If That One Moment Didnt Exist

"Maddie,I'm so sorry,but your mom and dad just died in a carwreck."Those words run through my mind constatly.Wouldn't you have that running inside your mind every moment of your life? Especially when you loved them.Thats when i decided to run away.Away from everything.I ran around a block or so until i saw someone.He was looking at me confused.We went on a walk together, and I fell for him instantly. Before I relized it. I was putting my number into his phone.Not just a 'guys' phone,but someone that is very speical.Louis.Not just A LOUIS.Louis with the last name Tomlinson.


17. See Im Fine

                                                      Maddie's P.O.V

I slowely opened my eyes and looked around.I was at a hosiptial. Louis was the only there in the room. He was asleep in a chair next to my bed.

"Louis,"I said as I tried getting up to shake him a little.

"Your awake!"Louis smiled and put me back on the bed.

"I wanna leave,"I said.

"You can't leave right now. You have to stay here for awhile,"Louis said upsetly.

"Why!Im fine,"I replied angry.

"Calm down please,"Louis worried.

"No!Louis Im fine i dont need to be here.See,"I said as I started to stand up and try to take a few steps.

I fell face first though.

"Your to weak.You have been out for two weeks,"He yawned.

"You stayed here with me?"I asked calmly.

"I would never leave you.I love you,"Louis stated.

The last thing I remebered was him wanting me to leave or something like that.So why should he be saying he loves me?

"You yelled at me.Told me to leave.You should have just let me die you know?" I responded.

"Maddie!Are you joking! Why would I ever leave you there!" He screamed with passion.

"Because you don't love me. Boobear, I wanna be alone. I wanna sing a song to myself. Can you leave the room for a few moments?" I asked him.

"You can sing in front of me," He smiled lightly.

"I hate my singing voice though," I gently said.

"Please," He grinned.

I really do suck at singing. I've never been good at it and well I hate singing in front of people. It makes me feel that im going to make a fool out of myself.

"Hello, is this Mrs.Tomlinson?" A nurse said while walking in slowely from the door.

"No," I replied while staring at Louis, confused.

"Yes she is!" Louis exclaimed with completely sad eyes.

"Well not yet," I restated.

"Yet," He mentally told me.

I looked over at  him with a huge smile. I knew what he was thinking and he knew what I was thinking. He was going to propose to me, I was going to say Yes. I was going to finally be in his arms forever.

"Okay. Can I talk to Mr.Tomlinson for a moment?" She asked while looking at Louis as he looked at me.

"Of course," He faked smiled.

I know he doesn't want to leave me in here alone, but I want a few minutes to myself.

He looked back before walking out of the door. He made a kissy face and laughed before closing the door behide him.

The room became really quiet and less peaceful.Maybe because I feel alone, but that's what I need right now. I looked down at my wrist for the first time in two weeks. It looked worse then before, except the blood wasn't there anymore. It had huge scares that were deep inside of my skin that would probably be there for a few years. I started thinking of what it would be like being married to Louis. How my wedding would look like, what I would wear.Who would be in it. Then i started thinking about if I had kids with him years or so after we got married. If they would be more like me or Louis. What they would be like. How they would react to me doing this to myself. Then I wondered how long me and him would last. Would it be really long or would it be short.Probably long if we still loved each other.

I starting thinking about back then when I used to cut. Rethinking of what happened. How everyone always screamed and called me names in middle school. When people starting hating on me and my friends starting ditching me for the boyfriends. Which led up to high school, the worst years of my life so far.I say that because things got worse. My sister died in my 10th grade year.She drowned herself because she hated her life. Which he life was better then mine, she only did that because her boyfriend dumped him for some other girl.

By the time I finshed my middle school and high school years Louis came back in the room disapointed.

"What's up?" I asked curious.

"Babe," He groaned.

"Yes?" I asked again.

"Your going to be staying here for a few more weeks then planned, and I have to go on a world tour in a few weeks," He said tring to hold back a tear.

He really should stay with his boys, instead of staying in the boring hostiptal with me.

"Go with them."

"But babe.I don't want to leave you here alone. I love you to much, and I won't be able to see you until 6 or 7 months," He replied as he let a tear escape his eye.

"Boobear.I don't want you to leave ethier, but you need to go with them. You can't just leave them for me. Their your friends,"I smiled.

"Im not leaving anyone. It's just your in a need and the boys are fine,"He replied.

"Well we can hope I get better before then," I smiled.

"Well if you leave here before then. My manager said your welcome to come with us," He smiled back.

"Come here,"I said happy.

He didn't speak but came really close. I pulled him closer.

"Boo bear. I love you so much,"I whispered into his ear.

"Just kiss me again. This time, let me love you," I whispered again.

He leaned back a little so i could see his sweet delightful smile. Then he leaned in and kissed me softly but passionatly.

I let myself go out of control a little bit instead of staying inside a small bubble.

I kept our eyes locked on each others and let my tounge slip in just a little to tease him some. He groaned in the kiss and I just remained smiling. I almost forgot that I was in a hostiptal.

"See. Im fine," I winked.

"I love you to," He smiled back.




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