I call you love {Austin Mahone}

Christy's life changed a lot after she moved from Texas for the first time. How is it now that she's going back?
Will people ever understand what she's suffering from and all the pain that she's going through? What about that hot boy Austin? Will he ever see the real her.
This is another one of my Austin Mahone fanfics that I usually write on my facebook page for him, but I wanted to share it with more people.


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Robert: So what’s going to happen?

Christy: I’m taking this week. Or as much as I can handle of it and then I will have to be homeschooled for selected classes that I have a hard time following in school, which will be biology, math and Spanish. And I’m not allowed to have P.E so I’ll get another subject instead of that.

Robert: oh…

Christy: But it’s gonna help me. I mean I will be taking the medication and I will have time to get things out of my mind and I’ll get more time to see you.

Robert: hopefully.

Christy: What do you mean by that?

Robert: I will still be in school you know.

Christy: yeah I know but I will be there too.

Robert: Yeah but we’re only going to have English together.

Christy: I know and that really sucks but it’s either that or sent me back to treatment and I don’t wanna go back Robert. I wanna stay here in La Vernia. It’s where I was born and it’s where I belong now.

We spend most of the night speaking about everything. I was really tired when it was 1am and Robert was playing with my hair while I was lying on his chest.

Robert: You’re an amazing girl Christy. Remember that.

Christy: I’m trying but it’s getting harder and harder for every single day.

Robert: I want you to stay here with me. You can do it. You don’t wanna go back to San Diego.

Christy: No I don’t. But I’ll do it if I need it at the end.

Robert: I know.

Christy: I love you Robert.

Robert: Love you too.

We kissed for a while and then I fell asleep as I lay there on his chest. Feeling safe for the first time in a long time now that I was going to sleep. It was the first time I slept with another person that Luke since the accident which really scared me.

I woke up screaming in the middle of the night. I was all sweaty and crying and I had been scratching my wrist with my nails so hard that I had cut my wrists. I was shaking and scared. Robert tried to calm me down but it was hard. I hated that nightmare. I hated it!

Robert: It’s okay. You’re safe now. Babe calm down.

I was tilted back and forth a couple of times and kept shaking and crying. I knew this was going to happen before I asked him if I could stay at his place. It happened every single night and it had been going on for years now. But I knew I just had to get through it. It hadn’t been there when Austin and I thought we were going to date so I knew it was going to go away again soon. 

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