Losing Myself For You

Grace is a 19 year old girl just trying to pay the bills of her new apartment in Doncaster, England. She decides to go into the tutoring program for younger kids at the local high school, but when she meets Lottie's older brother one day will it strike up some romance? Or maybe conflict? And will she still be able to focus on her job and career with the new distractions?


43. Trying To Leave

Louis's P.O.V.
I had dosed off... Probably exausted from being upset all morning.
I woke to the sound of a door opening quietly and then shutting.
I would've assumed it was Harry, but the sound came from the opposite end of the hallway, the side Grace was on.
I walked quietly to my door and ever so slightly opened my door.
It was her.
As she passed my door I opened it," Where are you going?"
I leaned uP against the frame and crossing my arms, hoping I looked decent.
" Out," she replies coldly.
" Out where exactly?"
I looked at my clock, 8 PM.
" It's not really any of your business now is it? I need somewhere to stay with this storm where I feel safe."
" And that's.... That's not with me?"
She had been lOoking at the floor, but now her big grey eyes were locked on mine.
" I'm not going to repeat it Lou. It hurts me just as much as it hurts you."
" So if it hurts us both, then why are we listening to him? He could be lying you know."
" I don't know anything about your father. He left me and my mom when I was 11."
" If I looked into options we'd have to prove we are or aren't related would you go?"
" yes..." She started walking away slowly, but I didn't want this conversation to end just yet.
" Grace..."
" Yes?"
" Don't go. Please."
She sighed," Liam invited me to spend the night with him and Niall at his place."
" Liam?"
" Yes. He seemed to be the only one that cared about how I felt.."
" I did. You wouldn't see me."
I was waiting for her grey eyes to meet mine, but instead they travel out of sight. I heard her car start up.
I turned around and Harry was there," Mate you have some serious problems."

Grace's P.O.V.
I got into the car just in time before I cried. With all these emotions lately I'm suprised the paparrazzi haven't gotten a picture.
I threw my head onto the wheel of my beaten red car, and cried.
I was almost done when a knock on the window startled me.
It was Harry so I rolled down the window.
" Harry you scared the hell out of me!!"
" Sorry, can we talk?"
" Why? So you can defend Louis and tell me I should be with him? Because I'm not going to do-"
" I actually agree with you, however that's not what I wanted to talk to you about."
I was a bit shocked," Um.. Ok? Hop in."
He walked around the car and I noticed Harry really for the first time. He was incredibly good looking, with the muscular body, good style, and of course his hair.
But he wasnt my type. If anything he was more like a brother to me than Louis was.
" So what's up?"
" Well, it is about you and Louis..."
" I thought you said-"
" Look, I just want you to know I'm sorry this happened to the both of you. I really am. However, i want you to know that anytime you need me I'm here. I may be Louis's best friend, but that doesn't mean I'm not here for you."
" Thanks."
" Also, and I know you don't want to hear this, Louis isn't well. He thinks you hate him. He came in earlier-"
" If only. It would be easier to hate him...."
" But?" he asked. I knew I had said to much, and I was trapped.
" But I... I still love him."
I broke down after that.
" No... Grace you can't blame yourself. You guys dated for two months, it doesn't go away in one day."
" But shouldn't I be disgusted?"
" I.... I don't know. I find it difficult to believe you are siblings. You dont look or act alike in anyway."
My phone vibrated twice," Are you ready? I can pick you up. -Liam"
" Please come back inside. I know your still here, please. -Lou"
I couldn't go back in.
" No, I'm going to Liams. We need time. Goodnight. -Grace:)"
" You know you break him a little more eah time you push him away."
I nodded," It hurts me just as much."

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