Isn't She Lovey- I Want You Back

Teenage life ain't always the easiest for the two children on once famous Niall Horan and Isabell Horan. What come's with teenage life can haunt you in the future. bad memories could come spinning back and like could be turned around. So what memories are Sam and Charlotte making?


14. They Want Me To Feel Pain, I Can Show Them Pain


"Life can be such a joke to everyone sometimes," I cried as I tried to catch my breath. Why do people want me to die, especially because the reasons are just rumors. If they want me to feel pain, I can show them pain.

I got up and walked towards the bathroom. I look around to search what i was looking for, but all I could see was blur through the tears. My hands scattered around on the bench top, until I found razor. I ripped of the blade from the handle and stumbled towards the sink.

I turned on the cold tap and ran my left hand under it. I held the blade to my wrist attempting to slice, but nerves kept coming over me. I thought about all the bad, which gave me determination. I shut my eyes tight and slid the silver, shiny blade across.

At first, it didn't hurt that much, but when I opened my eyes to see all the blood, I realized what I had done and the pain came rushing over me like a giant wave over a small ant.

"Ahh," I moaned and I slapped my hand over my mouth trying not to let another noise come out.


I don't know if I should tell Isabell and Niall or not. I mean, she needs help, but I don't know how she would feel if I told. I can't break her trust in me, but this is serious stuff. 

I kept questioning myself the rest of the night as I tried to sleep. I don't know what to do.

"Ahh!" I heard I silent yelp. What was that? I was curious, but I just let it be and went, or at least tried to get to sleep. 



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