I'm Trying To Be OK

Amber has worked hard to provide a great life for her little sister, Lily. When their father experiences a painful -and unexpected- death, their mother decides to choose a different life. Therefore, Amber is given no other choice other than to begin raising 3 year old Lily by herself at the age of just 16. Now Lily is going to be 5 years old and has become a big fan of One Direction, When Amber finally sets aside enough money to score tickets to a concert, the boys become very interested to know more about them. Their lives instantly change into something better than anything they could have ever imagined. Find out what happens throughout their journey of love, trust, risks, and happiness.


22. I Want You To Stay

Amber's POV: I stood up slowly with Zayn's help and tried not to look around too much. I had a massive headache. Zayn kept asking me repeatedly how I was feeling and if I was alright. I was beginning to get annoyed with him so I barked, "I'm fine. Stop asking." He turned pink and bowed his head. "I'm sorry." I said, as I sat on one of the couches and reached for his hand. "Thank you... For making sure that I'm okay. I didn't mean to, you know." He sat beside me and I kissed his cheek. I layed back and rested my legs in his lap. "I think I should get going..." I told him, as I rubbed my eyes with a sigh. 

"Get going where?" he asked, bewildered.

"I'm just a bother. And now that my car is fixed I can go back."

"Why would you want to go back?"

"Because, Zayn... That's where I belong. Home. Do you really want me and a loud five year-old running around here everyday?"

"Yes, I would love that." He came closer and put his hand on my hip. "We're leaving soon, Amber. And I want to spend as much time as I can with you."

"Whe... when are you leaving?" I asked. I hadn't realized that they were probably just on a small break, and they'd have to go back to England eventually. 

"A little less than a month." He saw the tears build up in my eyes. "But we'll figure things out, yeah? We'll do whatever we can." he lifted my shirt and kissed my hipbone. "I want you to stay here... with me. So I can protect you. And take care of you." He spoke between kisses. I played with his hair as I choked back the tears that were forming. "Stay." he whispered. 

"I'll have to go back and get some of my things." He lifted his head up and climbed on top of me. I put my hands on each side of his face and kissed him. He pulled away and kissed each of my cheeks, then my neck and my chest, then my forehead and my mouth again. I giggled at his excitement and noticed that Lily had just entered the room. Zayn got off of me and when Lily approached us, he kissed her forehead and smiled. He told us he'd be right back and walked towards the balcony. I pulled Lily up onto the couch and squeezed her tightly. She buried her face into my neck and sighed. "What's wrong baby girl?" 

"I thought you were dead." she whispered secretively in my ear. 

"Noooooo!" I assured her. "I'm not dead, silly girl." i kissed her head. "I'll always be here. Got that?" She nodded and sighed again. 

"I love you, Amber." she said, with a small tremble in her voice. 

"I love you more." I rubbed her back until she fell asleep. 

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