Here I Am

The Sequel to What Are The Odds, Here I Am is all about Estrella's journey to finding her self and trying to forget the past that is haunting her. Estrella will soon find out that running from the past is easier said than done. Will she ever find her birth parents? Will she ever let Harry back in her heart or is it to late?


15. The Alphabet


Estrella’s P.O.V

                “Excuse me? What did you just say?” I said when I finally got over the shock of the words that just came out of Harry’s mouth.

                “I said that I care because I love you Katherine.”

                Katherine? KATHERINE! He’s so fucking wasted that he thinks I’m that blonde bitch. I went over to the phone by the bed and dialed the number to the room that they both shared and got a hold of Katherine. I told her to come and pick up her boyfriend and of course she didn’t argue on the matter.  I walked back out to see a knocked out Harry lying on the couch just snoozing away. Blonde Barbie was wasted no time coming by to get Harry.

“Just make sure he stays sleeping until the dinner in a couple of hours, I don’t think management would like a drunk Harry while discussing tour business.” I instructed Katherine.

“I think I know that, I can take care of MY boyfriend.” Katherine replied and with that comment grabbed Harry and left.

 As soon as they were out I went straight towards the mini bar and grabbed a bottle of wine. I wasn’t one for drinking by myself but I sure as hell can make an exception tonight. There was no way that he was going to remember what just happened and there’s sure as hell no way that I’m going to be able to forget it but maybe a couple sips of wine can help in that department. I began to get ready for the dinner while sipping on my glass of wine but all the while I couldn’t help but keep thinking about what just happened. Katherine, Harry said he loved Katherine and with that in mind I finished what was in my glass and poured more without hesitation.  

Harry’s P.O.V

                “Harry, Harry sweetie wake up it’s time for the dinner with management”

                I woke up with Katherine hovering over me and shaking me sweetly but I don’t even remember falling asleep in the first place. Last thing I remember was finding Jesus’s phone on the floor by the pool. I got up from the bed quickly remembering what I found on his phone and that I needed to talk to Estrella and instantly regretted it as I began to feel the room spinning. I sat back down on the bed to try to compose myself, instantly regretting taking those shots from earlier.

                “I figured you would have a headache and what not so I put some pills and water by the nightstand.” Katherine said as she was looking through her suitcase.

                “Thanks but I really have to go talk to Estrella.”

                “Again? You just finished talking to her babe.” Katherine replied

                I talked to Estrella already? Did we talk about the fight? Did I even mention the Jesus thing?

                “Now I’m going to get ready for the dinner and I think it would be smart if you did the same Harry.”

                I honestly forgot all about the dinner but took the pills that were left for me and began to get ready, the whole time wondering how I was going to face Estrella tonight. Did she realize that I was drunk? What did I even say to her? I quickly got ready and just in time so did Katherine, we headed towards the lobby where the rest of the gang were waiting except for Natasha and Estrella.

                “Where are the girls?” I asked.

                “They’re taking a different car, there are some complications.” Zayn responded.

                With that we headed off to the restaurant, Katherine was holding my hand and being all cuddly but all I could think about was Estrella and I’s conversation and what could have happened. Is that the reason she didn’t want to take the same car as us? All I could do was pray that I didn’t mess anything up with her.

Natasha’s P.OV

                When we got back to the hotel I couldn’t help but smile. The fact that Estrella was already having mixed feelings about the whole Jesus thing and that Harry was waiting to talk to her in front of her hotel door was just too perfect, plus I did walk into a naked Zayn when I opened my hotel room. Music was blaring and Zayn was completely oblivious to the fact that I was behind him watching him dancing and rapping to drake butt ass naked. When he finally turned around the look on his face was priceless. I couldn’t help but burst into laughter but I paid for it later when he picked me up and tossed me in the shower fully clothed. After cursing him out I took a shower and got ready for the dinner that the boys had with management. I have to admit I was pretty curious as to why they wanted us there in the first place; they never want the girlfriends involved with anything business related. I got dressed in record time and decided that I would rather go to Estrella’s room than to watch Zayn stare at the mirror for an hour trying to get his quiff all perfect.When Estrella opened the door to her hotel room and said hi the smell of alcohol slapped me in the face. Even if she wouldn’t have reeked of liquor you can totally tell that she was wasted.


“Estrella you need to calm down.” I said as I sat her down on the couch

I could tell that she wasn’t drunk while she was getting ready because like always her makeup, hair and outfit were looking amazing.I looked towards the kitchen where I found not only one but two empty bottles of wine. I was shocked; this wasn’t like Estrella at all. Estrella is the sensible one out of the two of us, she knew that we had an important dinner tonight, I was supposed to be the reckless one when did the roles reverse? I called Zayn and told him to come to the room a.s.a.p. because we had a problem. When he arrived he looked a bit confused as to what exactly the problem was but as soon as Estrella opened her mouth he knew right away what was wrong.


                “She’s wasted isn’t she?” Zayn asked

                I just nodded in response and Estrella kept blabbering on.


                “Well she obviously can’t go to the dinner this way. Just stay behind for a little, try to control her and you can meet us at the restaurant later.” Zayn said.

                I agreed and stayed behind with Estrella while Zayn left to meet up with the rest of the boys. I sent him a text telling him not to tell any of the guys about Estrella’s little condition. I then decided to maybe get some answers out of her on how the hell this happened.

                “So are you going to explain to me what happened? Why are you completely wasted right now?”

                “I’m not drunk I’m just REALLY happy. I mean why wouldn’t I be happy? All is right with the world, Harry loves Katherine and I guess I can learn to love Jesus.”

                “Harry does not love Katherine, come on Estrella you know better than to think that.”

                “I don’t think that I know that, you just don’t know that and he doesn’t know that I know that.” Estrella mumbled.

                “You’re talking nonsense and I honestly don’t know what you just said but I do know that you need to get your shit together because we should have been at that dinner five minutes ago. So you’re going to relax maybe take a little nap on the ride over to the restaurant so we can have a nice dinner with management. Okay?”

                “Aye aye captain, oh my God Natasha I just sounded like the song from SpongeBob!” Estrella giggled.   

                With that clever comment we were off to the restaurant where I’m sure all hell would break loose.


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