She's Not You: Niall Horan Fan Fiction

Niall is left heartbroken when his girlfriend dies of cancer. He dosen't eat as much, he only comes out of his room when necessary, and he's always depressed. He can't get Jayden out of his mind, until he meets Hope. He noticies she resembles Jayden in alot of ways. As a romance starts between these two, Niall begins to wonder if he's only with Hope because she reminds him of Jayden.


4. Talk.

I went downstairs, and saw Harry and Zayn in the kitchen talking, Louis and Eleanor were on the couch kissing and giggling, with Liam and Danielle doing the same. My stare lingered on the couples. Automatically, Jayden popped into my mind. I wish I could do that with her again, hold her, kiss her, tell her how beautiful she is. I felt the tears prick at my eyes, I held them back. I have cried one hundred times since she died, and I told myself I will not cry over her anymore. I have to move on with my life, that's what she would want, right? But, it was so hard when everything reminded me of her.

I joined Harry and Zayn in the kitchen, and went over to the fridge to get a glass of milk. Once I had poured up my glass, I leaned against the kitchen counter, to see Zayn and Harry looking at me, then smiling apologetically. I sighed in frustration. Everytime I enter the room, everyone goes all quiet, and just give me a apologetic look.

"Will you guys stop looking at me like that?" I asked, in a frustrated tone. They immediately stopped looking and smiling at me, and shifted their gaze to the ground, not saying a word to me.

"I wish someone would talk to me!" I snapped, my voice raising. The couples on the couch looked at me, and before anyone could say anything I stomped up to my room. I slammed the door shut and flopped down on my bed, on my back. I stared at the white ceiling for a few minutes until I heard a knock at my door.

"Leave!" I yelled.

"Niall, please let me in." I heard Harry say from the other side of the door. I sighed, knewing he wasn't going to give up, and opened the door not making eyes contact with him, then sat on the edge of the bed. He say next to me and didn't say anything for a minute.

"Look, we're sorry Niall. It's just, the boys and I don't know exactly how to talk to you." He confessed.

"Why? You guys had no problem talking to me before." I said quietly.

"I know. It's just, you've been going through a hard time, and, it's hard for us to find the right words."

"Well, I don't need your pity. Could you please talk to me like nothing ever happened. I need to move on, that's what Jayden would want." I said. He put a hand on my shoulder and gave it a light squeeze.

"Okay, man. Now, come on downstairs." He said, standing up and walking towards the door with me hot on his tracks.

Once we made our way downstairs, everyone looked at us. Again, no one was talking. Danielle and Eleanor were giving me sympathetic smiles, like everyone does, and the boys were staring at me with a slight smile.

"I'm sorry, Niall. We didn't know not talking to you made you upset." Zayn said. I gave him a little smile.

"I know. Sorry I snapped at you." I told him. He shook his head.

"No, I understand mate. You had a right to snap at us." He said, then sat on the couch next to Liam, who was playing X-Box. I went over and took the empty seat next to Danielle, which was once occupied by Liam.

"Hey, Ni." She spoke softly. I looked at her and gave her a warm smile. She was a really close friend of mine, whenever I needed to talk to someone, she was always there to listen.

"Hey, Dani. How have you been?" I asked, shifting my body and facing her.

"I've been okay." She gave a weak smile. She was also devastated by Jayden's death. Her and Jayden met on the X-Factor before I met her, and they had been bestfriends ever since. I leaned in and gave her a hug. I let a few tears fall.

"I can't believe she's gone." I wimpered. I felt Danielle let out a big breath, and felt some wetness going through my shirt, from her tears.

"We'll be okay, Niall." She tries to comfort me.

Which wasn't working.


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