nothings gonna be the same. (Completed ;)~)

18 year old scarlet in working for close family friend Simon Cowell for then next year and a half or so. bord out of her mind she sits humming hand written song to her self. one day in late august one direction comes in to her life for the better, well and one of them for the worse. see how scarlets life keeps changing throught the Movella enjoy!


18. chapter 17

              Late that night I had the boys go out because I could tell that I was getting strep throat, because I have had it so many times. After much protest, and Liam making me promise to text him every 2 hours to see how i was doing, they were of. I'm sitting on my bedroom eating a tub of cherry chesses cake to help my throat feel better and i can;t stand it anymore. I pull on Liams yellow Jack Wills sweat shirts and some black yoga pants and grab my lap top to check out the twitter feed. Most of the comments were hate full. Stuff like 'Scarlet is a fat ugly fag' and 'Bitch is just another atention hore' littered my page. Then there was a few good comments like 'Now Liam can be happy again, go scarlet' and 'I sooo ship Lilet!". I checked out the trends and my breath caught. I blinked rapidly just to make sure i was seeing the screen right.

   The top trend was: #GODIESCARLET!!. Thats the moment I broke down the other stuff didn't really bother me because I knew that it was coming but that hash tag was my breaking point. I slamed the lid of my purple lap top shut and threw it as hard as i could at the wall. With a thud it broke in to 6 pices and left a hole in the wall. I fall into the pillow sobbing and screaming into the pillows. I feel like a child throwing a tamtrum over something stuiped. I know that I should be acting like this. I was 18, turning 19 Febeauary 14 for pete sakes. Plus i was getting Strep and crying did nothing to help my throat. I texted Liam that every thing was fine and that I was doing well. This was a HUGE lie though.

            Thats when I rememberd what i used to do what i was 12 through 15 when times got really hard. I grab my old I-pod and Liam beats head phones. I also grab a pillow and blanket and sit in my closet. It has a dresser so i lay my blanket over it and then my pillow. I climb up and pull the head phones to my ears shutting the doors and I close my eyes. A medly of the boys songs come on. 'Live while we're young, Tell me a lie, Forever young' ect. Taylor Swift plays as well as some of my old country music. Tobey Keith, Kenny chesney, Carrie Underwood and some Adel. I drift to sleep listing to my favroite songs from my past dark past.


       (A/N: i've come to relize that scarlet is just another version of my self. She sings, she writes music, She had brown hair and brown eyes, And hides in her closet and listiens to music. Well since scarlet and I A bit incommen like me you can get i slim hit of who I am. P.S. I didn't fix any of my spelling si I'm sorry i just did't have time  


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