Losing Myself For You

Grace is a 19 year old girl just trying to pay the bills of her new apartment in Doncaster, England. She decides to go into the tutoring program for younger kids at the local high school, but when she meets Lottie's older brother one day will it strike up some romance? Or maybe conflict? And will she still be able to focus on her job and career with the new distractions?


26. I'm Moving

Grace's P.O.V.
The next day Lottie came to my apartment to do her homework. She was improving a lot, and as much as I loved to see her grow I knew soon she wouldn't need me.
" I have a speech I have to give on Thursday."
" Oh that's good! What class?"
" English..."
" What on?"
" Well...." she explained.
I nodded," That will be hard but we will practice every night, and of you make a script of it I'll make you some notecards you can use."
" Is that cheating if I have it in from of me?"
" Not at all Lottie!!! It's actually recommended. That way if it get lost then you can just look down at the cards."
" Sarah's in that class..."
" Don't look at her then, and if you have too pretend she me, or David. Just ignore her."
She nodded.
I went back to the kitchen, which we could still talk through because there wasn't a wall separating us.
I was packing some of the stuff I sold online. Louis had said to me I didn't need it since he alright had these sort of things.
I had about finished the same time she finishe her homework, so I made her some tea.
" So. I saw you and Louis at the resturant."
I was fake shocked," Really?! Because Louis don't make it obvious. I did remember to apologize for that right?"
" 7 times thank you."

Lottie's P.O.V.
I had to ask. It was nagging at me since he told me," So your... Not going to e living here much longer than?"
She looked straight forward, not looking at me," He told you?"
I nodded.
" Is that uncomfortable for you Lot?"
" Well. I guess a little bit. It'll be weird because I hate doing homework at my house, but..."
" But what?"
" I've... Umm... Never been to Louis's house..." I hated admitting it.
" What!?! Well thatll change. We can still do homework I'm sure at Louis's. It's about 25 minutes from your school, but I can drive..."
" You don't get it do you?!"
I couldn't hold it in.
Now she was looking at me.
I continued," I've never actually liked any of the tutors ive had. EVER. And I really like having you around, but Louis is going back on Tour in 3 months. 3 months is right before finals. And he will insist on you coming with, and you'll leave me. I can't say I blame you, it seems like you really love my brother...."
She sat down next to me, grabbed my hand and said," Charlotte Tomlinson, I promise you I will be here for you to study for your finals. I give you my word. Louis can have me fly out on a later time. It'll be alright."
And she gave me a huge hug.
" Grace?"
" Mhhhh?"
" I really hope Louis doesn't mess this up with you. Your an amazing person."
She laughed," Thanks."

Grace's P.O.V.
I started putting the boxes of stuff I was selling and sending out in my car two mornings later. Lottie's speech was today, and she was ready.
I went up to grab the last three boxes. As I was walking down the hall, I ran into someone.
" Oh my gosh!! I'm so sorry! Are you al... Carter?"
" What the hell are you doing with all of these boxes?!"
He was yelling, I stepped back. I hadn't talked to him since that fight. And I didn't want to. It was another reason I was excited to move to Louis's. He'd completely dissapear from our lives, and that was a good thing.
He wasn't cute anymore. He looked tired, and to be honest a little hung over.
" I'm selling some stuff now that I've lost my job and I don't need it."
" Don't need it?" he said in a low voice. He blind hair was messy an he had dark shadows under his eyes.
" Yeah. I'm moving."
" Where?" I could feel the coldness in his voice.
" Back home with my parents in London," I lied. I didn't want him to know.
" You sure it's by with that Lewis guy?"
" His name is Louis, and no. It's not."
" Well you could move in with me..." he got really close. Just so I was up against the red wall and the boxes blocked my way out.
He was about to kiss me, when I nicely shoved him back," No Carter. I'm still in a relationship."
" No one will know," he whispered.
He thought he was being hot. Mysterious. He's not. He's creepy.
That time I shoved hard," No. Please just go back upstairs. I'm done Carter."
As I turned around to grab my boxes, he grabbed a place near my waist, except behind and lower.
I removed them and slat him across the face," Get. Away. From. Me."
" We're done when we say I'm done," he croaked.
He pushed me up against the wall and I stayed there. I couldn't fight. He was stronger.
He was trying to kiss me, but I wouldn't kiss back. That drove him mad.
He freely moved his hands up and down me, and I shivered at each movement.
Whenever he let me breathe I'd scream.
I heard police syrians, and two came and got him off. They must've heard my screaming. Or someone called. Yeah that's more realistic.
I fell to the floor sobbing.
" I'm so sorry miss. Is there anyway I can assist you?"
It was a police man. Finally someone I could trust.
I threw him my phone," Call the contact Louis and explain to him what happened. Ask him if he can pick me up."
He nodded and started tapping my IPhone.

****** Authors Note**********
Hey everyone it's Shannon!!!
2000 reads woooohooooooo!!!! Hahaha anyway I'm so sorry for not updating this in a while. My other fan fiction " Am I Really Good Enough" was the main priority for a while, and since I'm only a freshman we started reading " To Kill A Mockingbird" in English.
(P.S. all I think about in class is fan fiction ideas)
If any of you have read it PLEASE tell me if it's good. Everyone says its there favorite book but just don't see it.
Anyway ATTENTION ALL INSTAGRAMMERS I have an account specifically for my fan fiction, it's @shannonstylesfanfiction, but idk how long or how much I'll update it. It's hard with basketball and homework :(
Anyway please follow and I'm off I have a speech I have to Give tomorrow wish me luck!!!!!
- Shannon <3 .xxxx
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