Thought of You

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COMPLETED. Clara-Rose Flemming. 17 years old. Model and actress. Got a call from her agent to be in a music video at Malibu Beach. She goes and finds that it's One Direction's video. She never gets in a relationship with anyone she works with. BUt will Zayn change her mind?


26. Chapter 26


Chapter 26


It’s been three weeks since Zayn asked me to be his girlfriend. And in those three weeks I couldn’t have been more happy. He treats me like a queen and we bicker all the time. We’ve argued a few times but they were small arguments. We also put up a lot of bets. And when I say a lot, I mean a lot. I hate to admit that he’s won most of them which is completely unfair because he cheats all the time! 

I also met Jake’s girlfriend. She’s a sweetheart. She’s probably one of the nicest person I’ve ever met. Her name is Nora. They’ve been dating for a while now and they haven’t exactly said the L word yet. He said he’s starting to really feel it though. And me being the hopeless romantic I am, couldn’t help but gush over the way he blushes whenever he talks about her. The guy is definitely whipped!

Eleanor and Louis started dating. They’re both super duper crazy and have such an out-going personalities that they seem fit for each other. They bicker as much as me and Zayn does. And they’re complete dopes. Eleanor practically thanks me everyday for introducing me to him. She said he makes her happy when she’s down. Louis says that Eleanor keeps him in line and at the same time, goes completely weird with him. 

Lexi and Jared have been together for a while. Jared was a complete jerk when I first met him but once I got to know him, he was a sweet guy. His jerk facade was just how he is whenever he meets people. That’s how him and Lex met. Lexi was getting a coffee at Starbucks and they bumped into each other. He was all; watch where you’re going. And Lexi was all; you’re the one who bumped into me, jerk. And he was all; clearly you weren’t either since you never dodged me. And Lexi being Lexi yelled at him in front of everyone and Jared being a curious person asked her out and that’s how they ended up the way they are now. 

I even met Danielle. Man, I love her. She’s legit my role model. She’s been dating Liam since they were on X Factor and they’re still completely and utterly in love. It’s almost sickening to watch. But she also takes on the hate that she gets daily. It gets to her sometimes and Liam’s always there to comfort her. She immediately calms down when she hears his soothing words. Believe me, I’ve seen it happen. I stared at them in awe, it’s something a couple should always have; comfort and understanding.

‘Blues, wanna come to the club with me tonight?’ Zayn asked as he plopped himself down on the couch.

‘Why are you clubbing tonight?’ I asked, sitting down next to him and turning the tv on with the volume low.

We were sat in the living room of the great mansion the boys share and live in. I’m here almost all the time, whether it’s with Zayn or with Lex or with one of the other boys. 

Zayn shrugged his shoulders and replied, ‘I dunno, I feel like it tonight.’ 

‘No, I don’t really want to go clubbing.’ I answered his previous question.

‘You haven’t been going out for the past week. Is something wrong?’ He asked a little worried.

‘There’s nothing wrong, Zayn.’ I snapped.

I’ve been agitated this past week. I haven’t gone out much unless it was to go to work or go to Zayn’s. I haven’t spoken much. I’m nervous about something and I don’t know what it is. I don’t remember what I’m so nervous about. 

‘Now I know there’s something wrong. Why won’t you tell me?’ He adjusted himself on the couch to face me.

‘There’s nothing wrong!’ I half yelled. I quickly changed the subject. ‘What’s the date today?’ 

He frowned but answered me nonetheless, ‘It’s September 12.’ 

I froze. The day my mom died was tomorrow. Her death anniversary was tomorrow. That’s why I’m nervous. I’m always nervous when it comes to that day. 

‘Rose? Rose!’ Zayn was shaking me and i zoned back in.

‘What!’ I snarled.

‘You sat there staring into space for at least two minutes! What’s wrong!?’ 

‘I told you nothing’s wrong. Will you stop asking me?’ 

‘No, I will not stop. You’ve been like this for a week, Rose! A week! How am I supposed to believe it’s nothing.’

‘Then just trust me! I’m fine!’

‘Fine, my ass! Please tell me what’s wrong. I’ll help you with it.’ 

I clenched my jaw and ground my teeth together. This somewhat reminded me of the first few days I met Zayn. Where he kept pestering me for answers and I never answered any of them.

‘I doubt you can help.’ I said, bitterly.

‘Seriously, Rose.’ He sighed.

