Let Me Love You

Maddy meets her favorite band in the entire world, but in a way she never imagined she'd have to. What happens when one of the boys turns her world upside down, and her ex's plan didn't go as...well planned?
This is my first movella so comments are greatly appreciated!!!:)


39. I hate you

*Niall’s POV*

            Did I just hear her correctly? Did she just say yes?

“Yes?” I questioned to make sure I wasn’t dreaming. She nodded her head again and said it out loud,

“Yes.” I couldn’t contain myself. I wrapped her in the biggest hug and kissed her repeatedly. Her lips were salty, as the tears were falling from her beautiful eyes.

“I love you so much.” I told her.

“I love you too.” She whispered and smiled. She looked over at the boys and sighed. She quickly straightened up and looked back at me. I followed her gaze and noticed that Zayn and Liam were missing. She caught me off guard by hugging me,

“Thank you.” she mumbled into my chest.

“For what love?”

“For making me the happiest girl on this planet.”

“Well in that case I think I should be the one thanking you, for making me the luckiest guy on earth.”

*Zayn’s POV*

            I couldn’t stand it! I couldn’t sit around and watch them cuddle. They were so in love that it made me sick. Right before Niall was about to get down on one knee she looked my way. I was not going to ruin this moment for her so I put on my best fake smile. Then I saw her nod her head, indicating that she said yes, and I lost it. I shoved my hands in my pockets and stormed off.

“Zayn!” the boys called after me. I wasn’t going to cry, there was no point.

“Zayn!” I heard again

“ZAYN!” I kept the best straight face that I could manage, but I couldn’t help the few tears that had managed to escape.

“Zayn! Zayn wait up!” I heard one of them following me.

“Zayn,” he said as he put his hand on my shoulder and forcing me to face him, “what was that?” he said huffing.


“Really?! ‘Cause that sure as heck didn’t look like nothing.” I had nothing to say to him so I just started as two more tears fell. “That,” he said motioning toward my tears, “is certainly not nothing.”

“Liam it’s not a big deal. Just leave me alone!” I snapped.

“No! Not until you tell me what’s making you so upset!” he spat back.

“It’s none of your business.”

“Frankly it is my business if it makes you this angry, it’s all of our business!”

“I don’t want any of you involved. I can handle it!”

“NO! You obviously can’t Zayn! You can’t handle everything on your own! That’s why you have us!”

“Liam…this really is something I need to do by myself.”

“Zayn, please? Something that brought you to tears is not something you can handle on your own.” he begged. I sighed heavily and looked him in the eyes,

“I love her. I shouldn’t but I do and I can’t help it. Don’t tell me it’s wrong because I already know that it is.” He just stood there.

“She…Zayn…she was never yours to have.”

“I don’t need this.” I said and stormed off again.

“Zayn! Please wait! We need to figure this out.”

“No…there is no ‘we’. I’m going to do it by myself.”

*Madison’s POV*

            After I said yes, I looked over and noticed that Zayn and Liam were gone. I knew he wouldn’t like this. Niall looked over at the boys and also saw the two missing.

“What’s going through your mind Maddy?”

“Nothing.” I said trying to reassure myself more than him. “I’m going to go find Zayn.”

“OK Mrs. Horan.” He smiled big.

“I like the sound of that.” I smiled back. I kissed the corner of his mouth.

“Hey.” He pouted.

“What?” I turned to face him.

“You missed.”

“No I didn’t.” I smiled and walked away to find Zayn. I walked over and all of the boys congratulated me, and I couldn't help but blush profusely. "Thanks guys." I smiled. I noticed Liam walk out of the trail.

"Hey Maddy. Congrats."

"Thanks." I smiled big.

"Looks like Niall's really happy too." he laughed. I turned around and saw Niall doing his 'happy dance' and laughed along with Liam.

"I'm going to go find Zayn."

"I'm not sure if that is a good idea."

"Liam," I sighed "I know what's going on and it's my fault...so I think that I owe it to him." He nodded and I brushed past him. I finally found Zayn sitting on a bench staring at the lake. "Hey." I called out.

"Go away." he said, not even turning around.

"It's me."

"I know who it is. Now go away!"

"No. I came to see you."

"Why? You have Niall. You're supposed to be out there with him."

"Are you ok?" I asked completely ignoring everything he had just said.

