Losing Myself For You

Grace is a 19 year old girl just trying to pay the bills of her new apartment in Doncaster, England. She decides to go into the tutoring program for younger kids at the local high school, but when she meets Lottie's older brother one day will it strike up some romance? Or maybe conflict? And will she still be able to focus on her job and career with the new distractions?


75. Caroline Ashley and Jennifer Charlotte

Grace's P.O.V.

That night... well really morning, two little girls were born. The had to cut me open in order to get them, but they were still born with two little hands and two little feet as well as Lou's sparkling blue eyes.

We had picked names out months in advance, and I was happy when the doctor finally asked Lou which one was which.

He looked at me, and I was so tired I didn't even care anymore," Your call," I said.

He walked over to the table where both girls were being cleaned off and really looked at them.  It took him awhile before he brushed the cheek of one of our crying daughters and said," This is Jennifer Margaret Tomlinson, and this," he pointed to the one who upon seeing her father stopped crying and only looked at him," Is Caroline Ashley Tomlinson."

He came back over to me and laid down next to me, hugging me around the waist ( which stung by the way, but I chose to ignore it)," You did it love, you did it."

i nuzzled into him and started to drift off when I heard one of them start crying. I laughed a little causing my stomach to hurt as one of the nurses brought me Jennifer," Let the parenting begin," I said looking up at Louis. He was mesmerized by Caroline, holding her little head and playing with her legs and arms. It took every bit of me not to cry, he was already the perfect father.

Jennifer started to cry in my arms and a slowly calmed her down. She had Lou's eyes... They both did. It all hit me then, I was a mother of two girls, Jennifer Charlotte and Caroline Ashley. 


Lottie's P.O.V.

Mom got the frantic call from Louis later in the night. I was asleep, but she woke me up so I could be there and boy was I glad i was. They out me in a wheelchair, and wheeled me down to were they were.

THe other boys were there along with Maddison, and David and mom were behind me. 

" How is she?" I asked.

Maddison sat down next to me," She's recovering. I think Lou is letting her sleep now, but you can still go in. Ive already been in once... The girls are beautiful."

I nodded. Just as I suspected Lou didn't go through with the proposal yet. He had told me many times he was ready for the next step in there relationship, but I never really believed he was brave enough to go through with it. He just needed a little push thats all.

I wheeled in slowly, making sure to knock before, and made my way over. Despite what Maddison had said they were both awake cradling there new little girls.

" Lottie! How are you?" Grace "whisper yelled". One of the girls was sleeping in her arms, so I had to be quiet.

" Im doing well. How are you? A little sore?"

She giggled a little and then nodded," And you Lou?"

" What? Oh Im fine, I think they like me," he replied with a hug smile on his face. Of course they liked him! He would be a great father...

" Are you sure there isn't anything else?" I hinted. If Lou didn't propose soon I would get down on one knee and propose for him.

" No I think thats it, just a lot of crying," he smiled at me.

I rolled my eyes before asking Grace," what names did you pick?"

" I let Louis choose. That is Caroline Ashley, and this is Jennifer Charlotte," she smiled at the mention of my name.

" You named her after me?" I asked Lou.

" WE named her after you."

I smiled looking down at her little body. She had Grace's face, but Lou's eyes. She was adorably cute even for less than a day old.

" Lot we were wondering if you would be both of the girl's god mother?" Grace asked.

I was already overwhelmed with them naming one after me, but being the god mother? It was too much. I started to cry as Harry, Maddison, David, and Mom came in.

" I would love too, but that's not far to Maddison."

" Lottie what are you saying?" Grace asked.

I looked up at Maddison, she was holding on to harry's hand and I could tell there was something brewing between the two of them," Lou, who are the god fathers?"

" Harry is the god father of Caroline and Liam is the god father of Jennifer."

I smiled to myself as I said," I would like to be the god mother of Jennifer, but I think Maddison should be Caroline's god mother. That's who you were going to ask right Grace?" 

She nodded," Maddison?"

She turned to Harry and looked at him as she said," I would be honored."


Harry's P.O.V.

After the god parent decision was settled Maddison and I made our way down to the hospital lobby, and then out the door to the nearest coffee shop. Everyone had been up all night except Zayn, Niall, and Liam who decided to go home, and Lottie who had to go back to her room an hour after arriving for her next treatment.

I got into the drivers seat and drove to the coffee shop in less than five minutes. We ordered and sat into a secluded corner thinking we could take a little break before we returned to help then with the girls.

She was quiet and usually I would think it was because she was tired, but today it was a different expression," What are you thinking?" I asked.

" Oh nothing, just about the girls... and Grace and Lou's relationship."

" Oh?"

She laughed," Don't get too excited, I was just wondering if I would ever want that life, and if I would ever want to start a family. Do you ever wondering about that kind of thing?"

I took a sip of coffee and answered," Umm... I do, but not as much starting a family as starting a relationship."

" With me?"

I nodded, trying so hard not the show any sign of embarrassment. WHy should I be embarrassed now? She's always know how I felt about her, but something about this was different.

" Harry, I don't know if I'm ready yet for something like that."

I stretched my hand across the table so it covered hers," I don't plan on leaving anytime soon love. Take your time."




**** Author's Note"***

I am so so so so so so so so so SOOO sorry for the chapter being late. I am remembering now why I never wrote during the school week now! Im so sorry it wasn't the best it could possibly be, but my first draft didn't save!!! AHHHHH!!!! Plus I mean u guys know Im in high school and most of you know what thats like but ANYWAY (sorry for my rambling) I hope you liked it!!! Next chapter is coming soon! ( Hopefully)... Also my friend had surgery the other day so if you could keep her in your prayers that would be so kind:) thanks guys:) 


Remember that idea with MSG i had a while ago, well " SIx Years in MSG" is in the making and will be out within the next two weeks! so please keep an eye out for it!!!

thanks for reading guys!! and remember 10 comments= NEW CHAPTER!!!

Shannon :)))

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