I'm Trying To Be OK

Amber has worked hard to provide a great life for her little sister, Lily. When their father experiences a painful -and unexpected- death, their mother decides to choose a different life. Therefore, Amber is given no other choice other than to begin raising 3 year old Lily by herself at the age of just 16. Now Lily is going to be 5 years old and has become a big fan of One Direction, When Amber finally sets aside enough money to score tickets to a concert, the boys become very interested to know more about them. Their lives instantly change into something better than anything they could have ever imagined. Find out what happens throughout their journey of love, trust, risks, and happiness.


34. You What !?!?!?

Noah picked me up from work, and we drove to my place. I couldn't help but rush to the elevator, because I wanted to see Lily. I used my key to get in, and immediately noticed the horrible smell. My mom was passed out on the couch with drool running down her neck. There were empty liquor bottles scattered around and no sign  of Lily. I got on my knees and shook my mother awake. "Where's Lily?!?" I shouted the second she opened her eyes. She groaned.

"She went out, jeez, calm down." She said, turning her body and shooing me away. 

"She's five!!!!!!!!!!!!" I barked. "WHERE IS SHE?!? How could you just let her slip from you fingers like that?!?!?" 

"She's with your boyfriend..." She mumbled. My eyes widened "She wanted to go with him, so I let her." She stood up and stumbled to the fridge. 

When I could finally process words I yelled, "You What!?!?!?!?" Without waiting for an answer, I grabbed Noah by his jacket and dragged him to the door. "Lets go." 


I directed Noah to the hotel, and he drove faster than I thought he could. His motorcycle made me nervous, more nervous than I already was. When we got there, I left him behind and made my way to the suite. I banged on the door with my tiny shaky hands. Harry opened it up and I shoved passed him and searched for my target. Lily laid asleep with her head on Zayn's lap, who was listening to music with his eyes closed. I marched over to him and yanked his ear phones out. His eyes met mine and he gently removed Lily from his lap, and replaced it with a pillow. I clenched my jaw and he did the same. He leaned in to hug me, with serious eyes but an innocent expression. I stepped back and began pacing back and forth. I didn't know how to organize my words. Hatred flowed through my veins as i thought of ways to spew out my wrath. "How. Dare. You." I mumbled under my breath, without looking him in the eyes. "You just... took her." 


"No. Shut up. I'm talking, you're not." I said, poking his chest hard. Noah had finally found his way up and came in, since Harry still held the door open, along with his mouth. "I can't even describe-" then he cut me off. 

"What's this prick doing here?" Zayn asked, looking into Noah's icy eyes. 

"You better not be using that kind of language around her." Noah said coldly, pointing at Lily. It's weird because he used to do it all the time.

"Maybe you should erm..." Harry started, walking towards us. 

"Don't get me fucking started!" Noah shouted. 

"Noah." I said firmly. "Stop it. I can handle this."

"No, you can't."

"Yes I can!" I barked back. 

"If that was true then we wouldn't be here right now." he said, looking deeply into my eyes in a scary way. 

"Don't you dare throw that bull shit at me." I choked on my lost voice. Then out of nowhere he gripped my wrist. I couldn't shake out of his hold so I pushed him with my other hand, sending his body towards Zayn, who had him pinned down In a second, wriggling and grunting angrily. I heard a whimper behind me, and when I whipped my body around, I saw Lily lying there with tears in her eyes. Zayn heard the gasp release from my lips and he got off of Noah. I rushed over to her and picked her up, letting her sob quietly on my shoulder. Zayn approached us and put his hand on my back, completely forgetting about Noah. 

"Stupid son of a bitch." Noah whispered, grabbing Zayn's shoulder and twisting his body around. Noah quickly punched him in the nose and Lily's cry grew louder. 

"Noah! Get out! Now!" I growled, pushing him away from us. Zayn's nose gushed out red liquid. Noah's eyes narrowed and he stared at me blankly. "Get. Out." I repeated, pointing to the door. Then he left. 

I suddenly felt weak.... I was like a lost puppy, looking into Zayn's sad eyes while Lily sniffled into my neck. I paced back and forth, not knowing what to do next. 


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