I call you love {Austin Mahone}

Christy's life changed a lot after she moved from Texas for the first time. How is it now that she's going back? Will people ever understand what she's suffering from and all the pain that she's going through? What about that hot boy Austin? Will he ever see the real her. This is another one of my Austin Mahone fanfics that I usually write on my facebook page for him, but I wanted to share it with more people.

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19. back on the right trail

 

It had been about two week since I cut myself the last time. My dad and Luke checked my arms and legs every single day. Dr. Bennett had told them too after a serious conversation that we had had over the phone. Sophie also called me every single day. She was the person who kept me going because she always told me stories about people who did these things to themselves and ended up dead. I think she wanted to scare me a bit without getting me to need more medication to keep myself going.

It was Sunday and I was getting back to school tomorrow for the first time in two weeks. I was scared of what people would think because a lot of people had been speaking about me both Austin’s fans and the students from my classes.

I was sitting in my room Sunday afternoon. Robert had just left because he had to go home for dinner. My dad was in my room with me. He wanted to speak with me about tomorrow.

Dad: So are you ready to go back or do you need more time?

Christy: Dad I’m doing fine. Honestly I am. It’s just been a little weird not to be able to be in school. I actually thought I was ready to get back and get friends without my medication but I was wrong and I know that now. And I know I made a mistake but my wounds are almost gone and then there will just be the scares which I’m so used to by now.

Dad: You’re trying too hard to be strong my girl. We need to find out what would be best for you now that you’re starting up with school again. Do you think we should get some of the subjects at home and then the rest at school? So half time at the school with people and the rest here with a teacher?

Christy: Maybe that would be a good idea but I have to get back and get through a whole day. I know I can do this even though it’s going to be hard but I have friends in every single class.

Dad: I know you have.

Christy: You’re going to decide what’s going to be best for me and you’re going to do it with Sophie. We’ll call her right now and figure it out. Is that okay?

Dad: yeah that’s what we do.

My dad, Sophie and I spoke for an hour and Sophie really fancied my dad’s idea. So I had to take half of my classes at home from now on instead of being in school 8 periods every day. Sophie said she could get me into a homeschool from next week so I had to take one whole week of school and then start at the half time thing. I guess it was for the best.

When we finished speaking with Sophie my dad looked at me.

Christy: Dad there’s something I wanna ask you?

Dad: What is it darling?

Christy: Would it be okay if I slept at Robert’s tonight? I think he can make me feel better and get me ready for tomorrow.

Dad: I don’t know honey. He’s a boy and you’re a girl and you haven’t really been dating for long.

Christy: I know but dad please. It’s not like anything’s going to happen. We’re both smart and you know I can’t have all those things inside of my head when I’m struggling with keeping myself together as myself.

Dad: Well okay then but only for the night!

Christy: Thanks.

I hugged him and took out my phone to call Robert and tell him I got my permission.

When I had finished dinner Luke gave me a ride over to Robert. He was going to Austin’s to hang out with him and some of the other’s from the crew. They really wanted me and Robert to join but I couldn’t handle that many people inside of my head when I was going to see them all tomorrow.

When I arrived at Robert’s he stood outside with a basketball under one of his arms. I ran up to him and acted like I was going to hug and kiss him but instead I took his ball and shot it up in the basket. He smiled at me and then took the ball back and kissed me on the cheek.

Robert: nice to see you too.

Luke got out of the car with my bag and handed it to me.

Luke: Make sure to be there on time tomorrow. You don’t want to drag more attention to yourself than you already have.

I hugged Luke and then he left.

Christy: So what are the plans for tonight?

Robert: I was thinking about some movies and just a nice cuddling evening.

Christy: Sounds great.

Robert: Yeah I thought so.

He threw the ball on the ground and grabbed around the waist. He pulled me in and kissed me as if the was the last time we were ever going to see each other. His hands messed with my hair and just made sure that I was really close to him.

We stopped kissing when his mom came out and asked us to come inside because she didn’t want the neighbors to see us.

We went into Robert’s room. I threw my bag on the floor and lay down in his bed. He lay down on top of me and kissed me really intense and made sure that I was as close into his body as I could be.

I liked it when he did it. He made me feel loved and safe somehow. I didn’t really know how he did it but it worked. We stopped after a couple of minutes and lay down under his covers. We were watching some weird movie. I didn’t even catch the name of it.

Robert kept holding his arms around me and made sure I was okay.

Robert: Did you get to talk to your father about school?

Christy: yeah…

I looked at him a bit confused. Why would he ask about this all randomly?

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