If That One Moment Didnt Exist

"Maddie,I'm so sorry,but your mom and dad just died in a carwreck."Those words run through my mind constatly.Wouldn't you have that running inside your mind every moment of your life? Especially when you loved them.Thats when i decided to run away.Away from everything.I ran around a block or so until i saw someone.He was looking at me confused.We went on a walk together, and I fell for him instantly. Before I relized it. I was putting my number into his phone.Not just a 'guys' phone,but someone that is very speical.Louis.Not just A LOUIS.Louis with the last name Tomlinson.


23. Part Two: New York City

                                                           Maddie's P.O.V

Once we arrived in New York City I felt my heart beat faster then ever. As I looked out of the window right next to me, I saw the beauty of the place. Well, except for all of the fans that started chasing along side of the bus. Which was kind of creepy. As we went through the city the boys just waved out of the windows, all except for Louis. Louis was just hugging tightly onto my arm, like a little kid would do to their mom after she would drop them off at daycare. I could feel the tension in his arms. He had been worried about something, I think. I looked in front of me to see Zayn's eyes staring at mine. I couldn't see what he was thinking. He was so much harder to read then the others were.


I looked away again, but I could still feel his eyes glancing brightly over at me.


                                                             Zayn's P.O.V

She still doesn't understand me yet, does she? She can't learn how to read my properly, yet. She will though. I wish she would know that the kiss we shared had actually meant something to me. Maybe she felt something too? Although her and Louis are getting married soon, but maybe, just maybe I can steal her. I know it sounds selfish, but she can do so much better. I understand that it's kind of mean to do that to Louis. Maybe, I should just lay off and find someone new. I still love Louis as a brother, and It's kind of upsetting that I would try to hurt him for a girl. Yeah, Just forget about it. I'll find someone else, and everyone will be jealous.


I looked back out of the window at the fans in the city, instead of looking at her creepily.


                                                           Louis's P.O.V

I waved at the fans that were screaming and doing their normal routine, outside of the window seal. It was so great to be on tour with the boys again. Normally when we went on a tour, we used the time to bond even closer. Again, my thoughts trailed off and went straight back to Maddie. It always does this when I try to think about other things except her, or something that includes her, but you know it's to easy to think about her. How could you not think about a girl like her? She's perfect in my eyes, and a lot of peoples I assume.


"Were only a mile away from where you all will be staying," Jeff, our bus driver, told us.


Jeff was a best friend to Liam. They had been best friends since the beginning of the 3rd grade, when Liam moved to his school. Liam had told us boys the whole story after he suggested him as our driver. I think that all of us are pretty close to Jeff. It's hard not to be close to him because he's so nice and friendly. He gets along with everyone pretty much.


"Yay!" Maddie jumped.


"Maddie. Please promise me that no matter what the fans say you won't try anything," I whispered into her ear.


"I promise Louis. I would miss you too much to do anything," Maddie said as she kissed my cheek.


"Good," I smiled as I took her hand into mind as we pulled up to the hotel.


We walked up to the golden hotel that we were planning on staying in for a while. It was weird to think that I went here on a vacation once and went to the worst hotel, which is across the street, but now im in this. I guess being famous and wealthy is why, and even how. I could never see myself in a hotel like this a few years ago. Wow.


"Rooms 597,596,595, and 614," The girl at the front of the building told us as she handed us keys for each of the rooms.


"Me and Harry can share 596," Liam said as he looked over to Harry. Harry shook his head in agreement.


"Me and Maddie will take 614," I said.


"We'll take 597," Niall said as he side-hugged Kate.


"Great. I get to be alone," Zayn grudged.


"You'll meet someone in the first few days. So shut up," I winked over at Zayn.


"True. I won't barge in on anything this time," Zayn replied.


Everyone laughed, except for Maddie,Kate, and Harry. The two girls weren't there when it happened, and Harry is still annoyed about it.


"What happened?" Maddie asked curious.


"Yeah. Tell us!" Kate whined.


"Well," I started to say as we all jumped into the elevator.


"It was when we were on our tour a few years ago. Harry had shared a room with Zayn. Blahblahblah, cutting to the chase. Harry had a girl in their room, and you know how that goes. Then Zayn barged in frustrated. He had been because he saw his girlfriend, now ex-girlfriend, Marley, kissing some random girl. When she saw him she just laughed and started making out with her girlfriend," I said.


"Wait so she was lesbian, and she cheated on you?" Maddie asked Zayn.


