Losing Myself For You

Grace is a 19 year old girl just trying to pay the bills of her new apartment in Doncaster, England. She decides to go into the tutoring program for younger kids at the local high school, but when she meets Lottie's older brother one day will it strike up some romance? Or maybe conflict? And will she still be able to focus on her job and career with the new distractions?


81. Tied Down

Louis's P.O.V.

I walked into our bedroom, and she was zipping up a suitcase," You don't have to explain Lou. I guess you just got bored with me, so you tried Eleanor again. I don't know if I'll be able to take care of the girls or for how long I'll be allowed to keep them, but I understand-"

" No! Grace you've got the story all wrong," she was trying to pass by me and walk out the door, but I blocked it," Please just listen to me.

She through her bag down on the ground," Listen to you!!! You've been gone for almost three months now during one of the hardest times for me!! Does your sister in the hospital mean nothing to you?! How about the fact that you're missing all of your daughter's "first"?! How about the fact that everyday I contemplate whether to just leave or not? Im useless to you, you have no time for me anymore!"

" Grace I-"

" And all those months I seemed to think about one thing. Your mother told me BEFORE you left that you were going to propose. I was so excited and so anxious, but then you left and I had to ask myself what I did wrong. What I did to change your mind. I came to the conclusion that I wasn't enough for you anymore. I wasn't the same Grace, and that this horrible, depressed Grace had fully taken me, and that I would never get you back. That's why I'm packing. I don't think I could actually handle it coming from your mouth," she was fully sobbing now," I will always love you Louis. I'm sorry I wasn't-"

I did the only thing I knew would keep her completely frozen and completely shocked. I pulled out the little black box I had carried around with me for three months," Eleanor and I ran into each other, and I agreed to have lunch with her for closure. This," I pointed to the box," Should've been your's three months ago. I was such a coward, always keeping it with me, but never quite knowing how to ask you. But now, now I see this ring as the only way to get you to believe me and to stay. I still love you Grace. I will always love you. So..."


Maddison's P.O.V.

We stood outside their bedroom door as they tried to figure out the rest of their problems. The girls eventually woke up from their nap, so Harry and I handled that why they spent some time together. 

" This is probably the article she read," Harry showed me the pictures in the article as I took care of C. I never really called them by their real names, just C and J. I guess it was an "aunt" thing.

" No wonder," I said as I scrolled through 10 or 12 pictures of Louis and Eleanor at lunch," She looks bigger then she was before."

Harry's head shot up," What do you mean?"

I set C back down in her crib and made my hands round over my belly to indicate that she was pregnant.

Harry suddenly snatched his phone back and clearly looked at the picture, J still in his arms.

" I'll be right back love. Are you ok with these two while I'm gone?"

" Yes, but are you ok? You're turning into a ghost you're getting so pale. What's wrong?"

" Nothing. I promise," he kissed my cheek, handled me J, and left.

I didn't believe for one second that there was "nothing" going on. Why would he be so worried about Eleanor being pregnant unless something did happen between Lou and her..


Harry's P.O.V.

I hit the number under her contact and prayed and prayed she answered. I was so anxious. This couldn't happen, it couldn't. I just got Maddison to finally admit she had feelings for me, and there was so many possibilities with her, but if Eleanor was pregnant with my child...

" Hello?"

" Eleanor, it's Harry."

" Oh Harry! I didn't run into you when I was with Lou the other day. How are you?"

" Not so good actually. Eleanor, are you pregnant?"

There was a long silence. Too long for comfort," You need to tell me El."

" Harry I-"

" Are you?"

" Yes, but-"

" Am I the father?"

Another long pause," ELEANOR!!"

" Yes. You are."

My heart stopped. I had the girl of my dreams inside, the one I wanted to spend the rest of my life with, but now I was tied down. Now I was stuck between doing the right thing and doing what I wanted.


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