Hayden Green has a wonderful life. She lives alone in London, away from her divorced abusive Dad and depressed Mother. Five marvelous best friends and a loving boyfriend, could be added to that list. That is until she finds him sleeping with another women. Hayden is shattering day by day, month by month. She searches for that one person who will love her, and not break her. She believes her best mate Harry is that person, but boy was she wrong.


16. Cuts

** note: if you self harm, please fell free to talk to me. I'm always here for anyone who needs me. **


I winced as I brought the shiny blade across my skin. The skin broke causing another stream of blood to spill from my veins. A tear fell down my cheek as I let them bleed. It's like my love for Harry draining out of my body. But it's not.. I quickly bandaged them up and rolled my sweatshirt's sleeve down. I grabbed my phone and saw a text from Lou: 'Boo, please don't do anything to hurt yourself. He's not worth it. Call me when you see this, okay? I love you xx.' I quickly dialed his number.


"Boobear," I said slowly.

"Are you okay?" he asked, sounding truly, honestly worried. I lied.

"Yeah! I'm fine. How are you doing, how's the tour?" 

"Good, great, but it's not about me right now. What time is it there?" 

I glanced at the time displayed on the microwave, "10:02am. Why?" 

"Check the door in 3, 2, 1.."

Right on cue the doorbell rang causing me to jump. I got up to get it and there was an envelope. I picked it up and said to Lou, "Uhh..are you physic or something? I laughed.

"No, love. Just lucky." What's that supposed to mean.

"Whatever you say!"

"So did you open it?" 

I started to peel the envelope open. "I am now. What in the-" Once I got the yellow paper open, I pulled out one ticket to Atlanta, Georgia in America where their next show was. 


"WAY! Cool right? So are you going to come see your Boobear?" I smiled then it quickly faded.

"I don't think I'm ready to face him or her.." 

"B-b-bbb-but Hayden..please! The boys miss you. I miss you more though! Please come! For us!"

I rolled my eyes lovingly, "Ugh, you're lucky I love you!"

"YES! The boys and I will be there to pick you up when you land. Start packing, you're flight is tomorrow!"


"Nope, so start packing! And get a good night's rest. You leave at 10:30am. Now I have to go tell the boys! Bye, I love you! See you soon!" he hung up.

I really can't believe I'm going to America! I've always wanted to go there, even if it was just for a couple of days. I started packing, laying out an outfit for tomorrow. ( I quickly ran downstairs and had some leftover pizza from a couple nights ago. After I finished, I jumped in the shower. I'm so excited! I was practically prancing around the whole night. Really quickly I checked my Twitter. I had a mention. From him. '@HaydenGrace please talk to me..' Well that was a waste of my time. I tweeted '@LouisTomlionson BOOBEAR YOU'RE THE BEST! I'M SO EXCITED TO SEE YOU TOMORROW! xx @Niallofficial @zaynmalik @Real_Liam_Payne EEEK! #fangirlsqueal love you all xx.' I closed my laptop and thew on some sweats and fell asleep ending my night on a high note.



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