminded myself of something else.

                “Where are we anyway? I just realized that I went on a plane that could be taking me anywhere.”

                Harry went to go lift up a blind from a window and that’s when I saw it. I knew exactly where we were.

                “BIENVENIDOS A PUERTO RICO! Did I say that right? I’ve been practicing the whole plane ride, Niall helped me. ” Harry said.

                “You said it perfectly!” I said while still staring at the view.

                I use to come and visit all the time growing up, which of course stopped my freshman year when my dad left. Always eating everything and going to the beach with the clearest water that I’ve ever seen. As Harry and I were watching the view we got interrupted by someone screaming outside of the plane. We both rushed out to see what all of the commotion was about and of course it was Mr. Drama Queen Louis but as I observed the sight I understood why.

                “What are you doing here?” Harry said as he ran towards her.

                THIS BITCH! Doesn’t she have a job or something that she should be at right now? At that moment I swear if I was pale skinned I wouldn’t been as red as a tomatoes. I felt my hand shaking wanting to through a punch towards her face. Apparently my anger was very visible because Louis came towards me and draped his arm around my shoulders.

                “Calm down and act friendly okay. Just don’t kill her.” He whispered in my ear.

                I got out of his grip and want towards her, her nasty twig self all over Harry.

                “Yeah what are you doing here Katherine?” I asked, not at all curious about her answer.

                “I wanted to surprise everyone, especially Harry. I have a photo shoot over here for a couple of days and it so happened to be on the same days that you guys are here. Isn’t that a funny coincidence?” She replied with a smirk.

                I felt the boiling urge to punch her again and just like that I was Natasha now that was by my side, holding my hand.

                “That’s great Kat!” Natasha said.

As her and Harry walked off ahead of the rest of us towards the car I had to let out some steam.

“Why do you call her cat? Is it cause she easily gives guy her puss—“

“ESTRELLA!” Liam interrupted before I could finish my sentence.

Just like that plans were getting arranged by Harry to have them at the same hotel and have do activities with us after her photo shoots and the boys press. On our way to the hotel she was practical Harry’s conjoined twin. I was getting annoyed and she knew it, giving me side evil glances and smirks. I couldn’t wait to get to my hotel room so I could just scream and punch something. We finally got to the hotel and I moved at record speed, grabbing my bags and heading towards the reception desk. Half way to the check in desk I couldn’t help but let the anger out when I saw who was at the desk.

“Are you fucking kidding me right now!” I screamed.

“What’s wrong?” Natasha asked but quickly understood what the problem was as soon as she looked towards the direction of the reception desk.

“Shit out of all the places, I mean I know this is a small island but really?”

“We cannot stay here Natasha, it’s not happening.” I said while I started to go towards the exit.

If was 99.9% sure that I had the worst luck in the world but now I was 1,000% sure that I do. During all of those summer trips I had grown a sort of relationship with a guy. It wasn’t official or anything, at least not in my eyes cause I mean it was a summer fling.  Things didn’t end on a good note, the last words he ever said to me were “Pudrete en el infierno” (rot in hell).

 “NO! Think about it, you can use this to your advantage. You guys have history… yes it ended bad but he most likely is over it, I mean it’s been years. Plus if you get all buddy buddy with him then maybe it will spark some jealousy in Harry.” Natasha explained.

“You have a point.” I mumbled.

“Okay now go work your magic while I go tell the rest of the guys and try to stall a little so you can chat it up.”

“How on earth are you planning to do that?” I asked

“Don’t worry about it, I’ll just be a bit clumsy that’s all.” She said with a wink.

I took a deep breath and walked towards the desk praying that I wasn’t going to get a Déjà vu.

