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Jamie is a sweet girl with a not so sweet boy friend.Read and find out what happens.


27. I can't stay mad

                                                              (Jamies POV)

"HOW MANY TIMES DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY IT I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY,I'M SORRY" Zayn screamed sitting on the couch with his head in his hands.

I  leaned my back against the wall tears streaming down my face. Why did this always have to happen everything was going fine now were screaming at each other. 

After awhile he got up from the couch slowly walking up to me with his hands in his pockets.

He gently grabbed my waist with his left pulling me towards him "baby I'm sorry" he whispered inches  away from my face his hot breath hitting my face making me shiver.

He leaned down to kiss my lips but I slowly moved my face away making him sigh loudly "baby" he whispered i could hear the hurt in his voice. 

"I want to go you know I do but I can't and I'm so sorry for that but please don't be mad I can't stand it when your upset" he begged kissing my hands.  

"Your coach thinks I'm a d-distraction do you know how that makes me fell" I mumbled tears streaming down my face.

"baby every time I see your beautiful face yes I get distracted but why is that a bad thing" he said waiting for a reply but I didn't say anything. It made me fell like shit to think people thought I was a distraction.

 "FUCK" Zayn yelled running his hands threw his hair "JUST STOP BABY PLEASE STOP"he keep yelling he looked at me trying to calm down.

 I didn't know what to say I know I didn't want to make him anymore upset so I just stood there watching his every move.

  "have you looked in the mirror lately of course your distracting baby your stunning I can't keep my hands or eyes off you"he mumbled walking towards me, my backs to the wall so I couldn't move even if I wanted to.

He put both of his hands on the wall my head between we stood there for what seamed like forever just looking in each others eyes.

I couldn't help but feel a bit bad maybe I did make it worse, maybe I did blow it out of proportion.

"your my life jamie i love you more then anything I can't NO I refuse to live without you" He mumbled moving his hands from the wall to my face rubbing his thumbs gently on my cold wet cheeks.

"it hurts me when you cry" he barley whispered resting his head on mine whipping my tears away.

The thing I loved abut us was no matter how much we fought or screamed at each other we always made up,we were meant to be I couldn't live without him either.

"I-I'm sorry but how do you think I'm going to react to that Zayn I'm your girlfriend not some random girl that is some distraction" I finally spoke making a smile grow on his face.

"it's not your fault" he whispered pulling me in a hug I wrapped my arms tightly around his neck.

"please just understand this is my job okay i hate leaving you but it's what I have to do" he explained kissing my cheeks a million times.

"I know but it just i wanted you there" i whispered kissing his lips it felt so right our lips moving together like they were made only for one another.

We slowly pulled away  "I love you baby please don't be mad its only a week and you'll be busy anyway packing and stuff" he said moving my hair out of my face.

"okay" i mumbled still pretty upset but he was right i would be packing so i could move in my dorm that just happens to be next to his that made all this a little better.

"we should probably get going I don't want you getting in trouble" he said kissing me one last time then pulling me with him outside to his car.

"well Next week I'll be going here so we won't have to worry about my dad" I said slipping in his black rang-rover "can't wait" he said back with a cheeky grin. 

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