Here I Am

The Sequel to What Are The Odds, Here I Am is all about Estrella's journey to finding her self and trying to forget the past that is haunting her. Estrella will soon find out that running from the past is easier said than done. Will she ever find her birth parents? Will she ever let Harry back in her heart or is it to late?

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3. Here I Am

 

Natasha’s P.O.V

“We need to go stop her Brandi!” I shouted heading towards the door but she stood in my way.

                “Listen I know you don’t want Harry getting hurt but wouldn’t he love it if—“she began to explain but I cut her off

                “HE’S SEEING SOMEONE!” I screamed

                “What?” Brandi asked with a confused expression plastered across her face.

                “The reason that Harry wanted to finally tell the press that they aren’t together is because he’s kinda seeing someone on the down low, if Estrella gets to Harry before we can stop her she’s going to make a complete ass out of herself.” I explained

                “Shit, let’s go we should get there before her cause I have my car plus I don’t even think she knows where she’s going.” Brandi said while grabbing her jacket.

                Running after Estrella once again, I guess things never change.

Estrella’s P.O.V

                After rushing and passing through the hustle and bustle of the city I began to slow down when I realized I didn’t know where the hell I was going. I stopped to try to gather my thoughts, try to remember if Natasha told me which station they were at but nothing was coming to my mind, lucky for me I stopped in front of an electronic store that was broadcasting E News on their televisions on the window.

                “I’m not in LA today because next I’m going to be live with the one and only One Direction in the big apple.”

“Thank you Guliana.” I whispered as I looked around her surrounding and I knew exactly where she was. I ran what could’ve been miles but I didn’t care because I might be getting my Harry back and that’s worth the pneumonia that I felt coming since I didn’t grab a jacket. Soon enough I was at my destination and I knew this due to the flood of screaming girls. I tried to walk past through them and not look like a fan so security can let me through. It didn’t work since as soon as I got to the entrance the security guard stopped me dead in my tracks.

                “You have to stay back, no fans allowed past this point.” He scold

                “But I’m not a fan... well I am but I’m Harry Styles girlfriend.” I explained

                The guard just laughed and responded. “Yea of course you are honey.”

                As soon as he said that the roars became louder and I knew that meant only one thing, the boys were close. I turned to my left and there he was, the mop of curls on his head, dimpled on full display but I knew he might not recognize me so I needed him to get close enough to me so that I can talk to him and he can hear my voice. I had to play actress and fast because they were walking away, I became a possum and played dead. I dropped to the floor and the security picked me up yelling code names that I had no clue meant, most likely “We have another fainter.” I peeped my eye open towards the direction the boys were last and sure enough I knew my Harry well and he came back to play hero.

                “Is she okay?” He asked the guard

                I almost fainted for real when I heard his voice in the real life instead of in my dreams and distant memories. I composed myself and got out of the guards arms and quickly whispered in Harry’s ear.

                “I heard you’ve been looking for me for five months, Here I Am.”

Harry’s P.O.V

                It couldn’t be, this was some sort of cruel joke. This can’t be her, she was long gone just an old memory. As much as I wanted to deny it I knew it was true, I could tell by her voice and as I looked into her eyes it was Estrella.

                “Let her through.” I told the guard

                He gave me an unsure look not letting go of her.

                “I SAID LET HER THROUGH!” I shouted and he finally listened

                As he released her I grabbed her wrist and flew by the rest of the guys, went inside my dressing room and quickly locked the door to turn around and face her.

                “WHAT IN THE BLOODY HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU! ARE YOU INSANE?” I screamed

                “It’s not that hard to find the members of the biggest boy band in the world.” She replied with a smirk.

                I was NOT amused  at all, I was too busy trying to control the hurt and anger that began to surface. It was no use, it was like I was a ticking time bomb and her presence was my trigger and I exploded.

                “WHY THE HELL ARE YOU HERE? WHY DID YOU COME LOOKING FOR ME? WHAT YOU’RE FINALLY TIRED OF PLAYING HIDE AND SEEK?” I shouted

                She flinched and didn’t respond but as I was going to continue my rant there was a loud knock on my door. I opened it and to know surprise it was the guys.

                “What happen out there mate? Who was that gi—“ Louis began to question but came to an abrupt stop as soon as he saw her.

                I admit she did I good job camouflaging herself but the people that REALLY knew her and loved her can still spot her from a mile away.

                “What the hell is this bitch doing here?” Louis asked

                “HEY LOUIS THAT’S NO WAY TO SPEAK TO SOMEBODY!” Liam said.

                “Well I’m just calling them like a see them.” Louis explained

                “EVERBODY NEEDS TO SETTLE DOWN!” Niall stated

                “YEA JUST CHILL!” Zayn added

                “I’ll be out in a second guys.” I said.

They left the room but not before Louis gave Estrella one final death glare. Louis has been talking like that about Estrella ever since she left, he was just trying to be a good best friend I guess by protecting me but I hated it when he talked foul about her. Yes what she did was wrong but still, you don’t want to hear the people you love.. Or loved being talked about in a bad way. I’m still confused about the whole love and loved part, I thought I was out of love with her but with her standing right in front of me I was starting to think otherwise.

“Why?” She finally spoke and took me out of my train of thought.

“Why what? ” I asked.

“Why didn’t you tell the press about the break up whenever they asked?” she explained

“It’s none of their business… plus I always thought you would come back.” I confessed

“Well I’m back now so you don’t have to tell them.” She said while walking towards me, holding me like she use to before any of this mess happened.

I backed away, ripping her arms off me. A mixed if confused and hurt was on her face.

“How do you know that I was going to tell them? You know what it doesn’t even matter because I’m still going to tell them, you can’t walk out of my life and then expect to walk back in like nothing.” I said.

“Natasha told me, she knew where I was the whole time and you think I don’t know that? I know how much pain you went through Harry. I know about all the suffering, crying, staying up late at night because you can’t bear to close your eyes cause all you can see is the night in Paris. I know because I went through it to—“

I cut her off anger building up again.

“DON’T YOU DARE SAY YOU WENT THROUGH IT TOO! YOU DESRVED TO, YOU CHOOSE TO GOT THORUGH  IT, THAT WAS YOUR DECISION THE DAY YOU WALKED OUT THAT DOOR AND NEVER CAME BACK! I DIDN’T CHOOSE TO HURT OR TO CRY, BUT I DID CHOOSE TO LOVE YOU AND MAYBE THAT WAS A BAD CHOICE ON MY PART AND I’M SURE AS HELL NOT MAKING THE SAME MISTAKE.” I yelled

Tears were in her eyes and as if it was on cue the door opened and we both turned to see who it was. There she was, the reason I thought I was over Estrella.

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