Losing Myself For You

Grace is a 19 year old girl just trying to pay the bills of her new apartment in Doncaster, England. She decides to go into the tutoring program for younger kids at the local high school, but when she meets Lottie's older brother one day will it strike up some romance? Or maybe conflict? And will she still be able to focus on her job and career with the new distractions?


80. A New Relationship and A Questioned One

Grace's P.O.V.

I hung my phone up and instantly a smile grew on my face. He was coming home. I had to clean the house, get the girls ready, and make myself look half decent. So much to do in so little time!!

I quickly sped around the house, stopping only for a second for some water when I felt a bit lightheaded, bathed, clothed, and set the girls down for their nap, and then got myself ready. 

I put on a nice orange dress, some black heels, makeup, and did my hair so that it fell in dark blond curls. I was getting tired of having long hair and had thought about cutting it several times. Maybe I would ask Lou what he thought.

I looked at myself in the mirror and turned to the clock right as it turned noon. I still had a good hour and a half before he would be here. I decided to turn the tv on, check the girls really quick down the hall, and then plop down on my bed. I grabbed my laptop after watching an episode of Big Bang Theory, and decided to check up on the latest 1D rumors.

I always laughed at them. They were so ridiculous that half the time...

I clicked on the first article," Louis Tomlinson seen with ex Eleanor Calder in Paris!!"

My heart sank more and more as I read the article. He was with her and it looked like they were out for lunch or something. 

I started to hyperventilate. This was just what I feared. I knew he would lose interest in me and forget about me.

I knew the real reason he was coming home now. I got up and started packing my bags. I took the dress and heels off and put regular, casual clothes back on. I was sobbing as I cleaned out my belongings and waited for the love of my life to get rid of me.

One of the girls started to cry, so I stopped packing and attended to them. I didn't know what would happen to them. I couldn't lose them. Not them and Louis. Not my family.


Harry's P.O.V. 

As soon as the car pulled in the driveway I made a break for the door. Lou was right, the only reason I came, other then to be his wingman, was so I could see her again.

I had this stupid hope inside me that the separation between us might change her feelings toward me. Maybe, since I wasn't always there for her that she would realize she really did need me.

I unlocked the door and i heard her heels clicking as she walked toward the door. When she turned the corner all I could do was stare. She had died her hair from a beach blonde to a light brown, and on top of that she was wearing a blue dress that not only highlighted her eyes, but made her hair look... for lack of a better word incredible.

" Hello love," I said trying to play it normal when really my insides were exploding with butterflies. I was about to lean up again the doorframe, but Lou pushed passed me, and ran up the stairs.

She laughed and I just rolled my eyes. I reached down to grab my two bags when she said," Oh! Let me help you!"

I looked back up to see if she was serious, but she winked at me, hinting she really wasn't.

She guided me back to my room, and shut the door behind her.


Maddison's P.O.V.

It was obvious when he walked in that he still had those feelings for me. No matter how "cool" he tried to play I could always see right through him.

I shut the door, but immediately after I was shoved up against it, and we were kissing.

I was shocked at this, not because I didn't expect it, but because of the feeling I got while we were kissing. Before he left I felt nothing, but now.... Now I could feel the spark.

Just as I feared I had fallen for Harry Styles.

He was the first to pull away," Hello to you too," I said trying to regain my sanity.

He starred at me for a while, looking me up and down which normally would've creeped me out, but this was Harry, and Harry was different.

" What?" I asked.

" You didn't feel that? Nothing?"

" I..... Harry what are you-"

" Never mind. I umm... Im going to leave.."

He reached for the door handle, but I blocked him. I did not know if now was the time to tell him. I knew I had feelings for him and he returned the same, but I didn't like the change of it all. What if it didn't work out? What if he hurt me like all the others had? He did seem different from them, but did I know I was ready for this?

" Harry.. I... Im sorry. Please, just listen," I wrapped my arms around him neck, but he took a couple steps back, making them return.

" You have my attention," He said crossing his arms in front of his chest like a little kid.

I took a deep breath and said," Harry, I.. I believe I might... May... have... some feelings for you," I paused for a second to see his reaction, but nothing," I've been hurt so many times before, and I know you are different, so I've been trying to convince myself I'm ready."

" Ready for what?"

" Ready to try what we have, because your right, I can feel it."

I watched him for a while, he was straight-faced and still had his arms crossed. Not a good sign.

" Harry?"

Slowly a smile formed on his face and he practically threw me into the arm, spinning me around and yelling things I didn't even understand.

When he put me back down we kissed again, but were interrupted but yelling outside the door.  

" We will continue this later," he said opening the door and walking out with my hand in his.

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