‘I’m serious, Zayn. Just drop it, okay?’ 

‘No, I will not drop it.’

‘Oh my god, just leave it!’ I practically screamed, throwing my hands up in the air.

‘Why won’t you tell me? Don’t you trust me?’ He asked with a slight panic tone.

‘This has nothing to do with secrets, Zayn!’

‘Then why won’t you tell me.’

‘Because I don’t want to!’ 

‘Well, you’re going to have to. Don’t tell me you’re cheating me.’ He pointed his finger at me, accusingly.

‘You actually think i’m that kind of person!? After what Christian did to me, you’d think I’d cheat on somebody!’

‘Then what the hell am i supposed to assume!? Huh! You’ve been like this for a while now. You could be cheating on me for all I know.’

‘How dare you! How fucking dare you! I thought we had a better relationship than this, Zayn. I thought you knew what kind of a person I am. I would never, not in a million years, cheat on anybody! I was hurt through that once, I’m not gonna let somebody get hurt by it again. You have a higher chance of cheating on me!’ I shouted.

‘Why the hell would I ever cheat on you!? I’m not that kind of guy, either. But you’ve been a raving bitch lately. You’re snapping at everyone.’ He countered.

‘I’ve been a raving bitch!? Way to be fucking blunt, dickhead.’ I exclaimed.

‘Don’t call me a dickhead. I never did shit.’

‘Yes, you did shit. You called me a bitch. How am I not supposed to say something back!’ 

‘I was only stating the truth. It’s what you’ve been for the past week, for fucks sake.’

‘I get it, I’ve been bitchy. No need to be so fucking blunt! You could’ve just told me.’

‘You wouldn’t have listened, would you?’

‘Of course, I would have listened.’

‘No, you wouldn’t have. You would yell like you are now.’

‘I can be nice too, you know.’ I snarled.

‘Which obviously isn’t now.’ He said, bitterly.

‘Go fuck yourself, Zayn.’ I growled at him before walking out the door. 

I drove back down to my apartment and went straight for my room. I vaguely remembered Lexi telling me she was staying at Jared’s tonight. I dropped down on my bed and cried. I cried for what felt like hours, but turned out to be only half an hour. I was angry and upset and a little betrayed. How can he think I’m cheating on him! Me being nervous has got nothing to do with him. It’s got something to do with me. He didn’t have to goddamn yell at me. He called me a bitch too. What is up with that! i thought he was the understanding one.

That was the worse fight we’ve ever had. It left me so angry at him. Angry for pestering me, for jumping to conclusions, for calling me a bitch, for yelling at me. I was just so mad at him. I rolled onto my side on my bed and curled up into a ball. The tears were still gushing out of my eyes and I wiped them off furiously. 

Suddenly, I felt the bed dip down behind me. I knew it was Zayn but I was still angry at him. He slipped his arms around my waist and snuggled his head on the crook of my neck. I still didn’t make any move to acknowledge him. He kissed my neck, then he kissed down to my shoulder then back up again. Once he reached the bottom of my ear, he softly kissed that spot and moved his lips next to my ear. I felt his hot breath on my neck.

‘I’m sorry for yelling at you. I’m sorry for jumping to conclusions. I’m sorry for annoying the hell out of you with my questions. I’m sorry for calling you a bitch.’ He whispered. He tightened his grip on me and pulled me closer to him. I sighed, loudly.

‘I’m still mad at you.’ I grumbled. 

‘I know.’ He sighed defeatedly. ‘That’s why I’m taking you out tomorrow.’ He kissed me softly on the cheek. I rolled over to face him, his arms still holding a tight grip.

‘I’m still angry at you.’ I repeated. ‘But I’d love to see what you’ll do to make it up to me.’ I said with the tiniest of smiles on my lips.

‘I promise you’d love it.’ He grinned. ‘I’m so sorry.’ 

‘Make it up to me tomorrow.’ I whispered and closed my eyes. 

He pressed his lips to mine and i kissed him back. It was a soft gentle kiss, I know that he was trying to tell me he was sorry in that kiss. When we pulled away, I snuggled into his chest. 

‘You still have to tell me what’s wrong. But I’ll wait until you’re ready.’ He said, his breath rushing through my hair. I nodded slightly.

‘Okay.’ I answered quietly and fell asleep.






Massive argument or what? I find it cute that he came after almost right away. I’m lame for gushing over my own story. But still, I am so in love Zlara it’s not even funny.


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