I'm Trying To Be OK

Amber has worked hard to provide a great life for her little sister, Lily. When their father experiences a painful -and unexpected- death, their mother decides to choose a different life. Therefore, Amber is given no other choice other than to begin raising 3 year old Lily by herself at the age of just 16. Now Lily is going to be 5 years old and has become a big fan of One Direction, When Amber finally sets aside enough money to score tickets to a concert, the boys become very interested to know more about them. Their lives instantly change into something better than anything they could have ever imagined. Find out what happens throughout their journey of love, trust, risks, and happiness.


26. First Night

We got back to the hotel and the boys weren't there. I plopped onto the couch and pretended like i wasn't crying, but I was.  Zayn brought me a water bottle, so I took a small sip and set it down on the coffee table. He sat next to me and rubbed my back, then I gripped his hand and pulled it, gesturing for him to come closer. He layed behind me on his side and rested his warm hand on my hip. He lifted my shirt and ran his fingers over my stomach. I felt his lips on my ear and smiled. I turned my body around so that my chest was pressed against his. He pulled me closer while I put my shaky hands on either side of his face. "We'll get her back." he whispered, making my heart practically stop. "I promise." I smashed my lips against his while he started to touch every inch of my body. 

 He squeezed my butt, and when I opened my mouth to gasp, his tongue began fighting with mine. He cursed under his breath and I felt him start to grow. I couldn't help but laugh a little, but then I decided to tease.  "What's the matter..." I said, breaking the kiss and messing with his belt. He grunted and rolled his eyes, knowing that this was fun for me. I kissed him again to cover up his moans while I unbuckled his belt. He chuckled painfully when I got it loose and hesitated with the button. 

"Shit, you're driving me mad." He kissed my cleavage and started planting a hickie on top of my right boob. I took of his shirt, then he kept going at my chest. "I want you."

"I can tell." I said, palming him, making him go absolutely insane. "Ow!" I hit his shoulder and he backed away, satisfied with his work. I looked down and saw the bruising mark he'd left. "Oh my-" I tried to protest, but Zayn cut me off by lifting my face back up and kissing me again. While he nibbled at my ear, I looked towards the small window in the corner. It was getting darker. Zayn pulled off my shirt, and then my cami, then he started kissing my hipbone. He squeezed the hem of my jeans and kissed my stomach. I straddled him and pulled his face into my neck. He swept sloppy kisses across my collarbone and up my neck.

He was about to tear my bra off when the front door began to jerk. My body collapsed onto his and I bit his shoulder in anger. Zayn cursed uncontrollably and I laughed. The boys flooded in and laid all eyes on us.  "What the fuck are you doing here?" Zayn spat at them. I was frozen, with my face in his neck with a smile on my face. Zayn squeezed my hips. 

"I sure hope thats Amber." Louis joked. I lifted my head and stared at them uncomfortably. They all had girls with them, except Niall, he had a sandwich cradled in his hand. "Nice love bite." He added, pointing to the hickie Zayn gave me. I rolled my eyes and looked down at him. He winked at me and kissed my jawline. I stood up and nodded awkwardly at the boys and their guests. Zayn also stood up and chuckled. 

"Can you not..." I told them, and they all looked away while Zayn passed me my shirt.

"Don't put it on!" He said, before I had a chance to put it over my head. Then he took me and swung my body over his shoulder and headed to the bedroom. I was suddenly more embarrassed than I was before. Liam shouted after us saying that they were doing some kind of movie night or something. We ignored it. Zayn's pants were falling and i laughed. 

  "I gotta nice view from here." I whistled and smacked his butt.    "Mine is better. Trust me." he answered, tugging on the fabric of my jeans with his free hand. He tossed me on the bed and jumped on me hungrily. Then Harry entered without knocking.    "Hey Amber, is Lily here?" I pushed a frustrated Zayn off of me and sat up to look him in the eyes.    "No, why?" I could tell that he was trying hard not to look at my boobs.    "I just.... I was just making sure because I brought a hot girl over to... you know. And I didn't think it'd be right... If..."   "She's not here. So uh.... knock yourself out." He smiled and gave me a thumbs up. I laid back and covered my face as the tears built up again. I picked up Zayn's wrist to look at his watch. It was almost 9 o'clock. I stretched my neck and kissed him gently. "I'm sorry."   "No, no, baby. Don't be." He caressed my face and grinned. "Wanna just turn in early?" Then he came closer to me ear and whispered, "I'm the best cuddle buddy you'll find around here." I giggled and cried a little because Lily was my cuddle buddy. He stood up while I stayed on my back and unbuckled my jeans. He pulled them off gingerly and kissed both of my thighs. I crawled under the blanket and pulled him with me after he kicked off his pants. He kissed my head several times and stroked my hair as he held me closer. As close as possible.    That night I didn't fall asleep until 4 am... because I couldn't keep my mind off of my baby sister.
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