I'm Trying To Be OK

Amber has worked hard to provide a great life for her little sister, Lily. When their father experiences a painful -and unexpected- death, their mother decides to choose a different life. Therefore, Amber is given no other choice other than to begin raising 3 year old Lily by herself at the age of just 16. Now Lily is going to be 5 years old and has become a big fan of One Direction, When Amber finally sets aside enough money to score tickets to a concert, the boys become very interested to know more about them. Their lives instantly change into something better than anything they could have ever imagined. Find out what happens throughout their journey of love, trust, risks, and happiness.


20. Game Night

When I was finally able to contain myself, I stepped outside casually and joined the others in the game room. There was tons of board games scattered around to room. The boys lifted there heads and stared at me mischievously. "What?" I said, with my head slightly bowed. They all shrugged with strange grins on there faces. I glared at Louis, who was at the verge of laughter. "Why are you all even here anyway? I thought you went to go pick up your suits." I added, plopping myself on one of the big black recliner chairs. 

"They didn't even ship them yet, so they rescheduled the shoot for later this week. We got some wings though." Niall answered, nibbling on a chicken wing. Lily came over and sat on my lap. I tickled her and laughed at her squeal. I kissed the top of her ear and set her down.

"I'm gonna go to the restroom, don't start without me." I told them awkwardly. I walked to the bathroom with my bare feet and closed the door. I didn't really have to go, I was just feeling a little queasy. I gargled some water and took many deep breaths. I searched the cabinets for Advil with no luck. A knock at the door startled me, causing me to gasp. I took another breath, to shake off the fear. " Come in." I shuddered. Zayn slowly opened the door and I smiled at him. He closed the door behind him and came towards me. When I wrapped my arms around his neck and hugged him, he grabbed my waist and nuzzled into my hair. I sighed.

"Whats wrong, love?" He asked, pulling away. I shook my head and he held me in his arms again. He placed tiny kisses on my neck and I smiled. 

"Nothing's wrong. I'm perfect." I said, smiling. 

"Yes, you are." He kissed me and slipped his fingers between mine. My emotions were running wild. Zayn kissed my hand and we entered the game room again. He sat in the seat I'd been sitting in before and pulled me onto his lap. I ran my fingers through his hair and kissed his forehead, then he kissed the inside of my arm, then my nose. 

"Ewwy." Lily whined. I rolled my eyes and stuck my tongue out at her. I was suddenly nervous again. My hands trembled and Zayn noticed when I took a shaky breath. He rubbed my stomach with one hand while the other remained on my waist.  

"Are you sure you're alright?" he worriedly whispered in my ear. The fact that he said that made it worse. I have major anxiety problems, and I didn't want to tell him. I was quite embarrassed about things like that. I took his hand off of my stomach and squeezed it. 

I was about to nod when Harry said, "Oh Amber, your car is fixed. They just delivered it into the parking lot while you were uh, busy with Zayn." 

"Thank you." I nodded at him with a kind smile. If I leave, then I can get my anxiety medicine. I stood up quickly and continued to take weird deep breaths. I need that medicine. I need to get home before I die. I really felt like I was going to die. Crazy thoughts flushed through my brain as my breaths became deeper and faster. I have to get home, I have to get home -I kept thinking to myself. Zayn stood up beside me and held me up. "I have to... I'm gonna....  get... I'm gonna d-" Then felt my eyes roll back and everything went black. 

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