Losing Myself For You

Grace is a 19 year old girl just trying to pay the bills of her new apartment in Doncaster, England. She decides to go into the tutoring program for younger kids at the local high school, but when she meets Lottie's older brother one day will it strike up some romance? Or maybe conflict? And will she still be able to focus on her job and career with the new distractions?


54. Matching

Grace's P.O.V.
I was horrified. Mainly that someone could hurt her that badly, but also the fact that she.... And she wasnt safe bothered me too.
Louis must've seen my expression," My mum won't know about the miscarriage. She would never
Let Lottie near David again, and they love each other..."
I smiled at his sweetness, wrapping my arms around his neck," Lou you are quite the romantic aren't you?"
I tried to hide my still worried expression as best I could.
" I don't know, you tell me..." he lightly pressed his lips on mine, but I pulled away after a couple times mainly because we were in a public place.
He led me back to Lot, insisting she wanted to talk to me one on one.
I opened the door and saw the matching bruises we both now had; hers being much worse then mine.
She weakly smiled at me and I held back the many years that wanted so badly to escape my eyes.
" Hey."
" How are you?" I asked. She looked so hurt, I don't know how anyone could let this happen.
" I'm on pain killing medicine so I don't feel anything right now," she laughed," Give me a half hour and I'll let you know."
I laughed at her attempt to be funny.
" I have my backpack over there. I dont have English, but i have my history and geometry semester exam on Friday. Can we study?"
" Lot your excused from homework, you probably won't even be back in school by Friday-"
" No, I want to take finals, I've worked so hard all year and im not going to let Sarah ruin it."
I swallowed the lump in my throat," Sarah did this to you?"
She nodded," I'm starting to think she's sycotic to be honest."
" Well, Louis was pretty firm on getting a lawyer last time, now I have no doubt-"
" Are you and Louis related?"
".... What?"
" I said are you and Louis related? I saw the pictures, I know where you've been. That's what she was presenting to the class. I denied it, but are you?"
I looked at her with an open mouth and everytime I wanted to say something words won't come out.
I quickly got up to get Louis to come in. He could possibly help.
I grabbed him by the arm and pulled him in.
I pointed to him and Lottie repeated the question.
Louis seemed a bit star struck as well, but he was able to answer," We don't know. Dad told us we were, so we went to go get tested and-"
" But dad could've been lying," she was as determined as we were to believe this not true.
I nodded," That's why we went to get DNA Tested."
She nodded looked down at her arms. They were filled with bruises, and it hurt just looking at them.
" What will happen if you are?"
I looked at Louis longing for that answer. I never wanted to think about it, but I knew it was a possibility," I-I'm sorry lot but I don't think I'd be able to tutor you anymore."
" What! Why!?"
" Because I couldn't stand to be around you and think of how much we couldve bonded over the years and I wouldn't be able to stand seeing Louis move on to some other girl without being as hurt as I would be."
" But... You promised-"
" I will stay for finals. Plus Lottie you don't really need me anymore. You do great on your own!"
" No," she was crying," I do need you. For more then just school work."
" Well," I placed a hand on her shoulder," Lets not worry about it just yet."

Louis's P.O.V.
Grace started working with Lottie on her studies and I went back. I had been doing this for so long and it still wasn't as special.
Liam said the way he won Danielle back was because he sang to her. The only difference for me was that I wasn't trying to win Grace over, I was trying to tell her no matter what I would always love her.
I felt extremely bad for lying to her and saying I was going to the studio, but I wanted it to be perfect.
Today I went back home and found my "secret room".
I say it like that because Harry found it as well. It was truely my space though.
I snuck into it, not wanting Harry to know I was home.
I shut the door, turned the light on, and began to practice.
I practiced and practiced but I still didn't feel it was perfect.
I became frustrated," Why doesn't this work!?"
" Because it's the wrong song."
I whipped my head around and he was sitting up against the door," How long have you been here?"
He smirked," A while."
" Well then, if you were me what song would you sing because I'm quite happy with my choice."
He handed me his IPhone that already had a song on it.
I looked at the song, yeah that would work...
I looked back up at Harry and he smiled.
I groaned," Fine. Play it," and through his phone bak at him."

Grace's P.O.V.
We had just finished studying when I notice Lou was no longer here...
Mrs. Tomlinson had come, but Louis wasn't here.
I looked at Lottie questionly and she just shook her head.
" Lot I think I'm going to stop by Lou's."
She smiled and waved goodbye.
I called him on the way there, but he didn't pick up.
Once I finally got to his house I called his name twice. He had to be home his car was here and so was Harry's.
" Louis!!!"
No answer.
I went upstairs, dreading of what I would find in his bedroom, but noone was there either. I saw his closet open though, and I could her singing. His singing.
I walked closer to it and realized there was a door.
I leaned my head up against it, and my ear so I could listen.
What I heard did not comfort me," I just don't think I can do this. I don't think it's right."

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