Losing Myself For You

Grace is a 19 year old girl just trying to pay the bills of her new apartment in Doncaster, England. She decides to go into the tutoring program for younger kids at the local high school, but when she meets Lottie's older brother one day will it strike up some romance? Or maybe conflict? And will she still be able to focus on her job and career with the new distractions?


72. Lottie's Dilema

*** Hey guys, so here's the plan for the next to chapters. This one will be all from Lottie's pOv and then the next one will b flashing ahead 5 months (yes that means Grace will be 8 months pregnant). Just thought I would give u a little heads up so you weren't confused:) remember 10= new chapter!


Lottie's P.O.V.

The next morning I was so confused and frustrated that I didn't attend church with my family. Inside I stayed home and watched all of the Nicholas Sparks movie we owned. On daub day my family goes out for a Lon Brunch and then runs errands. Having the house to myself was scary, I keyed hearing things and imagining I saw things. My phone beeped on the middle of Dear John.

"Hey Lottie:) what's up?"

i looked that the number and realized who it was.... Brian.

i decided not to text back, but to once again try toget ahold of David.

It rang three times, and I was just loosing hope when he finally picked up," Hello?"

Hearing his voice again made me want to cry, but I held in it," David."

" Lot is everything ok? Are you ok?"

" I need someone here. My family left," I really did need someone here, but more I needed to talk to him in person.

He sighed and I could tell this was a tough decision for him," Im coming." The phone hung up and I smiled to myself, I had finally gotten him to come.

45 minutes later is when he got to my house. I texted him to walk right in, and he did. He stood in the corner of the room just starring at me.

" David.... Can u come sit down with me."

" Lot I...."

" Please."

He sighed, took off his shoes and jacket and sat on the opposite side of the couch. He was extremely awkward. I just had to come out and say if," I understand why your upset. Please though, please don't shut me out.

" My heart feels torn into a million pieces. I'm not sure I can fit them back together to love you."

" Would you have rather I Said no then I have to think about it!" I was standing now.

" Lottie sit back down your going to hurt yourself!"

I crashed back down on the couch and began to cry. I knew I had made my decision but I couldn't get it out of me to tell him.

" Lottie Im embarrassed. That's why I'm upset. I'm embarrassed I thought it would solve all of the problems, when obviously it's just added stress to you. I'm sorry. I can take the ring back and we can go back to just dating for however long.."


" You want me to take the ring back?"

" No! No, no no! I meant yes to your first question."

He started to smile," Wait..... You'll-"

" Yes. David," I had the biggest smile plastered on my face now," Yes, I will marry you."

Before I knew it I was showered with kisses, and I love you's and I could barely breathe. It was amazing. I was going to marry my best friend, at the age of now 16 and 15 1/2, we were engaged.

He pulled out the ring and I started to cry I was so happy! Why didn't I just say yes to him In the first place!! 

I looked up into his blue/green eyes and said," I can't believe it. We are engaged."

" I can," he kissed my and I was slightly reminded of... Brian?

" Why?" 

" We were meant for each other."

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