Let Me Love You

Maddy meets her favorite band in the entire world, but in a way she never imagined she'd have to. What happens when one of the boys turns her world upside down, and her ex's plan didn't go as...well planned?
This is my first movella so comments are greatly appreciated!!!:)


25. Maddy no!

*Madison’s POV*

            It was so dark. Why couldn’t I get out of it? I wanted to see Niall. I could hear someone talking to me, but it wasn’t him. It was…Zayn? Why was he trying to talk to me? I couldn’t make out what he was saying. I wanted so badly to open my eyes, but I felt like there was a heavy weight on my chest. I heard Zayn get up and trade spots with someone. The new person grabbed my hand and started to cry. I knew it was Niall. I didn’t want him to cry,

“I’M OK!” I wanted to scream, but my voice wouldn’t work. Then he kissed my forehead and he said,

“Maddy please, I need you to wake up. I need you here.” He took my hand and I did the only thing I could. I squeezed back. I heard him gasp as he kept talking to me, “C’mon Maddy I know you can hear me.” I fought. I wanted to see his eyes, his smile, kiss him and tell him everything was going to be ok. I wanted to dry his eyes. I fought and fought to break out of the darkness, until finally I was out.

*Niall’s POV*

            I was talking to her, I knew she was in there and wanted to break out. Then finally her beautiful brown eyes fluttered open. She shut them and tried to sit up,

“Ow” she groaned.

“Lay back down babe. You hit your head pretty hard.” I gently pushed her back down as she gripped her head. She choked back tears,

“It hurts.” I kissed her forehead,

“I know love.” I held her hand and rubbed circles on it. I debated whether or not I should tell her about the “kiss” or not yet. I didn’t know if right now was a good time but I did it anyway because like Zayn said, I didn’t want her to find out on her own. “Maddy I need to tell you something.” She closed her eyes tight again, almost like she was trying to focus.

“Ok.” She looked worried. I took a deep breath and prepared for the worst while I continued to rub circles on her hand, not really wanting to make eye contact right now.

“So while you were unconscious I went and found Claire…”

“You WHAT? Niall I told you to let me handle it.”

“Yes I know, but I couldn’t stand to see you so fragile. Anyway I went to her house and told her to leave you alone. She refused for a while, but then she agreed on one condition…” I close my eyes trying to forget.

“Which was?”

“That I kissed her. I told her no, but then she said that she wouldn’t leave you alone if I didn’t. So I agreed. It was less than 5 seconds long because I was disgusted with myself. She promised to quit bugging you.” The tears were brimming in her eyes now. I hated myself even more. “I’m telling you this so that you didn’t hear a story from someone else, so that you knew the truth, and so you didn’t believe what’s on twitter. I love you Maddy.” She let go of my hand and closed her eyes,

“What’s on twitter?”

“The picture of us kissing. People thing that I am having an affair with her and cheating on you. Please believe me.”

“I do believe you. I just can’t believe that you actually kissed her.” She whispered as the tears steadily flowed down her cheeks. She opened her eyes and looked at me. Her beautiful brown eyes were now glossy and wet. I wiped them away with my thumb,

“It was the only option she gave me. I wanted to protect you. I never want to hurt you…” she stopped by kissing me. IT wasn’t long but when she pulled away she didn’t smile like she usually did.

“I believe you and thank you for telling me, but I just need a few minutes.”

“I don’t want to lea…” she put her head in her hands and whispered,

“Please.” I took her hand away from her face,

“I will just be in the kitchen.” She half-heartedly smiled and nodded. I reluctantly got up and left her while she sobbed to herself.

*Madison’s POV*

            I can’t believe he kissed her. I mean he kissed her! I don’t know why I believed him, but I could just tell that he was telling the truth. Not only did my head hurt, but now every inch of me was aching. I think I actually felt my heart rip in half when he told me this. I didn’t know what else to do so I just sat and cried. I don’t want to feel the pain anymore. I just wanted it to disappear. I got up and stumbled a little before slowly making my way to the bathroom.  I locked the door behind me and slid down the wall. I sat on the floor and just cried. I screamed and pulled at my hair. I put my head in between my knees and sobbed. Niall was pounding on the door,

“Maddy open up!” I cried some more then pulled myself up. I started to look through the boys’ medicine cabinet. That’s where the boys’ kept all their razors and pills and stuff. I was making a mess as Niall continued to pound on the door. I found a razor and a big bottle of pills. I sat on the ground and put them in front of me. I cried some more to myself. Niall was still outside the door, but then I thought I heard him leave. I picked up the razor and stared at it like it was a foreign object. I stared at it for a while then the door flew open. I forgot that Niall was really good at picking locks. He looked at me with wide eyes. He put his hands in the air and spoke as calmly as he could, “Maddy put that down.” I gripped it harder and closed my eyes as I cried. “Maddy please put that down. I love you.” He walked over to me slowly. I looked at the razor again then back at Niall. He had made his way over to me, “Maddy give me this.” He spoke softly. I continued to let the tears flow and gripped the razor harder as he tried to take it away from me. He finally pried it out of my fingers and chucked it across the room.

“NO!” I screamed and sobbed. He pulled me onto his lap and stroked my hair and hugged me.

“Shh Maddy I’m here now.” I gripped onto him for dear life. Then I heard him start crying, “Maddy please don’t think like that every again,” he brought my eyes up to meet his, “do you hear me?” I nodded as he used the finger under my chin to bring my lips to meet his. We pulled away after a few minutes and I couldn’t help but let out a small smile. “I love you Maddy” he said as he kissed me one more time.


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