So Close Yet So Far

"With all of the struggles and everything in between, I know we can overcome it all and prove anyone that ever doubted us, wrong."


20. ❥Not Long Now Darlin'

 Months passed and we were already into our twelfth week in college. Shelby ended up not telling anyone she just ran out to get a breath of fresh air. I mean who wouldn't though.. what are the chances of you actually getting to room with someone who know's One Direction?

  As for the boys they still hadn't been down to visit. They haven't had long enough breaks to do that. Now they were in America for the Take Me Home Tour and soon they would have a break for Christmas. 

  I had to keep reminding myself that they only have 6 more shows in America until I know for sure Niall can come down. Hopefully after the rest of the boys visit family and such they'll want to come and visit too.

  Right now I was in my most favorite class at Uni, Mr. Carson's Calculus class. I know I sound like a nerd, but any type of math has always been fun to me. I'm always up for a challenge!

  While I was trying to listen to the lesson Niall was in the middle of texting me as well which was a little inconveniencing, but I didn't mind.

  He'd sent me a selfie with his tongue out like Miley Cyrus and doing some sort of crazy face, and that was the last straw for me. Knowing I was in the middle of a lesson he kept being funny and sending me all sorts of things he knew I would burst out laughing at, and I'd held it all in but now it all came tumbling out of me.

  While Mr. Carson was talking I started out quietly snickering to myself, but that then turned into full on laughter. My teacher stopped talking and I accumulated stares from everyone around the room.

  "Miss Holland is there something you would like to share with the class?" He had a stern look upon his face which meant he wasn't playing any games.

  "N-no. I'm sorry Mr. Carson." I took a deep breath and continued to write down my notes grimacing at Niall. Now I definitely couldn't wait until he came because he was surely going to get revenge!




   Only 2 more shows until Niall and I reunite now and I was bouncing off the walls! I couldn't wait until he engulfed me into one of his captivating hugs again. I could already smell his scent and I was filled with pure joy.

  "Hello my love! Only 2 more days until we see each other again. This is the longest we've been apart and it's killed me, but now it's all gonna be worth it! Love ya xx Nialler" I woke up to a sweet text from Niall which filled my stomach with butterflies.

  I don't know why, but my feelings for Niall have changed and i've certainly noticed it. I've become more.. I don't know.. lovey dovey with him.

  It's almost as if i'm catching feelings for Niall, but that would be ridiculous because I knew Niall didn't like me anymore than a friend so i've had to try and overcome that stage, but it's not working out to well.

  Every night I would sit in bed and think of what I would say to Niall about my feelings towards him, but I was scared of rejection. Rejection was standing in my way and I couldn't move past the fact that if Niall didn't feel the same way about me everything would be awkward between us from now and on. For the rest of our friendship.


:OOOO What do you think about Sydney's feelings?? Comment,fan,fav,like!!!! love ya x

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