I have always loved you

Macy Collins has had a rough life, but has always made it through it all because of her best friend since kindergarten, Harry Styles. She wants to be more than friends, but she's afraid to tell him and ruin there wonderful friendship. Then Harry leaves for the X-Factor forgetting about Macy. One day, they meet once again, bringing back amazing memories together, Harry regains the feeling he had before he left, but when Macy gets a new boyfriend, Harry gets jealous and trys to steal her heart back.


4. Late night talk

Macy P.O.V

I am so stupid! Thats were I saw Zayn from! I wanted to scream at Harry, but then again, I just..couldn't. He looked so different. He was buffer now, and he got taller. His hair was much more curlier. He didn't look happy to see me with Zayn though, but I didn't really care. I was starting to like Zayn, at the club we danced and he bought me and Jamie a round of drinks and it was really fun. My whole night was ruined when I saw Harry standing there watching us.

Zayn showed me to his room, "So what do you you want to do?" I just stood there, trying to get through my head what just happened. "Macy?" He asked again.

I looked up, my eyes meeting his. He raised an eyebrow. "Are you okay?"

'Suck it up, it's not like Harry really loved you more than just friends.' I kept saying to myself. "Um, yeah!" I put on a fake smile to reasure him. He smiled back, then walked over to me, sliding his hands on my arms.

"Good," He mumbled. He leaned in, my lips meant his. Things then started going really fast.

Harry P.O.V

"Louis! Go in there and tell them they can't go anything cause we have an interview in the morning!" I said to Louis. Louis laughed at me like I was crazy. I was going to every thing I can to make sure Zayn wasn't going to have sex with Macy it would just be to wierd to even think of that because I knew Macy didn't do stuff like that.

"The interview isn't until noon, and why? They both seemed happy together." He told me, I sat down on the couch, then ran my fingures through my hair, messing it up. Louis sat next to me and patted his hand on my shoulder. "Whats wrong?"

Tears were forming in my eyes, I knew I could tell him everything, just like I did with Macy. "Me and Macy were bestfriends ever since we were little, and then I left for the X-factor and was an asshole and just ignored her, and know I regret that. I loved her more than a friend, and I just never told her, because she always had boyfriends and I jus-" I couldn't finish, I was crying now. Louis patted my shoulder.

"It's okay." but it wasn't, I messed up a chance with the girl I have always loved.

Macy P.O.V

"Zayn," I said under my breath. He kept kissing me and trying to take off my shirt. I wasn't even ready for this, I just meant him. I mean I liked him, but I wasn't ready for this. "Zayn!" I screamed, he finally stopped and looked up at me.

"Yeah?" He asked me.

"I-I can't do this....Well at least right now." He looked at me with diapointment. I didn't care though, I just wanted to leave, but I knew that I couldn't do that.

"Oh, do you just want to go to bed then?" I nodded, then he got off of top of me, then walked over to his dresser and pulled out a T-shirt and some boxers. "Here, you can go change in there." He pointed to the bathroom in his hallway. I walked into the bathroom, and changed into the clothes, and walked back out.

"I'm sorry Zayn, we just meant." I told him.

"It's okay, I see where you are coming from, at least I get to sleep with a gorgeous girl like you." He said, I giggled and got into bed with him. He turned off his lamp and put the covers on us. I faced the edge of the bed, Zayn had his arms around my waist. I could fell his warm breath against me neck. For some reason this felt right, I closed me eyes and fell into a deep sleep.

I woke up, startled. I had a nightmare, Zayn was out, and didn't have his arms around my waist anymore. My month was really dry. I needed a drink. I got out of the bed quietly, then creeped the door, and walked into the dark hallway everyone was asleep. I tip toed into the kitchen, I had no idea where the cups were. So I searched in every cabniet. I found the cups, but they were on the top self. I couldn't reach. I reached high, on my tipy toes, still couldn't reach it. Then someone came up behind me put there arm up and grabbed it for me, I almost had a heart attack, I turned around to see Harry.

"Erm thanks." I said, he walked to the faucet and poured me some water, then handed it to me.

"Your welcome." He said in his sexy voice he still had. I couldn't even look at him in the eyes. There was a silence. "Do you wanna go for a walk?" He asked me.

"Sure." I needed some answers and I knew this was probably the only time I would get too. We walked to the door and put on the vans I was wearing. We walked out the door, we started walking in silence.

"So." He said trying to break the silence.

"I need some answers Harry." I told him, trying to keep myself together. He nodded then looked at the ground.

"I don't know what to tell you Macy." He said, not looking at the eyes. We started walking in a park, and sat on some swings, I was freezing to death, I was in boxers and a big T-shirt that went down to my knees. I was going to be a bitch right now, he deserved it.

"Harry you know exactly the right answers I want to hear and you have must have a perfect excuse because what you did.....broke me into pieces. Now tell me, what I want to hear!" I demanded he looked down. I wanted to slap him because he was playing idiot with me.

"Macy, I don't know I really don't know what happened, people change and I-" He began.

"No Harry! People change in high school and middle school! You changed because of fame! And you thought you were better than everyone because you were famous!" I screamed, tears forming in my eyes. I could see tears in his eyes too.

"Your right Macy, I did, but now I don't." He mumbled. I was crying my eyes out now, "Macy, please don't cry." I got up from the swing, then he came over to me and wrapped his arms around me and put his jacket on me. I quickly got out of his grip, and threw it at him.

"I loved you Harry." I said, to him, he looked like someone had punched him in the stomach, I knew this would happen, thats why I never told him. "I mean, I loved you. More than a best friend." He started having tears fall down from his cheek. He just stood there and stared at me.

"But, I'm with Zayn now." I said under my breath as I walked off, back to the apartment, not looking back.


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