If That One Moment Didnt Exist

"Maddie,I'm so sorry,but your mom and dad just died in a carwreck."Those words run through my mind constatly.Wouldn't you have that running inside your mind every moment of your life? Especially when you loved them.Thats when i decided to run away.Away from everything.I ran around a block or so until i saw someone.He was looking at me confused.We went on a walk together, and I fell for him instantly. Before I relized it. I was putting my number into his phone.Not just a 'guys' phone,but someone that is very speical.Louis.Not just A LOUIS.Louis with the last name Tomlinson.


38. Murder

 May 3rd                                              

                                                       Maddie's P.O.V

Me and Louis get dropped off at a nice resort by the beach for our three day honeymoon. That's all the time mangement gave him, which really sucks, but I guess its good because they paid for it. We drag our belongings to the decorated building with a huge sign in the front that says," Welcome to Seal Beach resort." Yes it's very cheesy, because thats what the beach's name is. Whatever.

We make our way to the top floor to our room. He opens the door with the key and allows me inside first. At first im surprised by how small and compacted it is, and then I think that this is perfect. It is though espically for a honeymoon. A big room isn't going to make it feel at home at all, plus I love little things.

"This is very welcoming," I say.

"Yeah. It's small but nice and warm. It kind of feels like im at home," He says.

"Thats what I was thinking," I giggle as I jam my stuff into draws. I make my way to the bathroom with my hairbrush and makeup bag.

The bathroom is a classy white and black tiled room. The toilet is in it's own compartment in the uper left corner, and then once you walk out of there the sink stands on the wall to your left. The shower is opppsite of the sinks, and the door comes in on the right side of the room. Very nice. I set my hair brush and makeup bag on the counter. I take a good glance at myself in the mirror before I do anything else.

Just as ugly as before. I still haven't changed, and I will still never forget my grandparents, parents, and aunt. My past will always remain, but now I must make this time right now much better. Everyone tweets at me telling me im not worth it, that he'd be better off without me, that im ruining everything. Their totally right. Louis can do much better then me. I mean look at me. I reach up to my face, I'm the ugliest person alive. These babies will be ugly if they look like me. I hope they look like Louis.

What if I loose them? What if I die in the process, or one of them is blind or can't hear.


"Are you okay in there?" Louis asks from the outside of the door.

I hadn't realized that the razor was in my hands again, and tears were screaming out of my eyes again. I don't drop the razor, but I keep it more tightly in my grip. Zayn still loves me doesn't he? He's never going to stop until he gets me will he? Zach. Zach want's me back or something. He wants to at least be friends. Directioners want me dead. They just think I'm looking for attention. My aunt will hunt me down once she's out of jail.

"Maddie!" Louis screams.

Louis is just using me. He has to be, because how could he actually care for some idiot like me? Im an ugly loser that's just being a retard. Louis can't love someone like me, and honestly this isn't even true. This can't be happening. I feel my wrists with my thumb, and I can end it right here, right now. On my honeymoon, married to Louis, and having twins. I can end everything that I hate, and people that hate me.

I close my eyes, and slit them with small screams. I don't stop until the door bursts open and a strange man points a gun at me. He's not strange though, there's something that I recognize. Zach? It's Zach! He enters the bathroom slowly, and as the door opens more I see Louis on the ground, in his own blood bath. Zach shakes his head and approaches me with his gun down. The burning is still there from the cuts too. He lightly presses his lips to my cheek, and says," Finally, you're all mine now."


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