Same Mistakes

Adilene had a depressing life. Her boyfriend was abusive, her family unappreciated her,and she cut herself to let the pain away. Find out what happens when she meets Zayn, but little did she know that her life was about to change.


14. Stay With Me

Hello! I normally don't do these type of messages, but I wanted to inform you that this chapter has sexual content. Aha, this is my first time writing something like this, but please comment your thoughts. I want to make this a challenge, but original at the same time. Thank You All! Xx


I woke up once again. This time I was relieved because the nightmare is no longer existent. It only remains in my memory, but I hope it will be gone soon. What I hope won't be gone is Zayn. I just can't explain how much I don't want him to leave me. It will be like my dream, maybe worse. All I know is that Zayn will be gone in 4 hours, and I can't do anything about it. It hurts me to think that he'll be gone for so long. I woke up Zayn, but he didn't want to wake up. "Tell me this is a dream Adilene", I didn't say anything but I know what he's going through. His suitcases were already packed, placed in the entrance of our bedroom. I looked back at Zayn lying next to me. His hair was messy, and his eyes were dazzling, but semi-closed, as if he was tired. I guess he was, there is too much to handle with right now. I ruffled my hand through his soft hair, enjoying the feeling knowing that this would be the last morning with him. I gave him a soft kiss on his nose, as his eyes focused on mine. I closed my eyes laying my head on his shoulder. After a a while, I sat up to make breakfast. My heart skipped a beat at his touch. "Please don't go Adilene." He softly gripped my wrist, laying me down next to him. He laid on top of me, his eyes had some lust, as his arms wrapped around my waist. I stared at him intensely, while his eye color changed from hazel to dark. His lips hovered above mine, searching for a purpose. I closed my eyes as his body got closer to mine. His lips found mine, as I took it by surprise. His soft lips brushed over mine, they were so soft. His tongue asked for entrance, and so, I did. My cheeks are a shade of red, I could feel them burning as Zayn kissed me passionately. I never felt anything like this. Zayn's kiss went from my lips to my cheek, following my neck. I whined as he kissed my soft spot on my neck. His eyes were locked on mine, I felt it. Moment by moment, things were getting intense. Zayn slipped of his shirt, making me blush even more. My fingers ran over his toned abs, and I could feel his shiver at my touch. His hands softly went over my cheeks, and he started going down, caressing my lips. I grabbed Zayn's hand, and put it on my shoulder. "I love you Adilene. I don't want you to get hurt, are you sure you want to do this?" I nodded my head, knowing what the circumstances were. It didn't stop Zayn from asking me once again, being more serious about it. Instead of saying yes, I closed into him, and I kissed him longer than he kissed me. The kiss was passionate, and flashbacks went trough my mind. My life has changed so much since I've met him, and here I am sharing my love with what feels like my life. Our kiss turned from passionate to rushed. It's as if he was turned on. I felt his bulge grow under his pajamas, and I knew that he was serious when he asked. Zayn took of my shirt, and I was soon left in my underwear when he took of my pajamas moments after. "Zayn, I know you think I'm not ready for this.  I don't doubt it, but you should know that.. I am. I love you more than my own life. I know our relationship will last, so please trust me." "I trust you Adilene." With things cleared out, he took of his pants and he looked at me unsure. I smiled and nodded to assure him. He was at my entrance, and I couldn't help but flinch. He slowly thrust into me, taking away my innocence I flinched yet this time in pain. Zayn continued to thrust and soon the pain turned into pleasure. Our moans echoed through the room. He kissed my cheek and my lips, as he thrust in faster. We reached our highs and he laid next to me giving me immense kisses on my cheek and lips. Our breaths were heavy, but soon they slowed down as minutes passed. I laid my head in Zayn's chest, there was not a thing I could regret now. "I love you babe. You know that right?" He laughed and he said, "There's not a moment I won't Adilene." I rested on his shoulder as we drifted back to sleep once again.          

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