If I didn't have you

A girl named Alex and her friends Kathleen, Chloe, and Mia are all spending the summer at Alexs summer house in Leland. When they are on there way Alex gets into to wrong plane and things don't end up like they should..


39. Telling part 1


I pulled up to a forest. I walked threw a trail I knew by heart. It led to a beautiful creek almost as beautiful as Alex was but she didn’t see it and it killed me. I saw Alex her feet were in the water. I could hear birds chirping and the sun was shining on her face and her face blew behind her face. She was gorgeous. But as I got closer I saw tears fall down her face and that broke my heart. I walked behind her and sat down and whispered “Alex it’s alright.” She jumped and turned around to see me. I looked at her red puffy eyes. She wiped away tears that were still falling. “Zay-.” She said but I cut her off. “SHH, I said pulling her towards me. She but her head into my chest and she started crying harder. I stroked her hair. “SHHH, everything will alright I promise you I won’t let you get hurt, I love you.” I loved Alex so much I needed to know what was going on with her I can’t stand to see her like this. She looked away from me. I grabbed her hand and turned her head towards me so I could see her. “Alex please let me know what’s going on with you, I can’t stand to see you in this much pain.” I said. I almost let a tear escape but I held it in. She turned away from me and looked away. “Zayn, if I told you things will never be the same, you would just drop me and find another girl.” Alex said looking down at the water. “God Alex, I said. I took her hands and looked her in the eyes and said, “No one compares to you do you understand that? You are the most amazing girl I have ever met and the reason you are here right now with me is because I love you with all my heart and nothing in the world will change that I will always love you because Alex you are my world.” I just told Alex everything I was thinking I just needed to know what was going on.  “Zayn you’re not going to think I’m pretty without any hair.” Alex mumbled under her breath. I couldn’t make out what she was saying. “Alex what did you just say?” I asked. She looked down at her feet. “I have cancer, ok? I’m going to lose everyone and you’re not going to love a girl with cancer what is everyone going to say and one day I know you are going to find a better girl who doesn’t have problems so why don’t you just get it over with and leave me already.” Alex said. Walking away with tears falling even harder. I grabbed her wrists and pulled her closer towards me. I let tears roll down my checks. They didn’t stop, I didn’t stop them I mean I couldn’t. “I grabbed her waist and looked her in the eyes and said, “we will get through this, yes WE. I promise I will always be by your side. I love you, and I will never let go, ever.”


Alex’s Pov:

I just cried and cried I didn’t know what to think I was breaking down slowly and I always had a hole in my heart. But that hole was starting to fill with Zayn’s love. I couldn’t speak I just cried and cried until things were silent.

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