Losing Myself For You

Grace is a 19 year old girl just trying to pay the bills of her new apartment in Doncaster, England. She decides to go into the tutoring program for younger kids at the local high school, but when she meets Lottie's older brother one day will it strike up some romance? Or maybe conflict? And will she still be able to focus on her job and career with the new distractions?


79. Terrible

Grace's P.O.V.

Life went on. I returned to my movie set, finished the movie on part time so I could take care of the girls. A month later and she still hadn't woken up. Louis and the rest of the boys went back on tour and I was left with Maddison's help to watch the girls. 

He called every day, but we both could tell how different our relationship was without actually seeing each other. Lou never proposed before he left. That left me worried that he had rethought the whole thing.

I woke up at around 3:30 to Caroline crying, as she always did at this time. The same old routine, the same sadness, and the same fatigue I always had.

At least with my lack of eating normally these last couple weeks I had lost the bay weight, no matter how annoyed it made Maddison.

I took care of Caroline and then returned to lay wide awake in my empty bed. Would Lou be up right now? Would he be thinking about me? 

I cried myself to sleep thinking of Lottie, Lou, my life, and how pathetic it was that I was crying this much. Maddison came in and comforted me until the sun came up. 

" I know it's hard Lot. Stay with me here, he's only gone for another 2 months and he's coming to visit next weekend."

" What if he finds another girl?! Then I'm nothing to him! I'll be out on the streets, Caroline and Jennifer will be taken from me. Ill have nothing!"

" Shhhh That isn't going to happen.. Ok? Lou would never do that. He loves you just as much as you love him. He's just going through a tough time right now, and it doesn't help that he had togo on tour too. Trust me I miss Har... The boys as well."

" Oh give it up! I know you and Harry have something going on! You wanted to rip each other limb from limb the first week you met and now your practically a couple with each other. Come on Mads, I've known you forever, you cant hide something like that from me."

" Well..... Let's not talk about me. I'm always going to be here for you, and Lou is too."

I nodded. He would Skype me soon, and I would have to put on a smile. Just like every other day.


Harry's P.O.V.

" Have Louis call Grace. She looks like she's dying over here. Something needs to be done, shes losing it. x"

" Lou!!!! Come here!!" It was after our concert and we were just getting onto the tour bus.

" What?"

" Grace needs you. Look," I showed him the message and his eyes got wide.

" Oh my God. I'm terrible. Im a terrible boyfriend, im a terrible father, and im a terrible person."

" No your not.... You just need to be there for her. It's just as hard for her right now with Lot as it is with you."

He nodded and grabbed his laptop to set up," I need to go home. I have to visit her.... By the way, why is Maddison in your phone as-"

" Ok!! No more questions just talk to your girlfriend, plan the trip, and go see your little girls. Ill go with you if you want."

" Why? So you can see-"

" Oh shut up Lou!"

Why did he have to make fun of me for this. It's not like Maddison and I are together. She obviously didn't feel the same way I did about the whole situation, so that left my heart confused. I said I would wait but.... How much longer?


Louis's P.O.V.

" Hey, I want to tell you how sorry I am. I need to be there with you right now. Im coming home ok? Just call me back as soon as you get this babe. I miss you, I love you."

I hoped to God she didn't see the pictures. I ran into Eleanor once and the paps surrounded us like bees around honey.

If she assumed I cheated or anything I would have so much explaining to do. I wanted to explain before she saw them. Before she assumed I never loved her, because that was the furthest thing from the truth. I loved her and Caroline and Jennifer and my life. And I wasn't about to let one picture destroy it.

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