I'm Trying To Be OK

Amber has worked hard to provide a great life for her little sister, Lily. When their father experiences a painful -and unexpected- death, their mother decides to choose a different life. Therefore, Amber is given no other choice other than to begin raising 3 year old Lily by herself at the age of just 16. Now Lily is going to be 5 years old and has become a big fan of One Direction, When Amber finally sets aside enough money to score tickets to a concert, the boys become very interested to know more about them. Their lives instantly change into something better than anything they could have ever imagined. Find out what happens throughout their journey of love, trust, risks, and happiness.


27. Shower

I woke up gasping for air, because I had a nightmare. Maybe the scariest yet, for me at least. My mother had transformed into a dragon looking creature, and she had snatched Lily away from me. My feet were stuck to the ground, so no matter how many times I tried to throw myself at her, I couldn't get to her. There were shadows everywhere, laughing at me. Laughing at the fact that I couldn't reach her and hold her safely in my arms. One of them grabbed my throat, and I only got one more glance at Lily before I woke up, searching for oxygen. Zayn was still asleep beside me, but he woke up soon after, asking me what was wrong. "Nothing." I said shrugging it off. "Nightmare." I added, without looking at him. He rubbed my back gently and sighed.

"Wanna talk about it, babe?" I shook my head in reply as the visions of horror entered my thought again. I squinted and held my temples while I attempted to get rid of them with shaky breaths. Zayn sat up and picked up my bra strap so that it sat properly on my shoulder. Then he pulled my head closer to him and kissed my ear. I touched his bare chest as he squished our bodies together. I kissed the stubble on his chin and sighed. "Let's go take a shower." He said slowly. I grinned at him seductively as he unhooked my bra sneakily. I narrowed my eyes at him, and caught my breasts as he slipped it off.

He stood up, leaving me on the bed, topless, as he strolled to the door. "You coming?" He had my purple laced bra in his hands. He walked out and winked at me. I decided to follow him, so i got up and tiptoed to the door. I peeked out the hallway to check if the coast was clear. I jumped out and threw myself towards the bathroom. I heard a whistle from down the hallway and I held my chest tighter, afraid to see who it was.

"Good morning to you too." I blushed uncontrollably and I squeezed my eyes shut. The sweet Irish accent rung in my ears as Niall shuffled passed me and off to his room and I barged into the bathroom to hear Zayn singing in the shower. He probably didn't think I'd follow him. The singing came to a stop as I shut the door. I took the tie out of my hair and shook it wildly.

Zayn opened the curtain and watched me as I removed my underwear. I looked up at him and he bit his bottom lip as he revealed the rest of his naked body from behind the curtain. I walked closer until our chests were touching. He picked me up from my butt and lifted me into the shower, and before my feet could touch the floor, I jerked my body upwards and wrapped my legs around his waist. 

"You're so beautiful." he said. I leaned into him for a kiss, but he dipped his head and ran his tongue across the purple mark on my boob. He squeezed my ass gently and I let out a breathy chuckle. I caught his lips with my teeth and turned my head to begin a passionate kiss. My wet hair fell in his face as he moaned lightly. He pressed me against the cold tile and buried his face into my neck as he let out a groan in frustration. He entered me as the boiling water fell onto his back. I held back a shout and gasped instead. He looked and me and laughed a little, causing me to glare at him playfully. I bit my lip and moaned before I pushed my lips onto his. His tongue explored my mouth crazily and I moaned again. He pulled out as the kiss ended. "So beautiful." he whispered as he looked longingly into my eyes. He was about to enter me again when the door opened, interrupting everything and causing us to freeze. 

"Enough with the shower sex! Some of us are trying to eat breakfast." Harry shouted from the doorway. Zayn rolled his eyes and set me down. He pushed to the side and opened the curtain so that only his face was revealed. He whispered something viciously at Harry as I washed myself. I decided not to wash my hair because I don't like to wash it too many times a week.

I heard the door shut as Zayn joined me again. I stepped out without saying anything to him because I was suddenly embarrassed. I wrapped a towel around myself and went to the guestroom where I had put my things. I locked the door and got dressed into a black tank top and beige shorts. I shoved my used underwear into the bag and laid back on the bed. Someone knocked on the door but I didn't say anything.

"Babe c'mon. He didn't mean it. He was only joking. Amber..." I closed my eyes. "Amber your mom is here." he said and I jolted up out of the bed and over to the door. I opened it and he smiled. "Ha. I got you to open the door." Pain washed over me. Why would he do that? He knew how I felt about this whole situation with my mom. I glared at him as tears built up in my eyes. He shook his head and grabbed my hands to apologize. I snatched out of his grip and shoved him. He wasn't that effected by it but he moved enough to get out of my way so I could run off to the balcony and cry my eyes out. 

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