Losing Myself For You

Grace is a 19 year old girl just trying to pay the bills of her new apartment in Doncaster, England. She decides to go into the tutoring program for younger kids at the local high school, but when she meets Lottie's older brother one day will it strike up some romance? Or maybe conflict? And will she still be able to focus on her job and career with the new distractions?


41. Boyfriend or Brother

Grace's P.O.V.
He brought us both in. We were both silent, shocked at the news.
He left us in a living room while he went to go get tea. We sat in two separate leather chairs.
" Louis how old are you?"
" 21, 22 in a month why?"
" I'm 19, 20 in a month."
I came to the realization of what my father did.
" Alright here you go. Now, I need to explain to you both-"
" Oh you don't need to explain anything Mr. Tomlinson," I said coldly.
" Or dad?"
" No. You lost that respect. You cheated on my mom. You hurt her and you didn't want to live up to your mistake so you made yourself go away. You chose to leave me and my mom. You never loved either of us, and it obviously shows. You lied to my mom just so you could be with Louis's mom."
" Gracie I-"
" Don't you dare go back to trying to be bloody caring and kind toward me. To hell with you!"
" Grace!" Louis voice stopped me from walking out.
" Sit down and listen to our father."
He was taking his side?! He wasn't the forgotten child here.
" Like you can tell me what to do!"
I walked out, then realized... I had no where to go.
I got inside Louis's car and waited for him to come out. I needed to get my stuff out of his house and get away. I could probably call someone. My friend Jillian lived in Doncaster.
He walked out with his hands in his pockets and got in the car.
He immediately threw his head on the wheel.
" Can you just drive?" I had no right to talk to him like that, but then again I was his sister.
Wait, I was his sister.
" You don't even care?"
" What?"
" YOU DON'T EVEN CARE WE CANT BE TOGETHER ANYMORE!! God I... I can't even fucking think straight. You... And I..... This isn't possible."
" You think it isn't weird for me? Before we came we-"
" Don't talk about it."
" What? Now that your my brother you can boss me around?"
He turned to me," We don't have to do this. We can totally forget everything he just said and still be together. We don't tell anyone. Please."
His eyes were growing puffy and red.
" We can never be together."
" What? But I love-"
" I love you two Louis, but its not... Good. The fact that we even went as far as we did is...."
" Disgusting?"
" No! No no I-I loved it but-"
" Then why not!!? Grace I love you, not like a sister should be loved. I- I had plans...."
" What kind of plans?"
" I went with Harry last week to buy a... A um.... I piece of jewelry that's worn around a finger."

Lottie's P.O.V.
" Yes she has. There's three bruises on my legs and obviously my knee is damaged well."
" And the verbal insults?"
" Umm Ms.? I'd rather not repeat them, the language is fowl and I don't believe in swearing."
She nodded, picking up the speaker for the PA system. First class had started and both me and David were in the principals office.
" Sarah Clancy to the office immediatly," then she turned to me," You are going to be fine Lottie. She's done here for a while."
" You're going to expell her?"
" She's violated the schools main policy, no physical violence. So yes."
" Ms. I don't know if-"
" Thank you Ms. We will be off to class now," David said.
" Actually David, you are both free to go. I believe Ms. Tomlinson here needs rest and a ride home."
" Oh right."
David had gotten his license, and he had been so happy ever since. The first thing he did when he got it was take me to the park for a picnic which was so romantic.... Until it rained. Still I loved him for it."
" Good day miss," I said crutching out of the office.
Sarah stormed down the hall at me," You little..."
" Miss Clancy main office. Now."
" Come on Lot," David pulled me out of the school.
" Let's go to a late breakfast and call your mom. Shell need to know."
" Same with your mom."
He laughed," My moms on vacation, I'm fine."
" Whatever you say," I said as he opened the car door for me.

Louis's P.O.V.
"You...you were going to propose?!"
I nodded, finally breaking down.
" You love me THAT much."
" With everything I have."
" Well..."
I got my hopes up too much. Please please Lord I need her.
" Well Lou I.... No its wrong. We can't do this."
I lunged forward and kissed her. I did it because I knew it could be the last time I did so.
She pulled away seconds later, she was balling," Don't do this to me Louis. You know we can't it's wrong. I love you but I can't."
" YOU CAN! I will leave the band. We can run away! Live our lives together, leave everything. If that's what you want."
" No, no. I need time. I can't process all of this."
Every word she said broke my heart.
" If that's what has to happen, your staying at my place, spare room."
She nodded.
" look I will love you no matter what. No matter if you chose to have me as a boyfriend or a brother."
" I want to love you as my boyfriend. But you will always be my brother."
I started the car feeling empty, she was what kept me happy and now I didnt have her. How was I supposed to function?
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