The Lost Kiss ~COMPLETE~

Niall and Lily have been best friends since they were in Kindergarten. Freshman homecoming came around, and Niall asked Lily if she would be his date but go as friends. They had an awesome time, and after, Niall and Lily went to take a walk at a park. Lily's family was moving to Texas later that week for her parent's work, and she wanted to tell Niall something before she left. After she tells him, she runs away from him embarrassed and scared on what he will say. What happens when Niall and Lily meet 3 years later?


18. Why Mommy Why?

Lily's POV

I looked at his worried face. Now, I didn't even want to hear what was wrong with me. the doctor opened his mouth to speak.

"The tests show us that Lily, she is, unfortunately, diagnosed with cancer."

Those words stabbed me in the heart. Cancer? How the heck did I have cancer? I mean, no one in my family ever had cancer. Why is it me that has cancer? Why me?

The room stayed quiet for a few minutes. Neither my parents, Stacey, or Mrs. Adrianna spoke. We just sat their in silent. I hugged my mom tightly who was still on my bed. I could see her eyes getting watery. My dad was sitting in one of the chairs in her room and his head was in his hands. Stacey was crying in her mom's shoulder.

"What kind of cancer?" Mrs. Adrianna asked quietly.

"She has a tumor in her brain.  It's not the smallest but its not the biggest. But with a few rounds of chemotherapy I believe we can get rid of it."
"I have brain cancer?" I chocked out the words. This could NOT be happening. Absolutely a big NO.

The doctor nodded. "Yes, unfortunately. I'm sorry Lily. I'll give you guys a few minutes and then I'll need to answer some questions." the doctor left the five of us alone.

"How Mommy, how?" I let the tears flow down my face.

"I don't know baby, I don't know." she hugged me tight and fixed my hair.  No one said a word after that. We just sat trying to believe of what just happened. I still didn't believe it.  Ten minutes later, the doctor came to ask me questions. I told him I only had the headaches last night. None before.  That worried him a little.

"Is everything okay?" my mom asked Dr. David.

"I'm not sure. She's just experienced the headaches yesterday. I'll have to look at that." Please don't get this worse than it is already. Please no.

My parents left the room to go talk to the doctor and Mrs.  Adrianna had to go check on Stacey's younger siblings. That left me and Stacey alone. She silently walked up to the edge of the bed at sat on it. She fiddled with her fingers before breaking the silence that I was used to today.

"How are you feeling now?" I could tell she was trying her hardest not to cry.

"Come here." I moved over and patted the empty spot next to me. She got up and hugged me. She let the tears flow freely across her face.

"Don't die Lily. Just don't die."

"I won't die." I told her. I wasn't going to die. I was going to battle cancer till the end and beat it.

She smiled a small smile.

"I wouldn't know what to do without you."

"I won't die. Well, I'll try not to die." I shrugged.

We just sat their in silence for a few minutes.

"When are you going to tell Niall?" she whispered.

I thought for a minute. "Never."

She gave me this weird look.

"I don't want to tell him Stacey."

"Why not?"

"I know Niall. If I tell him, he's going to ditch the rest of his tour and all his meetings and stuff, and come and stay with me. I'm not going to let him do that. I guess  I can tell him later. When they have a few weeks off. I'll feel bad if he ditches all his fans just for me. I don't want that to happen. Even if I tell him not to come, he's going to show up the next second literally."

She nodded. "Oh."

I shrugged. "It's the best for him, I guess."


That afternoon I went home to get my stuff that I'll have at the hospital. As far as the doctors know, I have to stay at the hospital for around 6/7 months. How fun. I walked in my room and threw myself on the bed. I started crying, just thinking of what happened the past 12 hours. I heard my laptop making noises. I walked to my desk, and through my tears I could see that Niall was calling me on Skype. No. please no Niall not now. I quickly ran to the restroom and washed my face. There was no way of telling Niall now. I walked to my laptop and re-called Niall.

A few seconds later, Niall and a Subway sandwich took over my laptop screen. The way he looked brought a smile to my face. No matter what happened that day, talking with Niall makes me forget about everything going on and puts me in a better mood.

"Hey Nialler."

"Hey Lily! How are you?"

"I'm good, a bit tired."

"Well duh Lily. You were at Stacey's last night probably gossiping about who knows what, ooh, may us! And also probably doing the most stupidest things ever. like doing each other's makeup.

I faked a laugh. I didn't want him to get the slightest idea that something was wrong with me.

"Shut up Niall. I bet you and the boys do the same."

"By the way, nice picture of Stacey.. Harry showed all of us."

I shrugged. "It's called talent."

"You seem like your acting a little bit different Lily. Is everything okay?" he asked.

I swear. I swear this boy knows me more than I know myself. How? I don’t know. As much as I tried to hide anything from him, he would eventually find out.

"Hellooo! Lilyyy!" Niall was trying to grab my attention.

"Huh? Oh yeah sorry." I snapped back into reality.

"Is everything okay?"

"Yeah. Nothing's wrong."

"You sure? Cause like you don't seem okay."

"I'm positive." I faked a smile. I had a feeling he didn't believe me.

"So anyways, how's the tour?" I changed the subject.

"It's good. One more month till the tour ends, then like another month of all these other stuff we gotta do, and then we get like a month break before we gotta get back to work."

Two months. Two months until I could tell him. I tried to forget about that for a while and talked to Niall about other things.

"Niall! Who are you talking to? A wall?" Zayn walks in the room.

"Uh, no." Niall says eating his chips. I swear, my boyfriend is crazy when it comes to food.

"LILYY! How are you?" Zayn says excitedly when he sees me on the screen.

"I'm good."

"Nice makeup on Stacey you did yesterday."

"I've been getting so many compliments on my masterpiece! Thanks Zayn!" I laughed.

"you should've seen Harry's face when he saw the "I <3 Harry" thing. It was priceless."

"It's what I do, Zayn, it's what I do. Does Stacey know I send it to yall?"

"I don’t know yet. Haha she didn't know. this is even better." Niall finishes his chips.

"Anyways, Niall we gotta go to the dinner."

"Yeah, I'll be there in  sec."

"Niall, you're eating now and you're going to a dinner?"

"You know me very well Lily." he smirked.

"Bye Lily! See you guys soon hopefully!" Zayn walked out of the room.

"So you gotta go eat more food?"

"More food for my tummy." Niall patted his stomach and I laughed.

"Bye Lilss I miss youuuu. Here's a kissy from me." he kissed the camera.

"Eh, I'm too lazy to kiss you back."

Niall looked at me with a sad face.

"I'm kidding Niall here." I kissed the camera. "Miss you Nialler!"



As soon I closed my laptop I leaned against the walls and just sat. I brought my knees up and wrapped my arms around them. I cried. I cried for I don’t know how long. My mom came in and sat next to me, hugging me tightly whispering things like "It's going to be okay, baby. It's going to be okay."

"Did you talk to Niall?" she asked me.

I nodded.

"Did you tell him?"

I shook my head. "Then he's going to want to come down and ditch his tour for me. I'm not letting that happen to all the fans."

My mom fixed my hair. "When are you going to tell him?"

"I think in two months. If I have the courage to do so. I don’t know. yeah, in like two months."

I buried my head in my mom's shoulder and cried more.

"Why Mommy why?"

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