Chasing the Sun

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COMPLETED. Alira Somers. A 19 year old girl who isn't that much of a fan of One Direction. But her best friend, Jenna, won tickets to a little 'promo' about One Direction. Little did they know, One Direction was performing. That's where they lay eyes on both of them for the first time. That's when Alira changed her views on them. That's when 2/5 will fall for her. That's when all hell breaks loose in her life.

**Blurb is misleading, it isn't as good as I thought it would be. Personally, it's not my best but by all means, if you want to read it go ahead! Just let me warn you, it's not as good as the blurb says.

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45. Chapter 45: closure

 

Chapter 45: closure

 

I continually stared at my phone. What the hell? That’s all that ran through my head. I had no clue what to do next. Do I panic? Do I tell everyone? Or do I stay calm and just act like everything’s okay? Why couldn’t it be over!? 

‘Are you going to come in or are you going to stand out here all day?’ A voice asked from the doorway and my head snapped up. I saw Louis leaning on the door frame with his arms crossed over his chest.

‘What are you doing here?’ I asked, breathlessly. 

‘The rest of the boys are here. Now why do you look like you were caught red-handed?’ He raised his eyebrow in question.

‘What? Not I don’t. I wasn’t doing anything, I swear. i was just about to walk in and...’ I stopped. ‘I’m rambling, aren’t I?’ 

‘Yep.’ He nodded, affirmatively. ‘And by the way, you weren’t about to walk in. You were standing there, staring at your phone for about three minutes.’

‘No, I wasn’t.’ I denied quickly.

‘Yes, you were.’ He chuckled lightly. ‘Now, what’s up?’

‘I really don’t want you to be involved with it. It’s got something to do with the.. past.’ I half groaned.

‘Is it about Sam?’ He asked, suddenly. My eyes widened and I leaned back a little.

‘How did you know?’ I said softly. 

‘I’ve been getting texts from her since I got to Paris.’ He answered and I groaned loudly.

‘How the hell are we going to get around this, Louis?’ I asked defeatedly. I turned around and sat on the doorstep, with my back to the door. I heard him sit beside me.

‘I honestly don’t know. There’s nothing we could do. I guess we just have to wait and see.’ He replied.

‘I’m honestly so sorry for getting you involved with all of this.’ I apologised, remembering the day he caught Blake about to kill me.

‘Well, I saved you so I guess I don’t really mind.’ He sighed.

‘Thanks for that, by the way.’ I answered, staring up at the sky. Being just on the outside of Paris has its perks. I can see the stars twinkling in the night sky. 

‘I’m sorry too.’ Louis said so softly and so quietly that I wasn’t sure I heard him. I looked at him but he was staring at the sky as well, as if he never said anything. Maybe it was my imagination.

‘I really am sorry.’ He said louder this time and I knew it was for real.

‘Sorry for what?’ I asked, confused.

‘Sorry for doing what I did on national television. Sorry for not calling you or anything. Sorry for not explaining anything. Sorry for just getting into another relationship without properly breaking it off with you. Sorry for saying I love you without actually meaning it.’ He  apologised on and on while looking at me right in the eye. 

‘You know, I never really held a grudge or was angry at you. Sure, I was angry and hurt at first but I came to realise I never actually loved you as well. I thought I did, but I didn’t. It was just a really really strong feeling. You are forgiven but I never really was angry. I actually don’t mind that you left me for El. She’s a total sweetheart and I love her.’ I explained to him while looking up at the stars again.

‘You’re really way too nice, you know. I sort of expected crying and yelling ad absolutely no forgiveness. What I did was totally unforgivable and I’m so sorry I put you through that.’ Hr confessed.

‘No, I wouldn’t cry and yell and not forgive for anything. I’m always the forgiving type. Yes, what you did was completely out of line and you should’ve given me a heads up. I was made for the first two days because I actually thought you loved me. But I guess, no such love works that fast. I guess I should’ve just known, it was waaay too good to be true. And that’s what sort got me through, just knowing that I should’ve known it wasn’t love.’ I shrugged my shoulders at the last part.

‘I honestly thought I did love you. i can tell you that. But I guess I was just getting mixed up with all my feelings.’ He sighed. I looked at him and he looked back at me. I smiled softly and he returned it.

‘It’s over now, Lou. I don’t really care. And I haven’t cared for a long time. You and El are perfect together and will be forever and ever. I’m over it and I’ve moved forward from it.’ I told him truthfully. He shot me a grateful smile.

‘Thank you, Ali. And thanks for not telling her we know each other from before. I don’t think she’d take that well.’ He said in an honest to god tone.

‘Yeah, she’d take your head off.’ I laughed lightly and he chuckled.

‘Thanks again, Ali.’ He said a little more quietly this time. I leaned over and gave him a hug. He hesitated at first but then hugged me back.

‘You’re welcome, Louis.’ I said in his ear before letting go. ‘We should probably go inside now.’ I said, getting up and dusting off my jeans.

‘Yeah, we should.’ He said, getting up and mimicking my actions.

‘You know, Harry’s been trying to get me to find closure with you. Ever since he found out what I did and why I did it.’ Louis said all of a sudden. I rose my eyebrows at his abruptness.

‘I don’t think Harry ever stopped liking you.’ He whispered in my ear and walked back inside the house.

I was paralyzed at this. How can Harry keep liking me? He never made contact with me when he was gone. He never tried to work out anything. I was totally shocked. 

No, he can’t still like me. That’s just impossible.

But you still have a soft spot for him, my mind silently whispered. 

 

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A/N

 

Don’t hate me because it’s short, ok.

 

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-Winona

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