Losing Myself For You

Grace is a 19 year old girl just trying to pay the bills of her new apartment in Doncaster, England. She decides to go into the tutoring program for younger kids at the local high school, but when she meets Lottie's older brother one day will it strike up some romance? Or maybe conflict? And will she still be able to focus on her job and career with the new distractions?


68. To Love is to Destroy

Louis's P.O.V.
She stormed out of the room faster then I could say anything. I looked at Harry with my mouth hanging open for at least a minute.
" Grace!" I yelled running after her finally. She went to our bedroom and she ha locked the door," Grace! Grace please! I can explain! It's not what you think! Please!"
I was practically crying I was so upset. Wasn't I supposed to be the man in this relationship? Come on Louis tough it up.
I could feel her lean up against the door, and slide down it. I longed to be on the other side of the door just so I could wrap my arms around her and save her from being upset.
" Please.." I practically whispered. I was loosing it.
" Louis let me talk to her," Harry moved me out of the way and knocked on the door. He only had to knock once before she let him in.
I slid down the door with my ears against it. I know it was bad, but I couldn't loose her, and I had to make sure Harry sorted everything out for me.

Grace's P.O.V.
" Sit down," he said. He had his head in his hands and looked extremely upset.
" Harry, what's wrong with you?" I was the one Balling and I'm sure my makeup looked great because of it.
" There is a misunderstanding."
My heart picked up again. Did he mean between Lou and I? Why should I care, I reminded myself. He never loved me....
" I slept with Eleanor. It was me, not Lou. It was after his birthday party, and I was drunk and didnt know who she was and neither did you two, but I know now ad so does Lou. I won't be seeing her again."
My spirits lifted back to where they had originally been and I couldn't keep from smiling.
" What?" Harry asked.
" Nothing, are you ok?" I asked being a little more sympathetic. Poor Harry. How awkward considering him and Lou were practically brothers!
" I feel like I've betrayed him, but I shouldn't... Should I?"
I thought for a minute and Harry sat down next to me," No I don't think so. I mean Louis doesn't love Eleanor anymore so it's not like he can be jealous, unless he does love her back...."
My heart sped up and I knew it was the hormones getting to me...
Harry chuckled," Don't be silly Grace, Louis loves you to the moon and back, and ONLY you. His eyes light up with joy whenever your around him and he would do anything for you."
I nodded," So your ok?"
" Somewhat. I just need to get back out there I think. I haven't been serious since high school. I think it's time I try to find the perfect girl for me."
I patted him on the back," Good for you! Let me know if you want some help ok? I'm pretty good at playing matchmaker."
" Lou?" I called out into the hallway. It had been an hour since Harry first came to talk to me and we kind of got distracted.
He walked in with his hands in his pockets and a worried expression on his face. He took a minute to take in my expression and since I was smiling he pretty much got the message.
He took two giant steps and gave me probably the best hug ever. He was kissing my neck and shoulder, almost making me groan.
" Louis! Can we talk please?"
" Sorry sorry I just... I thought I was going to loose you.
" I know. I'm sorry I didn't even listen I just assumed the worst. I'm sorry I blamed you."
" Love," he got down on his knees whereas I sat on the bed still," You shouldn't be apologizing for anything. I'm jus glad your not upset. I love you, and I can't loose you. You know as well as I do that we are meant to be together. We are meant to last forever. Now," he stood up," Where were we?"
I laughed as be began, but was interrupted by my phone. I had two new messages.
Harry- how is it that the second you guys make up you suddenly feel the need to have sex? Try to keep it down ;) and protection!!! Oh wait.. ;)
Maddison- hey!!! Ill be up in London for the next two months modeling. Mind if I crash with you for a week before my apartment is finished?! I still have yet to check out this boyfriend of yours... Lets see if he passes my inspection :)
I laughed at both messages, but mainly maddison's. She was my best friend back home, and I haven't seen her since I decided to move, suddenly.
To: Maddison- of course! Let me check with him to make sure since I live with him:) it'll be great to see you:)))
Louis was still kissing my neck and my shoulders as I was texting, but he decided to wrap his arms around my neck and lay down so that my back was stretched. It felt so good," hey Lou would you mind if my friend maddison stayed here for the week? She would come on Sunday."
" Of course she can love, she can keep you company on your time off."
We had finished all the parts of the movie I was needed in currently and I was off for at least a month.
I kissed his cheek and put my phone on the counter," Now where were we?"
" That doesn't sound farmiliar," he replied.
" I like sitting like this babe, it helps my back."
He chuckled and then moved out from under me," Lou!" I whined.
" Lay down on your stomach love," he said.
I did as told even though it was a bit uncomfortable at first.
Lou put on the heated blanket, gave me a pillow and started massaging my back. It was probably one of the best moments of my life.
" Louis, you don't have to do this," I whispered.
" Shhhh, just relax babe."
I smiled with my eyes close," I love you."
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