"Shut up!" He exclaimed as he went to smack her, but stopped as his hand was a few cementers away.


"Sorry," Maddie lowered her voice.


"Zayn!" Harry yelled.


"Just stop!" Zayn screamed as he ran off the elevator leaving everyone's expressions.


                                                  Maddie's P.O.V

I ran out of the elevator after Zayn who quickly ran down a hallway. I heard a slam of a door, which had been his. I couldn't believe he was about to smack me!


"Zayn. Please," I said as I knocked on the door.


"No. Leave me alone!" He screamed.


"Open the door!" I screamed.


I soon heard a latch of the door and it swigged open to reveal a teary Zayn. I walked into his room, and shut the door.


"What was that? It couldn't have been that much of a deal," I asked him.


"She was the first girl I had ever loved. She was perfect, but when it happened," Zayn tried to keep his tears away.


"I lost my heart, and I haven't ever been able to get it back."


"Why can't you take it back?" I asked curious.


"Because someone else stole it after I got it back."


"Who?" I asked, although I knew deep down inside of me that It had been me.


"You," He said as he rested his hand on my cheek bone.


Surprising, I liked his touch. His hand felt warm and gentle. It wasn't what I had felt with Louis when he had done the same thing. I didn't want to do this with Zayn, because I was going to marry Louis. I didn't know why I didn't push him away, and he looked confused just as I was. It was so silent for so long I almost felt the need to speak.


"I'm sorry for what happened in the elevator," He broke the silence with his soft whisper.


"I know Zayn," I said.


"I love you. Please don't say anything back. I just needed to tell you to get it out of me. I have loved you since the kiss we had," Zayn told me.


I started thinking of a great song at that moment..."I Feel Bad"

"I should be out in that driveway stopping you. Tears should be rolling down my cheek. And I don't know why I'm not falling apart. Like I usually do. And how the thought of losing you's not killing me. I feel bad. That I can stand here strong. Cold as stone, Seems so wrong. I can't explain it. Maybe it's just. I've cried so much. I'm tired and I'm numb Baby I hate it. I feel bad that I don't feel bad. I can let myself be angry over wasted time. And sad about just throwing love away. Yeah I almost wish my heart was breaking. But I cant lie. All I want to do is turn the page. I feel bad."


"Hello?" Zayn asked.


"Sorry," I said as I opened my eyes.

I hadn't even realized that I had them closed. Why did that song come to mind after he said that?


"I love you too," I told him as I leaned in to give him a kiss.


"Wait you do?" He asked confused.


"Im sorry. I got to go," I said as I ran out of the door.


"You've been in there for like ever. What were you all doing?" Louis asked me curiously waiting outside of the door.


"Talking," I answered.


"I didn't hear you all for half of the time," Louis rolled his eyes.


"I didn't do anything okay?" I told him truthfully.


"Mhhk," he said as he grabbed my hand as we made our way upstairs to our room.


We got to our doorway as he unlocked the door to reveal our small room.


"I guess it's a good start for preparing for our marriage," He winked.


"Yeah. You can get that bed over there okay?" I told him seriously.


"Wait. What do you mean? Can't we just share a bed?" He asked.


"No we can't," I told him.


"What is wrong with you missy?" He said as he pulled me towards him.


I had nothing to say. His touch felt like nothing.


"Stop!" I pulled away.


He pulled me back over to him. I pushed him over until he hit the floor, hard.


                                                      Louis's P.O.V

 We were finally here in New York City. I couldn't believe it! I had loved this place so much. I had missed it a lot too, but who wouldn't?


"Maddie?" I asked as I shook her a little.


"Stop!" She screamed.


"Wake up hunny. Were here," I said as I kissed her cheek.


"What?" She said in her sweet morning voice.


"Were in New York City, finally." I told her as he eyes fluttered open.


"It was just a dream?" She spoke oddly.


"I guess so," I said a little confused.



*Authors Note*

Welcome back guys to my story! I really hope that you enjoy this book just as much as you did the last book!<3 If you haven't read the other book please read it before you continue with this one. I say this so that you can understand things a big better. It's called If That One Moment Didnt Exist. I have really big plans for this book, and I hope that things will turn out the way I plan them too! Anyways, I just want to give a BIG thanks to each and every one of you all for reading my books. It's kind of like my favorite subject in school because it's really easy for me!;) If you would like to give me ideas just comment below! I read each and everyone of your comments. This is getting really long, so Buuh-Bye homies!<3

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