Let Me Love You

Maddy meets her favorite band in the entire world, but in a way she never imagined she'd have to. What happens when one of the boys turns her world upside down, and her ex's plan didn't go as...well planned?
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29. What have I done?

*Austin’s POV*

            I couldn’t just sit around anymore. Seeing Maddy so happy with someone that wasn’t me drove me crazy. I know that I don’t deserve her, but I couldn’t sit on the sidelines anymore. I had to try. I researched where One Direction was and I went straight there. I stood outside for 5 minutes trying to decide if I was doing the right thing. Then I knocked. There was no going back now. I heard someone yell at Maddy to answer the door. Perfect, now I don’t need to deal with ‘what are you doing here’ from her boyfriend or any of her other friends. When she opened the door my heart stopped, I was at a loss for words.

“Maddy please talk to me…let me explain.” She did exactly what I thought she would. She opened the door smiling, started to say hello, she noticed it was me, her smile disappeared then she just stood on the brink of tears. I can’t believe I did this to her. Cheating on her was the worst mistake of my life. We stood there awkwardly without saying a word until Niall came over and held her close. She couldn’t even speak to me without crying. If she wouldn’t listen to me then maybe I could get Niall to. The look in his eyes when he came back outside scared me. His fists were clenched and he spoke through his teeth. Then I took a deep breath and made him promise to do all the things I wish I had. All the things I regret not doing. The one that hurts the most is knowing I didn’t let her know how important she was to me, and how much I loved her. I noticed him soften with every word that rolled off my tongue. As I walked away it took everything in me not to look back. But that was not going to be the last time they saw me. Not until she knows how sorry I am, and not until she hears it come from my mouth.

*Madison’s POV*

            This time I woke up in Niall’s room. I had a horrible headache. Did I fall? No I must have just fallen asle…NO! I remember! He was here! I wanted to just crawl in a hole and die. I refuse to shed anymore tears over Austin. I pulled my hair up into a messy bun, considering it was messy again anyway. I fixed my makeup. So much for trying to look cute today. I grabbed a blanket and trudged downstairs.

“She lives!” Harry smiled. Louis hit him in the arm,

“Ow! What was that for?”

“Shut up dimwhit!” I half smiled at him and went and plopped myself down on Niall’s lap. Harry fake cried and said,

“Boo Bear called me a name.” Louis gasped and ran to his side,

“Sorry Hazza but you really need to learn when to shut that big mouth of yours.” They all laughed and all I could manage to do was smile.

“You ok now?” Niall asked. I shook my head and nuzzled into his neck as he rubbed my back. This has got to stop. I’m sick of making Niall feel sorry for me.

“Do you want to go do something today?”

“Babe are you sure?”

“Yes. I want to go out and do something with you.”

“There’s an amusement park close by. You up for it?”

“Like you even had to ask.” I smile back at him. I leaned in to kiss him, then realized that Zayn was still watching. So I just gave him a quick peck on the cheek and got off his lap.

*Zayn’s POV*

            I saw Maddy with Niall and jealousy ran through me, but it shouldn’t. I mean she isn’t mine, never was and never will be. I can’t help but love her. She saw me looking at them and she kissed Niall on the cheek then left. I needed to talk to her. She went up to her room and I knocked,

“Maddy?”

“Yeah?” Come in.” I didn’t want to sugar coat anything so I just jumped to the point,

“Maddy don’t worry about me anymore. I’ve accepted that you are with Niall, but you have to stop caring about me!” I then realized that I had started to raise my voice at her. She looked at me like someone had just punched her.

“O-okay.” She choked out. Wait she wasn’t supposed to cry.

“No Maddy I just…”

“I get it not get out. Please.” I hung my head and walked out realizing that I had just ruined something that was working out in the first place. I sat down on the couch and checked Twitter on my phone. Liam came and sat down next to me,

“Are you okay?”

“Just fine.” I spat. Liam, realizing that I wasn’t in the mood to talk, put his hands in surrender and walked away. Niall came in next and just sat. He turned on the TV to a football (soccer) game, and Maddy came down a few minutes later. When she saw me she shot me a death glare. She walked into the kitchen,

“I’m going to get water.” I mumbled. I walked in as she was popping popcorn for her and Niall. I got my glass of water, and as the microwave beeped I said, “Maddy what are we doing?” She glared at me with tears in her eyes, and on managed to fall as she said,

“I’m doing as I was told.” I cocked my head to the side with confusion. She looked at me again and took a deep breath then she looked me in the eyes and said, “I’m not caring.” Then she brushed past me and walked back in to be with Niall. What have I done?

 

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