Sometimes you find things you werent even looking for

Britney and Bliss were unseperable from the age of twelve. They were best friends because they knew what it felt like, what it felt like to be staving, to be in pain, to be abused, what it felt like to have their heart swallowed whole by the monster of abuse. But their heart wasnt all darkness their was one light at the end of the tunnel , Bliss's Grandma but when their flame is exstingwished who will be their Garden Angel now.

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28. Trashed room

Trashed room

Bliss's pov~
I walked in my room and saw everything thrown around and scattered all around my room. On the walls it said whore and you don't deserve anyone, scum, slut, and bitch. I didn't know what I did! What did I do to deserve this! My window was locked to! I fell to the floor and began crying. I got up and walked to the bathroom and got a razor. I closed and locked the door. I got in the shower and turned on the hot water. I sat in there for a few minutes. Then I glided the razor across my arm. Pushing it deep in. I winced in the pain. The hot water made it hurt it more. I picked up the razor off my arm. I looked at it. I put the razor back on it and wrote a word with the razor. It said 'bye,' really big letters on my arm. I ripped the bottom of my jeans. I started slashing the razor on my ankle and calfs. I took one last slash on my right arm when I blacked out.
Louis's pov~
I woke up because I heard the shower running. I took out my phone and saw it was 2 am. I got up and looked for bliss. I went into her room and saw it was trashed and bliss wasn't in there. I looked every where from the ceiling to the floor. There where hateful words everywhere. I went by the bathroom door and tired to open it. It was locked. I tired to push the door to see if anything was blocking. I gave up. I ran full speed at the door. It broke. I saw the shower certain closed. 'Bliss babe are you in there?' No answer. 'Bliss?' No answer again. I opened the shower certain and I can't believe what I saw. The whole tub was covered in blood. I picked her out if the tub and shut the water off. I looked at her wrist. It said bye. I literally broke into tears. I got my phone out and call the ambulance. I got a towels and bandaids and put it just to block the blood from going all over. I carried her downstairs. I turned on all the light. Everyone woke up and asked what happened. I told then to go look in her room. They all went. They all came down with horrified faced on. 'Who would do such a thing?!?' Kara yelled. I heard the sirens. I unlocked the door and waited for them to come by the door. They came with a stretcher. I placed her the stretcher and walked with her to the ambulance. I got in and told then others to meet me at the hospital. When we got there they rushed her into intensive care. They said I couldn't go anymore. I struggled a bit but I finally gave up. I waited in the waiting room and I saw the boys and Kara walked in. They looked at me with sorrow in their eyes. They all came by me and gave me a hug.
Liam's pov~
What just happened? Why did bliss do this? I mean I saw her room yeah but that doesn't mean you go kill yourself. We drove as fast as we can to the hospital. We got there and saw Louis with his hands in his face and blood on his hands and shirt. I felt really bad for him. But then again I love bliss and I want to be there for her if she wakes up. Not Kara. I mean she pretty but I don't even like her. I don't even know why I exactly picked her. I'm just using her anyways. We all went by Louis and hugged him. Kara was about to cry. I wanted to hug her but I didn't. I just let her cry. I know I sound like a horrible person but I don't care about her.
Niall's pov~
I think I'm starting to like Kara. I mean like like. Liam doesn't even pay attention to her. I went over by her and hugged her. What's wrong with Liam? He is never this mean. Oh I have an idea. He is just using Kara to get bliss jealous but I doubt that he isn't like that.
Kara's pov~
Dude what just happened? Liam isn't comforting me but Niall is? Niall isn't even my boyfriend but ill let him hug me.
Louis's pov~
I can't believe I'm so stupid. Why didn't I go up with her and go to sleep with her? This is all my fault. I'm so fucking dumb. 'This is all my fault,' I mumbled. 'Mate no it's not you didn't even know what was gonna happen!' Kara said. 'No Kara it's my fault,' I yelled at her. She got frightened. 'Im sorry Kara,' he apologized. 'Its ok I get what you are going threw.' We all calmed down and waited. We all fell asleep. I woke up by someone taping my shrouded. 'Are you Mr. Tomlinson ?' 'Uh yeah I am and you are?' 'Im bliss'a doctor.' 'Oh my sorry.' 'Its ok Mr. Tomlinson. It's about bliss. We don't think she'll last over night by all the blood lost. But if she makes it over night well keep her on life support until a month is over and if she doesn't wake up from her coma she'll be resting in peace and you can go visit her now to.' He said. I began to cry. 'Oh ok thanks doctor.' I began to cry harder. 'Pleas bliss be ok please I'm begging you.' I whispered to myself. I walked to her room. I opened the door. I saw her lifeless body moving up and down because of her breathing. I ran to the side of her bed. I grabbed her hand. I held it tight. I kissed her hand and I cried myself to sleep.
Bliss's pov~
Where am I? I thought I was dead. I got out of my body somehow? I saw myself. I was looking down at me and Louis holding my hand. 'Louis look I'm fine see! Louis babe I'm fine,' I tired to touch his shrouded but my hand went right threw him. I began to cry. Why am I so stupid? Why did info this?!? I screamed at myself. I got up and tired to go back into Tim body but it didn't work. I got mad.
Louis's pov~
'No bliss don't leave me! Bliss please I love you I always have don't leave me here!' I woke up. It was just a dream oh thank god. I looked at bliss. I got up and kissed her lips softly and not even a minute. I moved her over a bit. I took my shoes off. I got in the bed next to bliss. I pulled the blankets up. I moved bliss's head on my chest. I rapped my arm around her shoulders and fell asleep again.
-a/n
Hey guess. Blissy didn't help here<3 feedback plZ! kik me at karbearcleve.xx thanks guys!<3 ill add another chapter tomorrow. Srry if anythings misspelled I though my phone would fix it ok thanks guys again! Love yah!
-karbear
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