If I didn't have you

A girl named Alex and her friends Kathleen, Chloe, and Mia are all spending the summer at Alexs summer house in Leland. When they are on there way Alex gets into to wrong plane and things don't end up like they should..


31. sick


It had been 2 weeks since the boys surprised us. Last night we decided to have a girls night and we ended up staying over night at a hotel. I was laying in bed thinking about everything and how Liam and I have gotten so close since we met. But the boys were going to have to go on their tour for take me home in 2 months and they would be gone for 3 months. I was going to miss Liam so much and i wondered if we would stay together. I wanted us to stay together because i can't imagine life without him. We haven't even talked about it yet and i feel like we need to. Whatever i will talk to him about it later, i mean we have time. I got up from the bed i was sharing with Julia trying not to wake her up. Mia was on the other bed snoring and Alex was next to her dead asleep. I looked on the ground where Chloe slept. She wasn't there, she was probably in the bathroom. I slowly walked to the bathroom and knocked on the door quietly. There was no answer. I knocked again, "Chloe" I whispered. I didn't get an answer. I was worried, i quickly opened the door to find Chloe sitting by the toilet crying. I rushed over to her. "Chloe are you OK?!" I looked at her she looked pale. She started to say something but then threw up into the toilet. "No, i have been throwing up all morning. I don't know what wrong with me." "Don't worry Chloe everything will be fine i promise you probably got sick from the food or something no big deal." I said reassuring her. I walked out of the room and found the other girls talking. "Guys Chloe's throwing up i think she is sick so i think we should go home. "Oh my god! I hope she feels better, we will pack her things up and call fro a cab." Julia said. Everyone grabbed her stuff and left sweatpants and a tee-shirt for her to wear when she came back.

Chloe's POV:

I woke up and i felt so sick. Everyone was asleep. I ran to the bathroom and started throwing up i didn't know what was going on. I was fine last night and i didn't eat anything that would make me sick. I had no idea what was going on. After a little while Kathleen came and found me. She kept me calm and told me it was going to be ok. I felt better but i still felt sick all i really wanted to do was go home. After an hour we pulled up to the boys flat. I felt even worse than before i had no idea what was going on with me and everyone was worried. I felt a lump in my throat i needed to get inside. I ran to the door and Liam opened it with a smile. I pushed him out of the way and ran into the first room upstairs. Which of course was me and Nialls. I ran to the toilet and threw up. When i was done i felt so weak and sick i didn't know what was happening maybe i was just sick. I started crying for no reason. I felt strong arms around me. "Its ok baby, your ok i promise." Niall said with his cute irish accent. "Thanks" I choked out before i threw up again. I felt Niall rub my back and held my hair up. I was so glad i had someone like him.

Zayn's POV:

We were all down stairs and the girls were telling us that Chloe felt sick and that's why they came home early. I felt bad for them and Chloe and i hoped that she would get better soon. As we were talking Niall walked down the stairs. "Hey guys i'm going to stay here with Chloe she is sick. Right now she is in bed and trying to sleep. Im gonna take care of her until she gets better so i will be upstairs if you need anything." Niall said grabbing some food and heading up the stairs. "OK, tell her we say feel better." Louis said. "Well guys what do you guys wanna do?" Harry said. "Lets go to the mall!" Mia said. "Ok sounds good and lets see a movie too." Liam said. "OK , who wants to go?" Louis said. Everyone decided to go except Alex. She seemed not her usual bubbly self. "Um..ok we will see you later i'm gonna stay with Alex." I said.

After everyone was gone i went upstairs to our room to find Alex in bed. Something was wrong she was quiet. "Hey, Alex whats wrong?" I asked sliding next to her in our bed. "Nothing." She said quietly. Her face was in her pillow. I pulled her up so i could see her face. Her face was red and blochy and her make up was stained under her eyes. I pulled her close and wiped her tears away. "Zayn" she choked out. "Alex what is it you can tell me." I said looking at her. "Its just-um-well-" She said crying even harder now. "SHH. Alex whats going on please tell me." I said. "Zayn," She said, "I-i don't want you to leave me." She said. "What are you talking about alex i would never-" "I haven't told you something and i don't want you to leave me, i don't want you to hate me." She sniffed. Tears were rolling down her checks. "Alex i would never ever leave you, i love you for you." I looked at her touch the necklace i gave her, i smiled a little bit, i loved her so much. "Zayn i had a baby, put i put her up for adoption, i was only 15 what else could i do. I always stayed in contact with the parents and they told me how she was. Today i got a text from the mom telling me that abby, thats her name, she has been battling cancer and she never told me and-" Alex said. She was sobbing right now she was shaking and all i could do was hold her in my arms. "And what alex? please tell me" I said pulling her away so i could see her face. "She past away." Alex said crying and choking. I pulled her closer to me and held her in my arms. "Alex, i am so sorry, i promise you i will never leave you and i want you to stay strong i am so sorry. I love you and i love Abby." I said holding her close to my heart. I kissed the top of her head and she buried her head into my chest. She calmed down a little bit. "Thank you, i love you too." She said. I kissed her. I held her in my arms. "Alex i love you so much, i know i say this a lot but i really do. I looked at her she kissed me. I kissed her back. I held her in my arms and thought about how lucky i was to have her.


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