If I didn't have you

A girl named Alex and her friends Kathleen, Chloe, and Mia are all spending the summer at Alexs summer house in Leland. When they are on there way Alex gets into to wrong plane and things don't end up like they should..


23. Niall..


i was in my room so bored with my life it had been about 2 days since i woke up and it is hell. My whole body hurts and i cant walk and i cant go home. I have to be in a wheel chair for 2 weeks. But what makes it worse is that i have to watch Kathleen in pain and know that i am the reason for it.

Zayn walked in. "hey babe whats wrong?' he said sitting next to me on my bed. "I can't help thinking about kathleen and how it is my fault." I said. "Alex it wasn't your fault and she will be ok i promise you." He said kissing my for head. "thanks babe." i said. "Hey i have an idea, wanna go wheelchair racing?!" zayn said with an evil grin. "HOLY SHIT YES! i am so bored." i said with a smile. "Ok let me get your wheel chair." Zayn picked me up and put me into the wheel chair and walked me out to the hallway. "Hey can i join?!" Niall asked excitedly."of course you can!" Zayn said. We all got a wheelchair and started racing down the hall towards the front desk and all around the building.


I needed to find Liam and talk to him about wh at happened the day Alex woke up. We haven't talked for two days. I was walking to Alex's room when I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around quickly and I blushed when I realized it was Liam. "I need to talk to you. In private." he said, and then grabbed my hand and lead me to Alex's room. Nobody was in there so we just sat on her bed. "What we did was wrong," Liam started. "I know, Liam. I really wish I hadn't had sex with you but I was really weak at the time and I wasn't thinking straight. I betrayed my best friend and my boyfriend who i love" i replied. "I know. Me too." he said, looking down at his hands. "So what the hell are we supposed to do?" Liam asked, he looked right into my eyes. "We could..just..not tell anyone and try to forget about it." i suggested. "Sure. Friends?" he asked me. I nodded and we quickly hugged. But, right when we hugged the door was flung open.


I was having a great time with Alex and Zayn until I in lead of course and passing by Alex's room. I heard voices talking and i could tell that it was Chloe's and Liam's. I was listening to their conversation. Then Alex and Zayn caught up to me. "Niall stop spying on who ever is in their." Alex said. "Its Chloe and Liam. They are talking." i said. Alex's face turned pale like something was going on and i knew there was something going on. "Niall stop!" she said trying to stop me but she couldn't stop me from hearing what i just heard. I felt anger rush through my body. I couldn't beilve my girlfriend and my best friend did this. I flug the door open and saw Liam and Chloe. "Hey Niall."Liam said smiling. I walked up to him and punched him as hard as i could in the face. He fell to the ground in pain. I could see blood spilling out from his nose it was probabally broken but i didn't give a shit. Chloe's face was in complete shock. "Niall what the hell?!" she said going towards Liam. i went over to her and looked into her eyes "Don't start with me Chloe. I know you had fucking sex with Liam don't even lie." i said screaming on the top of my lungs. "Nai-" was all she could say before i interupted her again. "i am not going to sit here and say everything is fine because it isn't and you know it. "WE ARE DONE." I said and ran out of the room and out into the hallway through the front doors into the cold rain. I had to go some where but where? Then it hit me home i am going home.


That was is Niall just left and walked out. I wasn't going to give up that easily. I ran after him but Zayn stopped me and told me to let him calm down. I fell to the ground crying this can't be happening, i just fucked up my life and i have nobody to blame but myself. I looked over at Liam he was crying their was blood on the floor and all over his face i could tell his nose was broken. Zayn walked over towards him but he got up and walked away. "Alex we are going to find Niall." Zayn told Alex. "You can i'm not leaving Chloe like this." Alex said wheeling herself towards me. "OK bye." Zayn said and started walking off to find Niall. "Alex..." i said crying. "its ok chloe we will figure everything out." she said giving me a hug. "but alex i just lost the best thign that had ever happened to me, he hates me Alex i can't live without him." I said balling into her shirt. I was wrapped into her hug. "Shhh..chloe im sorry i am so so sorry.." she said. I just hugged her crying. Nothing would get better and i knew everything would go down hill from here starting with Kathleen finding out. Wait oh god Kathleen. I started crying harder.

Alex's POV:
I heard my phone go off. i looked at it and i got a message from zayn saying:

"We can't find Niall."

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