If I didn't have you

A girl named Alex and her friends Kathleen, Chloe, and Mia are all spending the summer at Alexs summer house in Leland. When they are on there way Alex gets into to wrong plane and things don't end up like they should..

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24. Wakeing up on the wrong side of the bed

Alex's POV:

It had been four hours since everyone found out about Chloe and Liam except for Kathleen. The doctors didn't if she would wake up they said it could be as long as a year if she can make it. I looked at her, i had no more tears to cry anymore i was so tired and emotionally drained that I couldn't do anything but just sit there in silence and think about how everything was my fault. If i hadn't gone shopping in the first place none of this would have happened. We would all be at home and Niall would be cracking jokes with Chloe close to his side and Kathleen and Liam watching toy story and everyone would be happy. I sighed loudly. Closing my eyes trying to forget about this whole mess that i created. "A-a-lex" I heard a voice say softly. It sounded like Kathleen, but i thought it was just my imagination but something made me open my eyes. It was Kathleen she woke up! I couldn't believe it. "Yes Kathleen it is me Alex." I said as i felt happy tears stream down my face. I wheeled over to Kathleen's bed side and gave her a small hug. Well at least tried too. "I am so sorry for getting you into this, i love you so much i never left your side and i just am so happy you didn't leave me." I said crying harder. "Alex it's not your fault and i am so happy you are OK, i love you too." Kathleen said with a tear rolling down her cheek. I smiled at her and saw her smile for the first time in about a week, but  knew her smile wouldn't last when she found out about Liam and Chloe. I couldn't tell her now she might get worse i will just tell her later. "I'm going to get everyone!" i said wheeling over to the door. I looked back and shut the door and i was on my way to tell everyone the good news that we all needed to hear.

Kathleen's POV:

I watched Alex wheel out of the room. I couldn't believe she was in a wheel chair. Would she be in one forever i didn't want to ask and make her sad. I was so happy i woke up but i couldn't get the image of the crash out of my head and i couldn't talk to Alex about it because she would blame herself more even though none of this was her fault it was really the other drivers fault. I was so excited to see Liam again and everyone else i was so glad they were here for me because i would always be there for them they really are my true best friends that i never really had until i met Alex. Alex and I we both socially awkward and didn't have many friends until we met each other. And i had one boyfriend before and he cheated on me and made fun of me with other people and  swore that i would never love anyone again until i met Liam. And i thought that i could never trust anyone again until i meet Liam he promised me that he would never cheat on me and would love me forever and always. I loved him so much i couldn't describe it. I wondered what everyone had done while i was asleep i sorta felt like sleeping beauty but with out awaking with a kiss that i would soon get. I planned on having everyone telling me what i missed. I heard the door open and it snapped me out of my thoughts. "Kathleen!" I heard everyone say. I found my friends running up to me and hugging me. I was so glad i was ok. Then i saw Liam I smiled at him and he weakly smiled back at me like he didn't want anything to do with me anymore but i knew that couldn't be true he told me he would always love me and our love is strong. I would talk to him about it later but i ignored it and hoped no one would notice that something was wrong. After i was reunited with everyone i noticed that someone was missing and it was Niall. Where was he?! I opened my mouth and was about to ask where Niall was but apparently Chloe knew what i was thinking and said that Niall was feeling bad and he was at home sick. I didn't really believe Chloe but she is Niall's girlfriend so i guess she would know and she would never lie to me she was my best friend.

After a little time pasted bye things were getting very awkward and things seemed different with everyone but especially Liam was acting different and i needed to talk to him now i couldn't wait any longer. "Guys do you wanna get something to eat?" Louis said bouncing up from his seat. "OK" everyone agreed except for Liam and Alex. "I think i am going to stay her I'm really tired." Alex said while Zayn wheeled her into her room and help her into bed. I watched as Zayn shut the door and obviously wanted to stay with Alex. I heard the door shut and then it was silent it was only me and Liam, usually this is what i was used to and it would be fine but it felt like something was different and wrong with Liam. He didn't say anything he just sat on a chair next to the side of my bed staring at the ground. "Li-" I tried to say but he cut me off. "Kathleen i need to tell you something, but before i do i need to tell you that I love you and this was a mistake and i love you and you have to believe me." "OK" I said. I was terrified for what he was about to say what could it be?" "Kathleen while you were asleep me and Chloe we both sad about different reasons and missed the people we loved and well..we..um..HAD SEX." Liam said looking down at the ground and i saw a tear escape from his eye and fall down from his check. "I-i-am so sorry Kathleen this will never happen again i promise i love-" I stopped him. I was full or anger i couldn't believe my best friend and my boyfriend cheated on me and they knew about my past. I felt tears coming down my face but i had to hold them in i couldn't let Liam see me cry i needed to be strong. "THAT'S RIGHT IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN BECAUSE I WILL NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN BECAUSE WE ARE OVER PAYNE DO YOU HEAR ME WE ARE FUCKING OVER, YOU PROMISED YOU WOULD LOVE ME FOREVER AND ALWAYS AND YOU BROKE IT JUST LEAVE, LEAVE NOW!" i screamed i felt a tear roll down i couldn't hold it in anymore, i just couldn't. "But kathl-" I stopped him. "I SAID LEAVE, I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU EVER AGAIN." i watched Liam walk out the door slowly, before he left he looked at me i looked away so he wouldn't see me balling. I heard the door shut and then i starting crying harder than i ever had in my whole life. How could he do this to me and how could Chloe i thought we were best friends but i guess not anymore after this. I choked on my tears and i couldn't breath but the tears kept coming i couldn't stop. I heard a door open it was Alex and Zayn. I looked up and saw them rush to my side. They didn't say anything but Alex tried to give me a hug and i felt Zayn's strong arms around me. I cried harder and i wanted to be asleep again so i wouldn't have to feel this pain again. I could never face Liam again and even Chloe. Even though it hurts me i had to stop being friends with Chloe and that would be the hardest thing i would ever have to do. 

 

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