Tell me a lie

Kenzy Colon thought that her life was miserable
Abused by her step dad,
Mom alcoholic,
Brother died when she was 13,
All that didn't matter to her when she met Niall James Horan
She thought everything was perfect until one day his ex girlfriend
Megan Reed tries to pull them apart... Everything goes completely wrong.
Will Kenzy pull through an manage to still be with Niall ?


28. 'Medicine'

 Kenzy's P.O.V

" Shut the door turn the light off I wanna be with you I wanna feel your love" My Ipod  was playing those words I was listening too Niall's part I cried, Then Louis, Then Harry Then all of them. Then Zayn's part came out and I feel on the floor sobbing. I quickly skipped it before it could end, And Ed Sheeran A team came on. You know how there's like a little part in the song that explains everything. Well that's what happened. I took another hit of my blunt. I smoked so much that I was imune to the fact that I was high that I wasn't even high. But no matter I would use my 'medicine' to ease the pain. It helped a little but like I said The medicine is temporary but the pain is permanent. I can't handle this. I don't know if I can handle any more. My string of life is breaking day by day. And it's on it's last thread. I don't know why it hurts so much but it just does. I take a couple more hits of my blunt, And just sat there I put the blunt down and let the razor slice threw my skin. I can't cut on top of cuts so I just cut my  thighs, all my arms, some of my stomach. Just not my legs  , face chest, neck, or boobs. That would just be weird. As I lay on the bathroom ground, Still crying. The door opens and I could hear Lindsey and Harry come in. "I'M HOME!" I could hear Lindsey yell across the apartment and Harry's heavy foot steps behind her. They remind me of what me and Niall used to be. Then it hit me, I still and always had feelings for Niall. Maybe that's why what he said to me hurt so much ? Probley. Suddenly there was another knock at the door. Uggh who else wants to be here. I could hear Harry yell "NIALL!" Obviously that was Niall at the door. I lock the door light up another blunt, and just sit there wondering why he was here. I begin to here foot steps near the bathroom, then a knock. "Kenzy?" It was Niall. "What." he let out a sigh and said "Can I talk to you?" I was still angry but I opened it anyways. He slips inside and sends me a smile. I just stare at the wall refusing to have eye contact with him. "I know your mad. But I broke up with Hannah, for you." I was surprised. I looked at him and he was tearing up. "For me?" A tear rolled down my already red and puffy face. "Yes, Kenzy that day that you saw Megan there I swear to you, that was her kissing me. I didn't kiss her I swear to you. I know that you probley won't believe me but I am so sorry that I hurt you so much, I was just angry and hurt, and Hannah was there. Please Please Please forgive me Kenzy you know I never ment to hurt you." I could see that he wasn't lieing and he was legit balling his tears out. The words that were not supposed to come out right now did. "I love you Niall." He looked up at me and he picked me up off the ground and stood me up on my feet. "Kenzy I Love you too. I always have I always will." He kissed me and at that moment all the weight that was on my shoulders slipped off, and I fell in love all over again. "Come on you look a bit thin lets eat?" I nodded as he we walked out hand in hand. Harry and Lindsey were surprised, but we just smiled. "I'm hungry, can we eat!" They nodded but Niall said "How bout we go out?" I nodded "I'm going to get ready. Lindsey help me?"  she nodded and we went to the room.

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