So Close Yet So Far

"With all of the struggles and everything in between, I know we can overcome it all and prove anyone that ever doubted us, wrong."


39. ❥Preparations

Sorry I haven't updated in forever guys. Once School started back ive lost so much track of time and have been so busy having to really focus on school work. So to make up for the long wait I have a long chapter for you guys. Also please read the authors note at the end it's important! Enjoy :)


"Ok, Sounds good.That's so amazing. Thank you so much! Bye."

"Shhhh Niall!" I groan.

He crawled back into bed and rests his head on my shoulder, "Oh babe, you won't be shushing me after I tell you what just happened," I spring up and look at him in confusion.

When your pregnant anything anyone mentions that sounds even the least bit sketchy makes you immediately think of your baby, which is what just happened, "Was it the doctor? My parents? The hospital? Your pare-"

"No, no, no, and no. Calm down baby." He kissed my temple and I relaxed a little.

"It was a realtor." He says just as calm as could be.


His eyes widen and I realize how angry my tone sounded, "No.. No, baby I'm not upset! I'm completely surprised oh my god this is great!" I squeal.

Niall covers his ears and I jump on top of him. "How in the world did you manage to get on the phone and compromise with a realtor that quick?"

He shrugs, "I don't know talking people into things is one of my specialties. Especially when you throw in that you need something quick because your wife is pregnant," he winks.

"W..wife?" I whisper. "Baby? You do know what you just said right..?"

"Yeah, wife. W-i-f-e. We're having a kid together and I'm starting to think further down the road than you could ever imagine, my love." I try to catch my breath, but obviously fail.

"I..I don't even know what to say. Niall you actually want to marry me?"

"Baby why wouldn't I? I love you more than I could ever put into words, and I would give you the world. I'm starting with getting us a house. Nothing to big, but nothing to small." He rests his hands on my hips and I respond by leaning down to kiss the love of my life.

"I can't believe I got so lucky. I love you so much." He smiles and I nearly fall over.

"I love you more baby,"

"So, when can we go look at it?" I quickly change the subject remembering about the house again.

"Whenever she rings me again which could be today or a week from now it depends," I smile and lean down to kiss Niall for the second time.

"Gosh, just wait until I tell my dad. I swear he thought we were going to be living here for forever. This could be our big step in really getting them to trust us Niall! Just think about it." He nods and cups my face in his hands.

"I'm just as excited as you are baby girl."


"And I want that table right in the center.. Just like that perfect." I smiled at Niall still entirely to giddy about this getting our own house together thing.

After waiting two days to get the call saying we could actually come look at the house, and then having to sign millions of papers, today was finally the day we got to move in.

I felt so independent and officially like a grown up. Telling our parents went a little better than expected. They were uneasy about us moving in together, but saw past that and actually saw how responsible we were being about the whole situation.

"Alright, these picture frames are the last of everything in the truck. We can hang these too if you want," The movers offered.

"No thank you we've got it. Thank you guys for everything." I wave them off and five seconds later Niall and I are officially alone in our own house together.

"Holy shit I still can't believe this!" He comes up behind me and wraps his arms around my wait resting them on my belly.

"We actually live in this place together, and before we know it another human is going to be running around here. Our little human." I look up at him and tear up just thinking about it.

"Baby, don't cry. You're gonna make me cry," He chuckles and wipes at my eyes.

"I just can't believe how far we have come together babe. Thank you for everything Niall,"

"Shh stop it. You know you don't have to thank me for anything I do for you. You deserve the world and I will be sure you and my daughter get that Syd."

And after that I could do nothing but simply kiss Niall who is truly most definitely the love of my life.


After settling in and adjusting to the new environment that is our home everything was finally starting to fall into place. Niall would always come home with sacks full of onesies, diapers, and even tiny little shoes.

"Niall, babe, you've got to remember that we are still going to be holding a baby shower!" I hated to ruin all of the fun for him, but it was true.

With the amount of people we are for sure inviting, by the looks of it we are going to need a storage unit to hold everything.

"Sorry I'm getting carried away with everything, love. It's just so hard not to, you know?" He comes up behind me and massages my shoulders.

"Mhm, keep doing that." For the first time in weeks I finally feel relaxed, content. I tilt my neck to the side to give him more room to massage me which leads to him kissing me instead.

"I don't think you realize how much of an amazing mother you are going to be," He whispers.

After all of this time we have been together every little move he does still makes me swoon, and I love it. "I..I do I'm just a little stressed," I take a deep breathe as he continues to massage and peck every inch of showing skin.

"No babe, you don't." He chuckles deeply in my ear, "You are entirely to tense and I don't like it."

"Well, for starters, how about we put all of these new things away. That would make my stress level go down from a seven to about a three?" I try to compromise.

"Hmm.. Still to stressed, but deal," Niall kisses my lips and picks up the sacks full of baby clothes.

Thankfully Maura was ecstatic when we asked her to help with the nursery. She obviously had two boys so she jumped at the change to decorate a girls nursery.

"Babe, we haven't really sat down and talked about any names together," I frown while folding and putting away some of her clothes.

"Actually, I have," Niall smirks.

"Oh gosh.."

"Hey, I actually put some thought into them, and I really like them too!" He chuckles.

"Ok spill."

Nialls POV

"Ok spill." She says.

I bite my lip, "First I really liked Annaleigh Catherine. Next Esme Natalia, and last Lilia Jamie." Sydney gasps and I take that as a good sign. A really good sign.

"You like them?"

"Oh my goodness baby I love them!" She engulfs me in a hug and I'm astonished. I thought she would most definitely gag at all of those names because she had something better in mind, but I guess not.

"I.. I've gotta go tell my dad!!" She runs out of the nursery and I can't help but smile, I don't think life could be any better at the moment.



FINALLY AN UPDATE!!! I know you guys have been waiting for this for forever and I'm soooo sorry.The next update will come much quicker I promise because I miss writing about Sydney and Niall so don't worry! :)

Also my sequel to this book currently isn't accurate either. Only because I'm still not sure how I'm going to end this book which means I wouldn't know where to start when rewriting my sequel, but I'll get there eventually. Thank you guys for hanging in there and patiently waiting I seriously do appreciate it! Love you guys <333

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