Harry’s P.O.V

                I can’t believe that Katherine was really here with me. I couldn’t help but smile but for some reason I felt a bad vibe. I looked over at everyone and they seemed fine to me, until I glanced towards Estrella. She was just sitting quite in the corner and I knew her well, she wasn’t acting herself. I tried to figure out what could be wrong with her but nothing came to my mind until Katherine wrapped her arms around me. CRAP! Was she jealous? I didn’t want to make her feel uncomfortable, we were friends after all. I decided that I would just have a quick convo with her as soon as we got to the hotel to make sure she was alright with everything but as soon as we got to the hotel room she bolted with all of her stuff. We usually don’t have the opportunity to grab are own stuff since the hotels we stay at are always packed with fans but since no one figured out where we were staying at we were safe for now. Natasha quickly followed behind Estrella which definitely let me know something was up. After a couple of minutes after everyone grabbed their luggage, except Katherine who’s bags were getting sent to the hotel, Natasha came back for hers even though Zayn already had them.

                “Thanks babe but you didn’t have to, come one let me get them.”

                “It’s okay Natasha I got them.” Zayn said, always the gentlemen.

                “You know I hate people waiting on me so let me get them.”

                As Natasha said that, somehow when she grabbed her bags they unzipped and it looked like fashion week had thrown up on the sidewalk. We all just started to help her gather her stuff; the faster it got done the faster we could get off the streets before people started to recognize us. We finally got all of her stuff back into her suitcase and got into the hotel so we can check in. To my surprise when we got in I spotted Estrella right away, and she was all giggly with the guy at the reception desk. I felt heat start to form at the pit of my stomach; it felt like jealousy but why? What right do I have to be jealous of a guy talking to her, she isn’t mine and I’m not hers but I felt the need to rush over and end their little conversation.

                “Hello I’m Harry styles and we’re here to check in.” I quickly said.

                “Yeah you’re already checked in thanks to Estrella here, she has all of you guys keys.” The boy replied.

                “Yeah I have them. Well I guess we should get going then. I’ll see you later Jesus.” Estrella said as she leaned in to give him a kiss on the cheek.

                I couldn’t stop myself from giving him a death glare and Estrella noticed. As soon as everyone went to their rooms she stopped me.

                “What was that for?” she asked.

                “I have no idea what you’re talking about.” I replied.

                “Cut the crap you know exactly what I’m talking about.”

                “Hey Kat here’s the key to the room, I’ll be right there.” I said as I handed her the room key.

                “Why the death glare Styles?” Estrella asked, we were in front of her room door.

                “You know that guy from somewhere?” I asked, trying to avoid her question but she didn’t miss a beat.

                “Stop avoiding my question, but if you must know then yeah I know him. Jesus and I use to have a thing. Why?”

                The heat in the pit of my stomach came back and with a vengeance.

                “You can’t talk to him you know that right?”

                “Why the hell not? I have the right to do whatever I want.” She screamed

                “Lower your voice you don’t know who’s listening. See this is where you’re going to regret your little scheme. Since the whole world still thinks we’re together you can’t be seen flirting your ass off with some guy.” I explained.

                What I was saying was true but I knew deep down the real reason that I didn’t want her to talk to him. What if they rekindle whatever it was that they had?

                “Oh so I can’t talk to Jesus, who’s my FRIEND but you can be all cozy with HER?” She snorted.

                “I was going to talk to you about that earlier. Does seeing us like that bother you, cause we’re friends and I don’t want to make you uncomfortable.”

                “No, it doesn’t bother me but apparently seeing me talk to another guy bothers you.” She began to open her room door.

                “That’s not the case at all.” I whispered, trying to hide that enormous lie that just came out of my mouth.

                She looked down at her phone and smiled. “Good because he just texted me and I’m going to go see him tomorrow morning. Don’t worry I won’t flirt my ass off, I’ll be a good pretend girlfriend.”

                Before I got the chance to reply she slammed the door in my face. There was no way I could let her go see him tomorrow. I had to come up with a plan and fast, that’s when it hit me. I dialed Louis number on my phone and he answered immediately.

                “Louis get ready because we’re all going to go party tonight… and yes that means liquor.”

                Let’s see if she’s going to wake up tomorrow after tonight.


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