The Time Is Now

Zayn Malik hates being famous....He hates the crazed fans....He hates preforming....But the only reason he stays in the band, One Direction, is because of his love for Niall Horan. Zayn's best friend Louis Tomlinson convinces Zayn to finally tell how Niall how he feels about him. This story is full of happiness and tragidies....See how the roller coaster of life treats Zayn in this love story

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9. Chapter 9: I See You

 

This chapter I decided would be a little diffrent, so I hope you guys like it... I really don't even know what i'm going to do, but I have an idea and some of you may like it, and some of you may not. But its my choice so muahah love you guys :*

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I slowly get out of bed, I'm naked. I quickly run to grab a pair of underwear and pants to put on. I walk out into the living room and its a mess. I run through my hair and I sign deeply. "What the heck am I going to do?!" I say pulling on my hair. I mean, I've know Willow for a while, and she's a really good friend.. but that's it! I don't want to be anything more to her. I'm still in love with Niall. 

I walk into the bedroom and Willow has her back to me and is pulling on her shirt. She turns around "Oh! Zayn, you scared me!" 

"Sorry"

"It's fine babe" she says

Did she just call me babe? I dont understand. I dont think she undertsands. Unless she calls everyone babe.. But thats the first time she called me that, I dont know what to think.

"Um, what?"

"Babe, you're fine." 

"Can we talk about what happened last night?"

"Well, there isn't much to talk about. We had sex, and it was amazing!"

"Um, thanks? But, you know ... um, I still love Niall right?"

"Of course, but we can get you over him together. She walking by giving me a kiss on her way out of the room.

"Wait, what?" I say following her out.

"Willow, I am still in love with Niall. I'm still gay. Last night was an accident. I was drunk, you were drunk. I will always love Niall. And anyways, I just don't think I could handle being with someone right now. Even if I wasn't gay."

"But last night..."

"'But last' night nothing! We were drunk! "

"Think about it Zayn! Niall isn't coming back! He's gone! He won't be coming back ever! "

"WILLOW, WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU!?" I scream at her with tears pricking at the corner of my eyes. "NIALL JUST DIED! I LOVED HIM. I ONLY GOT TO BE WITH HIM FOR A WEEK. HE WAS THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME, AND YOU'RE TELLING ME HE ISNT COMING BACK?! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?! YOU DON'T SEE ME YELLING AT YOU TO GET OVER CRYSTAL WHEN I KNOW, DEEP DOWN INSIDE, YOU STILL MISS HER!"

"I do miss her Zayn, probably more than you miss Niall, but i'm trying to move on, Which is exactly what you need to do."

"Willow, Niall just died. What do you not get about that? What is SO hard about that to understand?"

"Nothing! But, trust me, you'll want to do it sooner, rather than later."

"I think you need to leave Willow." I say pointing to the door

"But-"

"Now."

Her shoulders droop and she turns on her heel and walks into the bedroom and i follow. She pulls her pants on and puts her hair into a ponytail. She walks by me again and I follow her to the front doori open it for her and she walks out into the hallway and faces me.

"I'm sorry Zayn." she says and turns and walks away. I watch as her hair swings to the beat of her step. When she reaches the elevator, she turns and looks over her shoulder as she presses the down button. She flashes me a weak smile, I return it. She turns her head at the elevator opens for her and she steps in.

She turns around, reaches for the button, presses it, and the doors close on her. 

"Bye Willow." I whisper.

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Sitting back in my bed, I started to think about what Willow said. 

"Niall isn't coming back! He's gone! He won't be coming back ever! "


She's right..He's gone. He's not coming back. Ever. 

Tears suddenly slip out of my eyes and down my cheeks and onto the blakents on my lap. They were slow at coming at first, but now, they are pouring down. 

I can't live without Niall anymore. I just need him here. Just holding me. 

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Midol.....Tylenol..... Ibprophen.....Advil. There it is. Advil. 

I grab the bottle of the shelf. Walk to the check out.

"$3.50 sir."

I hand her the money and he hands me the bag.

"Have a nice night sir."

"Thanks."

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I'm back at the hotel. I have a pen in hand and there is paper on the desk in front of me. I begin to write

 

Dear guys,

You are my best friends. I love you like brothers. I'm not going to lie, i actually started to like being famous. I really feel like the fans and i started to connect. Its a shame that Niall had to die to realize this about them. They really do care about us. I'm going to miss you guys. More than you'll know. Sorry i don't have much to write. I love you

Zayn

I already had my glass of water and bottle of pills sitting next to me on the table. I poured them out onto the table. 

"Niall," I said aloud " i can't wait to be with you again. I love you."

I took the first pill.. Then the second, third, fourth, fith, sixth, seventh,eighth, nineth, tenth, eleventh,  twelfth , thirteenth, fourteenth.... I lost track after that. I was getting dizzy, my eyes were fuzzy... 

What am i doing? I'm not ready to die... no... not ready... I stumbled to my phone that was sitting on the counter. I tried to dial 911 but i messed up 

912

923

921

911 

finally.

call

"911 whats your emergency?"

"Help." i mumbled out

"sir, whats wrong?"

"I...suicide..."

"Tracking your location. Stay with me as long as possible sir. The medics are on their way."

Then, blackness. 

I woke up in a white suit. It was dark around me except for the small and faint light ahead of me. I walked forward, trying to get closer to it.

It seemed like I had walked for hours. 

I was getting closer. 

I could see someone standing by the light, i could see their silhlouette in the light.

The closer I got, the clearer it became. 

Niall. 

"NIALL! Niall is that you!? " 

My pace picked up and I began running.

"Zayn!" I heard the Irish accented boy call out to me.

"Niall!" 

I was almost to him, so close.

Suddenly, I was being pulled back. 

"NIALL!"

"ZAYN! WHATS HAPPENING?!'

"NIALL!" 

I reached out for him and him to me. 

I was being pulled further and further away....

"ZAYN!" his yells grew more faint. "I LOVE YOU!"

Again, blackness

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Well, I hope you liked it... I know i did... kinda.... i dunno haha. Sorry it was so short...Well, im going to request 5 votes for the next chapter... Vote, Comment, Fan... whatever makes you happy! Love you guys<3

 

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