"Yeah I'm fine" he lied. "I'm really happy for you."

"Ok. Fine. Don't tell me then." I said. We both just sat there in silence. We waited for some time and the quiet was killing me. "Zayn?"

"What Maddy what?"

"You're hurting." I stated. "I can see it."

"You don't know anything." he hissed.

"Why were you apart of this then?" I choked.

"Because I knew how much it meant to Niall...and to you."

"But it hurts you." I said as a single tear flowed down my cheek.

"Maddy stop." he said finally said looking at me. "Stop checking up on me, stop making sure I'm ok, and stop following me around like a pet!" he spat. "I don't want you in my life anymore. I don't ever want to see you again because you're always going to remind me of what I lost! Ok?! So just stop!" he said yelling at me.

"Why are you being like this?!" I shouted as he started to leave "I was never yours to have!" and that stopped him in his tracks.

"Maddy. Leave. Me. Alone. I hate you." he spat "I don't ever want to see your face again, I don't want to hear you speak or laugh, I don't want anything more to do with you! Just go away!" he huffed turning around. And I let him go, I gave up and let him leave. I couldn't move. I was frozen in place. But I finally got the courage to yell back,

"Fine then I'm leaving!"

"Good!" he yelled back.

"No! I'm leaving all together. I'm leaving Niall. I'm going to get out of your lives. If you really hate me so much then I promise you'll never see me again." I said while walking away in the opposite direction. I walked out of the trail and I left him frozen stiff. Then I heard his footsteps following me and getting closer.

"No! Maddy you can't! He would be so upset!" I cried harder at the thought of leaving Niall, but I took a deep breath and said,

"Well he's going to have to deal with it."

"No. Maddy don't do this to him! You can't! I know how much you care about him and you won't be able to bring yourself to do it."

"Oh really?" I challenged "Watch me!" I cried and walked away. I heard my name being called so I picked up my dress and started running. As I got further into the trail I heard my name becoming fainter. I got so far into it that I could no longer hear any of them. Then I looked up and saw Cadence.

"Maddy, what are you doing?" he asked. I just stared at him in awe. I reached out to touch him and see if he was really there. "I'm not real. I'm just a figment of your imagination." he laughed at me. That caused me to cry harder.

"What am I doing Cadence?"

"I believe I asked you first." he laughed again.

"This isn't funny." I said, causing a small smile to creep onto my face.

"I'm sorry." he laughed again. "You're just afraid, and that's completely ok."

"Zayn hates me. I don't belong here. I can't stay!"

"Maddy stop and think. Don't leave everything because Zayn doesn't like it."

"He loves me." I whispered.

"And so do I. Never forget it." he smiled at me.

"I need help." I cried to him. "I have nobody"

"Isn't Niall enough? Isn't what he feels for you strong enough?" he questioned, walking closer to me.

"He hates me! Zayn hates me!" I yelled. "He said he never wanted to see me again!"

"Maddy!" I heard my name coming from all directions.

"It's because he is mad at himself."

"I have no choice!" I cried looking down.

"You always have a choice. If you leave him just make sure you're making the right choice for you."

"MADDY!" I heard again.

"I love you." he said before disappearing.

"Maddy!" my name was getting closer. "Maddy!" It was Liam. I turned around hesitantly knowing I looked like a mess. "Where have you been? Zayn came back without you and we thought something happened to..."

"Liam I can't stay." I whispered.

"What do you mean?" Just looking into his eyes helped him catch on. "Maddy, you can't do this. He loves you and you love him. You can't let what Zayn said get to you. Don't do this to yourself." he said pleading with me. I started to bawl uncontrollably.

"I don't know what else to do at this point! I can't hurt anybody. He said that he hated me and that he never wanted to see me again!" he drew me into a hug and just cradled me. "I just don't know what to do."

"Well I do know that you and Niall are meant for each other. If you'd like I can talk to Zayn but you can't throw away what you two have because it's special and one of a kind. Don't give it all up because Zayn is being a jerk and can't keep his mouth shut." I sat there in his arms and let what he said sink in.

"Please...talk to him," I finally muttered, "just don't tell anyone where I am yet. I don't want Niall to see me like this. You can tell him you found me though." I smiled weakly. He hugged me tighter before letting me go.

"Okay just don't be too long." I nodded as he walked away to find Zayn.

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