Here I Am

The Sequel to What Are The Odds, Here I Am is all about Estrella's journey to finding her self and trying to forget the past that is haunting her. Estrella will soon find out that running from the past is easier said than done. Will she ever find her birth parents? Will she ever let Harry back in her heart or is it to late?


12. 911


Estrella’s P.O.V

                I caught a cab and got to the hotel in record time. On the cab ride there I texted Natasha to tell her that I was heading back so that she wouldn’t think I just bolted out of their lives again. As I walked down the hallway to my hotel room I noticed a figure standing in front of my door. Being my paranoid self I dialed 911 on my phone just in case but as I got closer I saw that there was no need.

                “What are you doing here?” I asked

                “You just disappeared and when I asked Natasha where you went she said that you came back to the hotel since you weren’t feeling well. I wanted to make sure that you were okay.”

                “Jesus you didn’t have to do that. I’m fine.” I lied.

                I couldn’t believe that he would just get up and go after hearing that I wasn’t feeling well. He didn’t other with a text or call; he just stopped what he was doing to come right to me.

                “Estrella even though we haven’t talked in years it doesn’t mean that I forgot how to read you. You might feel fine physically but emotionally you’re a wreck, I can see it in your eyes.”

                “I’m a really that easy to read?” I questioned.

                “Well to me you are.” He answered with a smirk on his face.

                “Fine if I’m so easy to read than answer me this. Why am I such an emotional wreck?”

                “Well, let me get a closer look.” He said as he moved closer to me.

                His hand moved away from his sides and moved my hair out of my eyes, his palm still cupping my cheek. With his blue eyes staring deep into mine he spoke.

                “You’re feeling pain that has to do with the strongest feeling there is in the world, love. My guess is that you have love for someone who doesn’t love you back, and if you ask me that man is both the luckiest and stupidest man in the world.”

                I was left breathless, but I somehow found the will to speak.

                “What do you mean?” I asked.

                “I mean that he’s lucky to have the love of one of the most beautiful, smart and caring woman in the world. But he’s a complete retard for not wanting that love, for not realizing that you’re so much better than any other girl that’s out there in the world.”  

                I never thought that this moment would be happening but it was. As Jesus bought his face closer to mine I couldn’t believe how right it felt but apparently it wasn’t meant to happen because as soon as his lips were close enough to mine we were interrupted by someone clearing their throat loudly.


Natasha’s P.O.V

                As soon as I received the text from Estrella I knew that something was wrong. I could tell that she was lying even through text message, saying that she wasn’t feeling well when I know damn well she was feeling great on that stage just minutes ago. Jesus asked me where she went I told him the excuse that Estrella gave me and off he went to God knows where. The rest of the night I tried to enjoy it like Estrella told me to do in the text but I couldn’t help but worry and Zayn could totally tell.

                “Babe go take care of her, you’re not going to be able to enjoy the night if you keep worrying.”

                “Have I ever told you how much I love you Zayn?”

                “You haven’t actually.”

                I slapped him in the arm and as he cringed from the sting of the hit I got up and collected my things. I kissed Zayn sweetly on the cheek and told everyone that I was gone for the night. I texted Estrella that I was on my way to the hotel and that I was going straight to her room but I got no response, which didn’t help at all with my concern. I quickly paid the cab driver, hurried towards the elevator and walked quickly towards her room. As I got closer to her room I could hear people talking and as I caught sight of who it was I couldn’t believe my eyes. There was Jesus so close to Estrella’s face that you could barely even tell that it was her. I couldn’t just stand there and witness my best friend make this mistake. I cleared my throat loud enough so that I knew they would hear me and that did the trick.

                “Jesus I didn’t know you were here?”

                “Yeah well I just wanted to check that Estrella was okay and I see that she is so I’m going to be going now. Goodnight Estrella… Natasha.” Jesus said and then scurried off.

                “What the hell did I just witness?” I shouted at Estrella.

                “Shhh he might hear you. Calm down and come inside.” She whispered as she opened her hotel room door.

                As soon as we were inside I couldn’t control it, I just let her have it.

                “What the actual fuck is going on. Tell me I did not just see you almost kiss him out there! Did you forget the fact that you love Harry, not the blue eyed Puerto Rican rapper singer wannabe.”

                “I’m not going to lie to you Natasha so here it goes. Yes you did see me almost kiss Jesus out there and you would’ve too if you heard what he told me. Of course I didn’t forget that I love Harry, I’ll never be able to forget that love and that’s what’s killing me inside.” Estrella responded with tears in her eyes.   

                “Don’t cry I didn’t mean to yell.”

                “I’m not crying because you yelled Natasha. I’m just confused that’s all.”

                “Well what did Jesus say?”  I asked.

                “He basically told me that I’m an emotional wreck and that the man that I’m in love is both the luckiest and stupidest man in the world. He said that I’m the most beautiful, smart and caring woman in the world.” Estrella answered as she sat down in the couch.

                “Wow, well he knows how to tell a girl what she wants to hear.”

                “Natasha he wasn’t telling me what I want to hear, the look in his eyes showed me that he really feels that way about me. The worst part is that I know that look, it’s the same look that Harry use to give me and it’s the look that I see him give Katherine now. The real reason I left tonight was because I saw him give her that look and as soon as I saw it I knew that it’s over, I can’t have my Harry back, he’s that blonde bitches now.”

                “You can’t just give up like that Estrella. Fight for your love!” I shouted as I sat next to her on the couch.

                “I fought for it but it’s just not enough. I’m starting to think that all of this happened for a reason. I mean what are the odds of Puerto Rico being the first stop , Katherine having a shoot here and Jesus working at the same hotel and club that we were at. Maybe I was brought here so that Jesus can fix my broken heart. Maybe he’s the one I’m meant to be with not Harry.”

                I couldn’t believe this, Estrella was just giving up. She’s never been the type to give up. I just shook my head.

                “I refuse to believe that Estrella and deep down I know that you don’t either. What just came out of your mouth is complete bullshit.”

                “Natasha just be happy for me. Be happy that maybe Jesus could make me happy again.”

                “Estrella I can’t do that because I know you’re not happy, not completely.”

                “What makes you so sure about that?”

                I stood up and went towards the door.

                “Because I’m your best friend and because I’ve seen the way you look at him and it’s not the same way that you look at Harry.”

                With that I left and slammed the door behind me. Curse me for even telling Jesus where she was at in the first place. I had to do something but I’m not sure what the hell I could do to knock some common sense into her or Harry. They just need to see that Katherine and Jesus are not for them but how can I make them realize that! I pulled out my phone and sent a massive text to the guys.

                9-1-1 The plan is on red alert. I repeat RED ALERT!

                Hopefully they can sober up to help with this crisis. I need all the help that I can get.    

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