The Dairy of Alexandria Blake

Dear Diary, Its stupid to have one of these isn't it ? Its a place to put what you feel, but why not put your feelings into the world ... Alexandria goes through many problems in love, with drama, almost EVERYTHING goes wrong in school ... So she chooses to confide into a diary ...

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1. Chapter 1

Dear Diary,

Its stupid to have one of these isn't it ? Its a place to put what you feel, but why not put your feelings into the world ? Then again, who am i to judge about that. I can barely tell my "bestfriend" how i feel, or whats been happening. You see, I've had a good childhood, i wasn't raised in a disfuctional family, I'm not a total loner, and I have good grades. So your probaly wondering "Whats wrong with her then?" Well I'll tell you in one word. Bullies. Yep. Doesn't sound so hard does it ? Well thats because your not like me. I'm not the one getting bullied, I'm the bully. Didn't see that one coming did you ? So now, I'm guessing your wondering "Well why is that make something wrong with you ? Your not the one getting bullied." Well thats true, but for a while, I've been feeling guitly about it. Why don't i stop then, you ask. Well thats a complacated one. If i stop bullying other people, i feel that they'll start bulling me. You know, and eye for an eye. Yeah, not so good. Theres only a few people that i don't bully, and that would be Ashley, Daniel (Danny), and Tyler. There my bestfriends and the only people who think its super strange that I bully people, only because I'm my real self around them. Yes, just like normal people i have dreams, goals, and wishes. So now that your reading this, you know what its like inside a bullies head, congadulations. Its not how you thought it would be, is it ? Didn't think so.

~Alexandria

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